Seeing Him & Her Again

I see nothing other than blackness that is surrounding me and suffocating me. No one is there with me, my legs are dragging me somewhere and I don't know where their destination is. My breaths are coming rapidly.

I can see light coming through like rays and my legs took me to the light and the ache in my heart came back in a hundred folds and my mind is trying to tell me to back away but my heart Is pleading to move forward. I don't know whom to listen to but still, my legs are taking me there.

I stood in front of large doors on which there are dragons sculpted beautifully. Seeing them did something to my heart and I don't know what is happening to my heart. My heart and mind are having a conflict between them. No one is deciding anything.

My heart is thumping so loudly in my chest that I feel like vomiting everything in front of the door. Gulping a huge breath of air and collecting all the courage I have in me I forwarded my hand to push the door but the large doors slowly started opening of their accord making me gasp and unconsciously I took a step back with the shock and the blinding light from the room.

I covered my eyes with my arms trying to block out the light which is making my eyes ache. I heard a giggle, precisely a woman's giggle followed by a deep manly chuckle which made my heart drop to my stomach and my breathing hitched in my throat.

My arm which covered my eyes started removing itself on its own accord but my eyes were still closed. When the arm finally moved from my eyes I opened them slowly so as not to be attacked by the lighting again but this time there was not much light in the room.

My gaze stopped on two figures who were standing at a distance from me facing each other but I couldn't see their faces properly. The woman is wearing a red gown which is glued to her body like a glove and she is petite and has blonde hair and her hands are all over the man and she giggles at him but her giggles are making me angry.

My eyes moved from the woman to the man and I gasped seeing the same man from my previous visions. I have been seeking him for a long time and he has been the same with olive skin, broad shoulders, towering height, and raven hair. My body stood there stilled and the tears streaming down my eyes seeing them together and my heart is aching so badly.

I don't know what to do and why is this happening to me. My soul and heart feel like they are being ripped to shreds.

The Man suddenly turned his face towards me like he felt my gaze on him and my eyes widened and I gasped out loud. I still can't see his face and it's blurry but I can see his brows dipped in confusion and he turned himself towards me not listening to what the woman is saying and started taking steps toward me. Seeing him coming toward me made me panic but my body turned to the stone and I am unable to move it.

With all the energy I can muster up, I move my body and with great effort, I can move my body. I was pushed by a force startling me and my eyes closed by the impact and I woke up from my vision gasping for air.

I am still in Emily's house and In her room. She is sitting beside me concerned about me.

" Oh My God! Aiza! Are you alright?" She asked, stroking my hair and her brows dipped in concern.

" ..Yeah! I think." I croaked out and my cheeks were stained with my tears, I raised my body to sit and Emily helped me to sit comfortably.

" Thanks, Emily!" I gave her a small smile and wiped my tears. There are so many things running in my head like who is the woman and more importantly who is that man whom I have been seeing constantly and he was never able to feel me but today it was different like he can feel my presence there and the most important thing is why my heart is aching seeing them together. The place didn't look like an ordinary place and I have never seen that place before in my visions.

Emily handed me the glass of water and I took from her hand great fully and gulped it down like I haven't drank the water in a long time.

I know I have to answer Emily's questions like why am I having the visions and what I have seen in the visions now. She never saw me cry whenever I had a vision and I never cried before. I was always happy after them and looked forward to it. I have told her everything about my visions to her and she knows the mystery man from my visions as she likes to call him.

" Why are you crying, Aiza? I have never seen you cry when you were having a vision. What has changed now?" I don't have answers to her question? How can I tell her what has changed now and how can I explain the ache I felt when I saw them in each other's arms.

" I don't know, Emily! Everything changed and my visions were not my visions anymore and I don't know what to do." I choked out as everything started feeling so much to bear like I am going to miss something.

" First, tell me what made you cry so much!" She asked the one thing I don't have a proper answer for.

I hope Emily has the answer to my confusion and everything will be sorted out. She was with me my entire life and she is the best one who comes up with solutions for even difficult situations.