Chapter 9: What Do You Want

Anna and Melissa glared at each other while Antonio stood in the middle, debating on whether to speak or remain silent.

"Would someone really tell me what the hell is going on! I'm not liking this one bit!" Melissa roared. Her suspicion was beginning to climb but she wanted to doubt the thought that was creeping through her head.

"He's just excited to marry you," Anna answered, putting an end to the heated atmosphere building up in the kitchen.

"Oh," Melissa responded. Her anger flattened and she became cool and collective again.

"Well, in that case, I can't wait to marry you too." She went over to Antonio and he pulled her into his lips.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too babe," Melissa said back.

Anna scoffed to herself before leaving the happy couple alone. She went back into her bedroom and threw herself onto the bed. She sobbed silently in the pillows, feeling sorry for herself and ashamed.

Never had she felt bad about sleeping with someone else's boyfriend, or husband, or fiancee, or ex. But with Antonio, she was feeling something she had never felt. Things were different with him although the situation was just the same as the ones in Anna's past.

Gathering her courage, she sat up in bed and stared out the big glass window.

A knock came on the door.

"Come in," Anna gestured.

Antonio walked into the room.

"What do you want?" Anna immediately snapped.

"I'm sorry."

"I don't want your sorry. I want you!" She began crying again.

"Anna! You can't have me. I'm getting married to Melissa and that's the end of it. My mind wouldn't change."

"Well before you do that, you'll have to do something for me."

"What's that?"

"To make love to you one more time. It would bring me closure and I wouldn't tell Melissa about what happened between us."

"I can't."

"Oh yes you can." Anna peeled herself off the bed and came closer towards him. She ran a finger down his muscular arm when she approached him.

He tensed up but he wasn't resisting her touches. Anna somewhat had an effect on him and she knew it.

"Where's Melissa?" she whispered in his ears.

"She left for work. She has to go in early today."

"Perfect. So it's just us. I want you to have me. Right here, right now."

Antonio reacted quickly. He scooped her up in his arms and pinned her against the bedroom door. With one hand saddling her, he reached for her with his other. He dove his face between her pair of breast and sucked on them from through her top.

Anna threw her head back and moaned. Antonio parted her panties and entered her eagerly. He moved in and out, quickly. None stop. He pounded on her for an entire fifteen minutes. At his climax, he busted inside of her.

Anna slide down the door, unable to feel her legs and the lower part of her body.

"Good. Now you can leave me the hell alone now," Antonio said and walked out the room.

Anna laid on the floor, in a pain she hadn't received before. A pain she enjoyed and a pain she wanted again and again. Too bad she said that was all she wanted to keep her big mouth shut.

She could of asked for anything. A boat, a jet, a car, a million dollars, a mansion but all she asked for was one last chance of having him inside of her.

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The following week,

It was wedding preparations. Anna mad Elizabeth were rather busy with the cleaning and keeping Melissa's parents company at the house. Her parents had came to stay until after the wedding.

Antonio paid Anna no attention. Like if nothing had happened between them at all. He was being strictly professional with her and the other staff.

Anna missed him. He didn't missed her.

One afternoon, she watched as him and Melissa sat happily with her parents, talking and laughing with each other about the wedding plans and other guest. Instead of wearing the uniform Melissa had provided, Anna was wearing a short shorts and a tight vest with unpleasant cleavage.

Anna wished it was her Antonio was getting married. She looked and life and called it unfair. Why was it that Melissa could have all this happiness and she couldn't have any?

Settling the pain at the back burner, she threw on a smile and approached them. Antonio gave her a stunned look but she ignored it.

"Can I get you guys anything?" she offered.

"A glass of water please," Melissa's mom answered.

"Anyone else?"

"I'm fine," the other three answered in unison.

Anna modeled off to the kitchen and shortly returned with a glass a water for Mrs. Harwood.

Antonio managed to pull her aside when no one was paying attention.

"What the hell!" he semi shouted.

"What is your problem?"

"I'm warning you. We have nothing else going so please don't even try to warm up to anyone."

"I don't know what you're talking about!"

"I can see right through you Anna. Don't play games with me!"

He grabbed her arm tightly, anger boiling.

"Ouch, you're hurting me!" she squealed.

"And I'll hurt you even more if you dare try to cross me!"

He shoved her backward and she hit against the wall. She scurried to the floor, in a rushing pain on her back and her arm.

Antonio looked at her, without empathy.

She was hoping he would of reconsidered what he did and apologized for it but he left without a word. She was all too familiar with physical pain but the one that was hurting the most, was the one at her heart.