Chapter 4 ~ Nightmare ~
- Anna's Pov *
He's searching for something inside my eyes?
But it's too sad for him; he can't because I'm not 19 years old, Anna anymore; I buried that Anna in a grave a long time ago.
She will never show up again. I will not let that happen. And I'll never forgive him.
I look straight into his eyes to let him know that she is not here anymore, who was stupid and an idiot.
" Stop looking already; you can't find that foolish girl; she will never come back " I smirk at him.
He took a step toward me, and I stood still in my spot without moving even an inch.
When he was in front of me, a happy smile was on his face, which is why I hated him even more at that moment.
" Don't worry, she will come back, and you also can't stop her either, " He says,
I gritted my teeth; this man is still shamelessly overconfident, which I hate the most.
Even after 5 years, he is still arrogant and full of himself.
" I don't think I need your advice; just tell me what I'm doing here."
Crossing my hands over my chest, I looked at him, and he knew he better tell me the truth; otherwise, I'll surely throw him through the window where I was standing after waking up.
" I took back what is mine, I gave you enough freedom, and you already completed your study, so of course, you have to come back where you truly belong," He said like I was the one who chose this in the past.
" Blaze, are you kidding with me right now, " I ask him while giving him a mocking smile.
" Oh my god, how much I missed this " He holds his left chest with both hands and puts a happy expression on his face.
" Anna just let the past stay in the past. We will create more beautiful memories together in the present," Blaze says as he tries to hold my hand, "but I back off and distance myself from him.
" Beautiful memories, no these memories are now nightmares to me, and I don't need any memories with you, also 5 years ago what you gave me was enough for me " 5 years I tried my best to remove these memories from my life.
Now once again, he came back to my life to sprinkle salt on my old wound, to make it as painful as it was in the past, no way. I can't bear that pain again because of him.
Both of us fall silent; after a few seconds, he looks at me, " Come and eat with me."
He knows I won't fall for his tricks.
" Just let me go. Do you have any idea what you did?" I demand feeling very nervous inside my heart.
" Anna," he inhales a long breath as he tries to control his anger.
" What a disaster you did, today I was getting married, but of course, like always, you ruined everything" I try to not look at him because I could feel his murderous look.
Suddenly, I hear footsteps, and I look towards him, just as I thought he started to come near me.
His facial expression gives me a red zone danger alert. 🚨
I backed off immediately, but he did not stop; he approached me until I could not go anywhere; in front of me is he, and behind the wall, I feel like a chess sandwich between them.
" Now tell me what you're saying, wedding, Anna, do you think I'm dead " he lifts my chin a little, and now I'm looking straight at his eyes.
This is the first time I saw his face after 5 years; truth be told, he became more handsome than I remember.
Now his face was rough, sexy, handsome, unlike the past.
Now he has a sexy thick beard. He was a young boy five years ago, but now he has become a sexy man.
Suddenly I wanted to beat myself, so I told myself, "what the hell are you thinking?"
" Anna looks at me," he gives the order, not the request.
I did what he said; I glanced up to him, his eyes turned dark,
" Now listen to me carefully; you're mine, five years ago when you confessed your love for me, your fate already set with me for your whole life, you should already know" he digs his finger on my skin.
It hurts that I refuse to show him my tears. 😢
" That was my mistake, and everyone could make like this mistake in their young age, so I did, it's not a big deal, " I say like it does not matter to me or never did, but he and I both of us know I'm telling a white lie.
" Don't you dare to say that was a mistake; it was never Anna and never will," he threatened, and I gulped my own saliva.
" "You know Anna, I'll tolerate your stubbornness and everything about you but never ignore our relationship," he says, his voice creating fear inside my heart, brushing his finger on my lips, and he is waiting for my answer.
Looking at his eyes, I know I can not anger him; otherwise, he will go mad, and I have to pay the price.
So I did not deny what he said; I just nodded my head.
" Now that's my Anna, come and eat with me," he smirks.
" Don't you understand, I said I'm not hungry," saying that I pushed him as hard as I have the strength in my body.
He backs away from me not because he moves away because of my push, but rather because he knows I'm very frustrated right now.
I did not look back and come out while running as fast as I could.
" Anna, come back here, " Blaze calls out from behind, but I can not stop not I did.
I don't remember anything about how to go back.
So I just run without knowing where I'm going right now.
After running sometimes, I reached an empty ally.
I looked around, seeing nobody was not around, I burst into tearsðŸ˜.