Love Me While I'm Dying
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"You're nothing but a replacement."
My husband said it with his eyes every time he looked through me to see her face. His mistress said it with that slow, satisfied smile. My own brother—the one I would have died for—proved it the night I saw him looking at her like she hung the moon.
I married a man who never once saw me.
I worked myself hollow for a family that used me like a tool and called it marriage. I gave up my career, my research, my dignity. I even gave up the right to be sick—because I have stage-four cancer and I haven't told a single soul.
I'm dying. And nobody knows.
But here's what they didn't count on: I'm not gone yet.
Before I go, I'm taking everything back.
Some women burn quietly until there's nothing left.
I'm done burning quietly.
My husband said it with his eyes every time he looked through me to see her face. His mistress said it with that slow, satisfied smile. My own brother—the one I would have died for—proved it the night I saw him looking at her like she hung the moon.
I married a man who never once saw me.
I worked myself hollow for a family that used me like a tool and called it marriage. I gave up my career, my research, my dignity. I even gave up the right to be sick—because I have stage-four cancer and I haven't told a single soul.
I'm dying. And nobody knows.
But here's what they didn't count on: I'm not gone yet.
Before I go, I'm taking everything back.
Some women burn quietly until there's nothing left.
I'm done burning quietly.

