Chapter 8 "Broken Again"

(Preview)

I heard someone walking closer towards me. I can't see who it is. But I already know who it is.

Once I saw him step in the light from the tiny little window down in the old classroom where I like to go sometimes.

There is never anyone down here. So, I like to come down here on my own time. So, I could paint and draw on my art pad.

But as you can see now, I have company! I am so nervous because it's him.

"Leave! Now." I am not up for company," I told him.

"I don't think so, sweetheart," he said with a smug know-it-all with a smart-ass attitude.

Well, I scream!" I told him.

"Don't come near me," I told him with force in my voice.

I keep hearing him closer. I can't see him. Not until I felt his breath on my face. That when I heard him say made my body heat up.

I know it was you that night at the party?" I heard him say.

I gasped, and that was when I started to panic.

Oh God, he knows! I wanted to run.

Present:

Ashely P.O.V.

Oh, God.

Oh no!

I thought.

Oh, God, he just told me he knew I was at the party?

I knew he wasn't stupid. But I was hoping he wouldn't say it was me that night we slept together.

I don't want him to find out it was me.

But it's too late.

" So, did you have fun with that fucking bastard!"

"Huh, did you fuck him, Ashely!" He said with a snarl on his face.

I stared at him with my mouth open.

Wait! I am confused.

No! I wanted to tell him but instead, I said.

"That's none of your business!" I told him.

He thought I was with another guy that night.

So, he doesn't know it was me with him that night.

The only guy I fucked was you, asshole! I wanted to tell him. But I didn't, and I know this is too much time alone with the guy who bullied me for years. Also, I gave my virginity to the asshole!

I am so stupid. I should have known he wouldn't want me!

Why did I bother? I was in my thoughts when I saw him come closer towards me?

I step back away because I don't want him to see how he is making me feel because of the way he's staring at me like an animal. I didn't mean it.

"Oh, baby you should have not told me that!'' I heard his growl and jealousy in his voice.

But I let out a groan.

His eyes got big, and he was studying me.

I bite my lip. I can feel my body heating up.

That was when I saw his eye get darker.

Please! I wanted to tell him.

Oh, God, I felt fire. I was burning up!

I wanted him. I wanted him right now.

I wanted him to take me over the desk or on the door, wall. Anywhere.

But I knew I can't.

Even though I want him to take me. But I was scared, and I felt my mouth open, but I didn't want him to be so close to me. But I knew I was lying. Because I felt my mouth and the air in my chest was moving in and out. I knew he could see how he was making me.

He can see that he is making me nervous and speechless.

I need to get out of here. But don't

"Jayson, why are you doing here? "Did you follow me?" I asked him. He is just standing there staring at me.

Oh, okay, I thought. I don't like this.

I wouldn't say I like this at all.

Because he here to cause trouble. If you call it that, that is a relationship because all we ever do is fight. We would never be anything if he didn't stop being cruel and harsh to me.

I wish he would stop trying to make me feel like a nobody. I don't want to feel that way.

I know this is not going to go well.

" What did you think I came down here looking for a nobody like you?" He tells me with a disdainful attitude and a laugh.

Wow, that was a little harsh. I can feel the tears sneaking up.

I don't want to cry.

I never want to cry over Jayson again.

Oh, no, it's building up my tears. I can feel my nose runny. That was when I knew I was going to cry.

I knew if I didn't get away from him. He is going to see how he affected me with mean words.

So, I hold in my tears, and I rely back upon the bastard!

"Well, this nobody didn't ask for company, did she?" I tell him back with a glare pointing back at myself with my arms cross around my chest.

"So, I guess you can leave now!" I told him with a fist by my side. I wish I were hitting his handsome face right now with my fist.

"Why, should I, there something you want to tell me?" Because right now. Can I see you're nervous?

"Wow, now I see how you emotion?" He said.

"What?" I said back.

"I make you nervous, do I?

"Am I right, Ashel-yyy."

"What do you- mean - I am not nervous," I told him back, trying not to show him I am scared and nervous.

But it is too late, and he sees I am.

That is just freaking great!

I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. But now I got something for him to tease me more.

Whatever, Woods! I was trying not to laugh. I thought, But instead, I had a fake smile on my expression. But then he realized I lied about telling him I was nervous around him.

Oh God, why do I have to be mated with the guy who will break me!

Yes, I am terrified of him! But I am not worried about him hurting me physically; I can always heal with his fists. He never hurt me that way. But what hurts the most is how he makes me feel emotional.

So, yeah, this scares me!

This guy doesn't scare me. But even though I fight back.

But I am deadly afraid of Jayson Wood's.

Not because he could hurt me or kill me.

He makes me deadly afraid because of how I feel about him. I don't want to get hurt, and he breaks my heart again as he did five years ago.

So, now I am standing here with the guy who always had my heart.

So, he is the only guy who will break my heart into million pieces.