Chapter 6

What is he talking about? He got it but still, he is asking me for a chance, why does he need a chance? Vigorous thoughts rushed my mind....

What should I do? I'm here to end this, but where is it going?

"Please Elena, just one chance" he said expectantly waiting for my answer. What should I do?

"What chance do you want? You already had what you want" I mean we already had sex. I may not remember but he does.

"No Elena, I want you in your full consciousness and willingly give me yours" is he joking. Seriously, now he wants me willingly give him the pleasure he wants. I'm not going to do that. No, I've done that while I was drunk, when I'm not in my state...but my inner me asking me to say Yes!!!! You have already done it what will happen when you do it again.

He is hot and sexy; you’ll never get this kind of hot, handsome guy in your life. You haven't enjoyed the night you lost your virtue, just have it once again and experience it.

My mind is having one thought, My body is having one thought, while my heart is having the other, which is very different from one another and my inner me slapping me saying he already kissed you on your lips and you liked it, if not you would have slapped him but you didn't .Yes it is true. I like his kiss, his lips, his scent, his touch damn why haven't I realized it. So much is going inside me.

"Would you like to order Ma’am, Sir" a waiter came to us with the menu and gave it to us

"Coffee” he said without looking into the menu and looked at me "Coffee" I said

"Anything else Sir” he asked we both shook our heads, he went away.

"Yes, but only tonight" Holy fuck!!!!!! Where did it come from? Do I really want this? What is happening Ell!!!!!!!

“Really Elena, thank you...thank you so much" he hugged me tightly and started kissing me, my hands unknowingly hugged him back, my fingers went into his beautiful black hair. From a slow soft kissing it became a very hard one, his mouth consuming mine, his tongue invading my mouth. He bite my lower lip and an unknown sound came from inside, hearing this he tightened his grip and his hand grabbed my head and he started kissing my neck

"Ah" is this what a moan with pleasure be like, whatever it is I'm loving this, I too started to tighten my grip, after a moment he went back away from me, left me wanting more of what he is doing.

"Let's go Elena, to the same place where it started" he said breathing heavily; he made me so want some!! His words 'let's go and start from the same place' are so annoyingly attractive, making me want to grab him to me for more. But what he said is right... So romantically correct I agree with him.

He held my hand and started walking but stopped after taking a few steps and turned back to me and said

"Elena, let's sit down and have a talk before we proceed " damn man, what is it now, why a talk now, when I'm ragging with so much of hormonal fumes .Okay what is it now, we got back from where we came silently.

Taking a deep breath "Elena, I want to tell you something....you are... still virgin” he said quietly, this is news.... a good news and sadness over loosing it without knowing has gone, my inner me jumped high thrice.......Wait, I don't believe it. I am naked, he is naked and now I'm still virgin ....I looked at him blankly, he is very sad with what he said, looking down thinking something. Why? Is he a Gay? That could be the only reason why he hasn't done anything.....I wanted to reconfirm it, if he is a Gay my wanting..... Feeling..... Before, is so stupid and he wouldn't have kissed me.

"I don't believe that, I am naked, you too were naked and we slept together” I said slowly, I don't want to hurt his feelings, if he is really a Gay.

"Yes, we were and we have" his voice is inaudible

"Then, why didn't it happen? Why am I still virgin?" I asked very curiously

"I almost went into but, when I saw your innocent cute face with excitement I can't enter,

When you said you were a virgin. I was shocked, very much tempted to enter you and tear your bubble...fill you with me "he murmured.

"And I'm not a rapist Elena, I want you to voluntarily give me to take yours and let me fill you" his voice is firm, he looked at me with his burning eyes ...burnt with lust, want and many more but very sincere about what he said.

"Thank you, but I think I've given you voluntarily" I murmured shyly and am very thankful to him

"Yes you have, but you are drunk and out of conscious" he said factually, yeah he is right I was. I am out my conscious state .He is very considerate, if it was someone else I can't think what would have happened.

"But why are you saying this now, I said yes to give you myself tonight"

"You have, but thinking you are giving it to same one who has taken your virginity without your consent and giving him a chance to prove that he is worthy to take it" fuck yes that's true, that’s why I agreed to go with him, how did he know that? What exactly is he? Mind reader? Psychic? So much is going on

"I don't want to force you neither want to do it with a lie, I want you as you are, voluntary submission to me" holy hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Here you go Sir, Ma’am" our coffee came to our table. We looked at each other.

I took the cup before me silently , a huge silence is made between two of us he is not looking at me, his beautiful face looked pale, his eyes are so sad and his lips which were on mine, now became a grim line, Oh no what is this ? What is happening? He is sweet, manly, handsome and very sexy, most importantly thoughtful.

"I'll wait for you in the same hotel in the same room Elena, if you want to give yourself to me voluntarily” he said and stood, called the waiter for payment, paid the bill and is about to move

"What if I don't want to?" I asked him

"I respect your decision Elena" he said and went....