chapter five

Tatina POV

Dinner with Lila was ridiculous. It just made me uneasy. She seemed preoccupied with something else. Maybe I am worrying too much. It just feels strange. And the vampire she spoke with at the restaurant. Something about all of that did not sit right with me. I will not make the mistake of questioning her again.

I get to meet Mr. Craig tonight. I will freshen up before he gets here and maybe change clothes. I am not sure what I should wear or say or look like or how to be. I could just try calming down a little and be myself. I am sure everything will be fine. I am just not sure about Lila. The best thing for me to do is keep my mouth shut and listen.

Someone is knocking on my door. "Come in," I say.

"Mr. Craig is home early and waiting for you in the study," she says. I have no idea who she is. She is very small. She is even smaller than me and looks very pregnant.

"Thank you," I say, but she closes the door before I can even get it all out.

I run into the bathroom and moisturize my face and apply fresh mascara. What the heck I put a little lip gloss on. I walk to the door. I feel like I am standing here holding the handle for eternity. I am nervous but I can do this. Look what all I have already been through.

I walk carefully down the stairs and look around as I go down. I can't remember where the study is. I think it is that first room. I walk over to the first door. "Not there! Go down the hall second on the right," I hear Lila yell at me.

I do not even bother saying thank you or piss off. I walk toward the hall. I turn the corner and as I am just about to open the door, he opens it for me. "Hello my dear," he says. Woah. Mr. Craig is young and handsome. Well of course he is young he is a vampire. I guess I was expecting some creepy guy who wanted a young girl around.

"Hi," I say very timidly.

He reaches for me. "Now Now. Do not be afraid of me. Come on in here and let us get to know one another," he says.

I take his hand and he leads me into the study. He seats down in a chair and pats his lap. He wants me to sit in his lap. "Sit right here on me," he says.

I do exactly what he says. After all, I do belong to him. "Tatina, you were in a very dangerous position and there are only a few options for you. Do you understand?" he asks.

"Yes sir. I am aware," I say.

Craig POV

Damn, she is beautiful. I cannot believe how much she looks like Julie. Jayne said she was a beauty but she did not tell me she looked like Julie. "Tatina there are things we have to discuss," I say to her.

She shifts in my lap. "I understand. I was told you have rules to follow. I was told I would be expected to be available to you," she says.

She is so fragile. I am not sure I will auction her. I may keep her for myself. I am sure we could find another breeding bitch to auction. She could be all mine. I could have her with me always.

"I have to ask you something. It is a little personal?" I say.

she nods. "I know what you are going to ask. And yes I am a virgin sir," she says.

"It is important to me that you are," I tell her.

"I understand. I have never been with anyone in any way. I have never even kissed a boy," she says.

"I understand Horace tried to take something that was not his when you were at the auction house," I ask her.

"Yes. Jayne saved me. She shot at him," she says.

This poor thing. Damn that Horace he is dead.

"I will take care of Horace," I tell her.

She looks me deep in the eyes as she is listening to my questions. I lean in and kiss her.

"Now you can say you have been kissed," I tell her.

She leans in and kisses me.

"Yes I can," she says.

She shifts in my lap. Her body is so small. I run my hand up her leg just to feel her. I pull her back to me and kiss her again. I haven't really kissed a woman since I lost my Julie. She pulls back. "Are you okay my sweet?" I ask her.

"yes," she says. She kisses me and places my hand back on her leg. "Don't stop," she says.

I feel her legs tremble as my hand runs up her inner thigh.

Tatina POV

Sitting here in his lap with him feeling my body, is unbelievable. I have never had someone make me feel so good. He kisses me so softly yet so passionately. His hand running up my thigh makes my body tingle and shaky. I am not sure how to react to him. I am not sure what is appropriate. How do I make him feel the correct way? Where should I touch him?

"Are you okay?" he asks.

I lay my head on his shoulder as he takes his hand up my inner thigh higher getting closer to my sweet spot. "I am. I am just a little nervous about what you are doing," I respond.

He takes his hand closer to my middle. He gently rubs me. "Do not be nervous. I will not hurt you," he says.

Something in me tells me I can believe him, but I still need to proceed with caution. "I need to know. I do not mean any disrespect, Mr.Craig. Are you planning to take my virginity tonight?" I ask him.

He takes his hand and gently but firmly rubs me between my legs. It feels so good. He kisses my neck. "I won't do anything you are not ready for," he says.

I lean further into his neck and begin to kiss his neck. "I belong to you," I whisper into his ear.

He turns to me and kisses me. He is still rubbing me. "Yes you do belong to me, but that does not mean I want to take something that you are not ready to give," he says.

I pull back from him. I look into his eyes and smile. "I would gladly give myself to you. You save me," I say.

He slips one arm under my legs and uses the other to support my back. He rises from the chair with me in his arm. I lay my head into him. I feel like a princess being carried by her prince.

He carries me into his bedroom. His room is even bigger than mine. He closes the door behind us with his foot and carries me to the bed. He lays me down gently. He returns to lock the door. As he walks back he starts unbuttoning his shirt. Woah he is perfect. Why would he ever want me? I too thin and pale.

He crawls into the bed beside me. His shirt is off and I can see every inch of his upper body. I reach out to touch him. He is a gorgeous man. He leans into me and begins kissing me. He takes one hand and begins feeling my breast. It feels amazing. He pushed up my shirt and slides his hand under my bra.

"Take off your top," he says.

I comply and remove my top.

He kisses my breast that is exposed from my bra. He pulls it gently to the side and begins to suckle my right breast and then moves to my left. He pulls my bra off breaking the hook and throws it onto the floor.

He pushes my legs apart and is laying almost on top of me both of us still in our pants. He begins suckling my breast and nibbling at them with his fangs. It does hurt a little and I gasp loudly. He kisses down my stomach until he gets to the top of my pants. He unbuttons my pants and pulls at them until he has my pants completely off of me. Here I lay naked in front of him.

I feel so uncomfortable as he removes his pants. He pushes my legs apart further and starts licking me between my legs. He grabs my bottom and pulls me into his face. I moan. I shake. I am so tingly inside. I feel like I could explode onto him.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asks.

"No sir. I do not," I moan.

"Good," he says. He continues tasting me. My legs are shaking and I cannot control my body. He stops.

I open my eyes. He is on top of me. Not inside me yet but close. "You can still say no," he says.

I nod to let him know I am ready. He takes his hand and positions himself to enter me. I can feel it. It feels so much bigger than I expected. He pushes into me slowly. I gasp at the sudden pain I am feeling. The pain and pleasure are both amazing and unexpected at this moment. He thrust deep into me. I push up with my body to meet him as he penetrates my body. I grab him tightly. I need something to grab. I need something to help with the pain. The pleasure is amazing but the thickness of him inside me is hard to handle.

I scream. I cannot help myself. The more I scream the more he seems to enjoy me. He pushes into me harder now. I cum so hard I feel like I am going to pass out. He leans in and bites my neck as he cums inside me. I can feel him sucking my blood as he cums in me.