Chapter 4: White room 2
" Luke , please let me go , i promise i will never as much as look back in to the pack again " i looked at one of the omega who was dragging me , i have helped him plenty times before, to solve personal and family problems and i wish he would just stop hurting me with his hands as he carried me and look at me or maybe listen to my appeal , but he was headstrong , almost as if he had been given the instruction not to say a word to me or they would get in trouble. Right now i didnt care for any of their so called uprightness, i was once a friend , if only they would ignore me for a full minute
and let me run out of that place and never return.
" Just say i was the one who ran away while you were not looking , put all the blame on me, I don't mind at all. You of all people should know that i am not fit to go to the Alpha King, its not fit for someone like me, do you want me to be killed off as a slave ? " I tried to talk to him and let him see the dangers of it , they have all been hearing the rumours , there is practically no one in the pack who has not heard of the craziness of the Alpha King. But he was not moving , the other omega even shoved me harder. Luke was not even trying to meet my eyes , maybe because he was ashamed to be duty bound and doing this to me , i was not sure. But the moment i assured him , he seemed to be responsive. " I won't blame you , I promise. I know you are only doing this because you have no choice of the duties you are given to, trust me I understand you perfectly well " with those words out of my mouth he seemed to look at me , but didn't immediately reply , he just looked , with some sympathy in his eyes. Even though I had not completely meant it when i got him to look at me by saying to him that i trust him , i meant it now. He did not ask for this , no one asked for this , i did not ask to be cheated on and humiliated.
" Please don't talk to me " He said , betraying all the hope I had , just when i finally thought i was really getting to him , we neared the white room , the white room was actually white , and it is located at the far end of the pack. As we got to the room i was meant to be placed in , I saw some girls that have already being put there waiting for the time when they would be taken away , captured by their fates.
Luke opened the door and shoved me inside , I almost lost my balance but i was not ready to see the ones that i have ruled over to make mockery of me, so i made my steady standing. “ I will come back “ I could hear Luke say from outside the bars holding the entrance, he had stayed back to give me another hint of hope , I just wanted to believe that he had said I should leave him alone because of the omega with him ,and the others that trailed behind.
“ Thank you “ I mouthed ,Iwas not sure what that meant but I was going to hold on to it. Maybe this will be my shot at escaping this Godforsaken place. To be honest , I don’t want to be stuck in a place where I have been demoted ,rejected ,humiliated and enslaved. If I could have it Iwould be long gone.
I scanned through the room tosee the girls that have been place with me ,or should I say the girls Ihave been placed with ,it did not matter Iit was foolish of me to thinking of my vocabulary just moment . Some of the girls seemed to be afraid of me ,some looked at me with pity ,while some just look at me with scorn in their eyes. I don’t blame them one moment ,after they get used to me for the next day , or even in a few hours they will get used to my presence. I walked to a corner in the room ,trying to be away from the girls as possible ,they greeted me as I walked in between them.
" She is not a Luna anymore , she is been banished " one omega said out of spite as I made my way to sit down. I know those words would definitely be coming from someone who have their own heavy issues and i will just not let anyone put me in more foul mood than i already am , I would just break , i was already getting to my breaking point already. I know i worked three times more than anyone to be where i was before i got kicked out , i was prepared for everything , like i habe been told to , I ate less , I slept less , I studied more than all of them combined , i have had my share of saving the pack , i deserved my title more than anything , and just like that , I lost everything to an enemy , who I thought was my friend, I don't want to lie to myself , i was pained , i still am , but only if i put my whole attention to it , and hearing what this frustrated omega has to say will not be helping me one bit.
But someone replied for me " How dare you!! She is still Luna of the pack until said otherwise " I did not bother to look but it was definitel an other woman who replied the frustrated one, I am grateful that i still have at least one supporter. They must have heard the news , or has the rumor even spread before now , am I the only one who had been foolish the whole time ? I am the only one who had been greatly deceived , the realization weighted heavy in my heart , i just wanted to enter into the ground and dissappear , I felt the hope that i had had earlier melting away from me, I just closed my eyes to hide the tears building up inside my eyes, it was getting harder and harder , there is nothing else i want to do thatn to find my way out of the place , in fact , I dont wish to spend the noght in the white room at all , If Luke does not come back quick , i will find a way to get out of this place , no matter how hard, I have to , my whole life depends on it.