BEING IN LABOR

Toshiba pov.

Because of my condition, I was now, didn't allowed to do any of the work at home. Mima received so indignantly that all her kids has to do all the work themselves with the help of the servant.

One day I was trying to get water to drink, after calling out for most of the servant and Mima children and getting no response I figure out to go get it myself. As I was busy drinking the water from my cup, I felt the cup pull out from my hand.

Listen Toshiba not because you having a demon as a child means you will disturb the peace of my children, this is a warning being given to you. Never you try making my teenagers a slave in your condition, got it.

Why do you need to do that Mima you saw the condition am into?

And what is my problem with your condition, don't think all because you bearing a child means that I will take it easy on you.

I know no matter what you say, you will never have a kind heart.

Oh, Toshiba I do have a kind heart, but not for people like you anyway, have fun with that demon you call a child.

I look at her with a broken heart, why will she say my toddler is a demon. I determined to skip her and stroll away.

Am talking and you walking away, hear me Toshiba is better you get rid of that demon in you. Do not suppose if you provide given birth to that factor you will rule over me.

I did not know what bought into me that made me slap her on her face…

You have no right calling my child a demon, have been trying to have an infant for so long, and now am blessed with a toddler your mission is to name it a demon. Why are you so depraved Mima tell me what have I done incorrectly that you do not prefer me to sense happiness. 17 suitable years have been praying for a toddler Mima, why can't you be happy…

Do you slap me?

And I will do it once more if you don't obey yourself.

All because you with a child now you think I won't slap you back.

Listen Mima, you're so disgusting now get out of my side, I scream at her.

She appears at me so indignant besides pronouncing a phrase and strolling away, I attempt getting internal however every time I try to walk I feel and experience pain in me my belly I cried and looked down at it. It has only been 3month and my belly is this huge.

I walk into my room laying down, I desire this baby will take away all my ache and make me not be a laughing stock to humans and also Mima.

Whenever I shut my eyes to sleep, I constantly see a wolf calling me a mother. I although maybe it was just a dream.

How can a wolf be calling me mother?

One night I was in a dream country when I noticed the spouse wolf again saying, Mother do now not depart me. I felt like this was once getting out of my palms what can this dream be I ask myself.

During the six months, I felt a large ache in me when I understand I was about to be put to labor I was surprised. Every girl supply delivery on the 9 months however why did mine happen on the sixth month.

The midwife who helps a different girl to put to bed gathers me attempting to make positive I conceive adequately, I push and push with all the energy in me and before I comprehend it I deliver to my child.

I felt so pleased that I have already given birth but I was amazed when I noticed a shock on everyone's face, I did not understand the purpose of why everyone was shocked or was unhappy.

I noticed how the king walk up to the baby attempting to get a close look at him, however, the king steps back after seeing the shock of his life.

I was so confused that I ask the midwife to give me my child, I noticed how everyone them look at me as if I have no proper in asking for my child.

One of the midwives walk shut to me and put the toddler in my hands, I didn't hear the sound of a cry so I was wondering if he would possibly be sleeping. I open the blanket that was used to covering of the child, I almost fell like fainted after seeing what has given birth to, I felt tears coming down my eyes, I felt like I was cursed, I felt like this world was once now not meant for someone like me.

I noticed the black eyes looking up at me, I felt like I was not intended to be blessed.

I have stayed peaceful lifestyle when I was little however why now, inform me why does it have to be that my suffering wants to start this way. I have done nothing incorrect to any people, I have in no way handled each person awful for anything. I have been appropriate to people even when I married the king, I did exactly so I won't let to see anybody suffer.

My mom continually says that the whole lot shows up for a motive however belief was no longer on my side, many ladies have been blessed with greater deeds but I only came to be a cursed creature.

I was told to give birth to a child, I was advised that the toddler will bring me happiness, and I was informed that the child will be a helper in my life, however, seem at me now am nothing but a failure.

I thought of what my family should think of when they locate out what my delivery too. How will the king undergo all this, will he take me seriously now, what will people say what will they think?

I stood up with the ache and weak point in me, I walk as all of them watch, and I acquired shut the window trying to throw the toddler out of it. But I felt a connection and I didn't have the heart to do it, am a warrior, not a killer, I couldn't do it. So I stroll lower back to my mattress and all I ought to do used to be a wipe. what has my life become what have I done wrong? I thought giving birth to a child will change my life but it only made things worst.