Chapter Five
Chapter 5
"Kylie, child?" I heard Mommy's voice so I slowly opened my eyes and immediately smelled it my room smells familiar. I sat on the head broad of my bed and Mommy helped me.
"Are you okay, son?" Mommy asked me. I nodded after touching my head. It's weird because I remember my headache but now it's gone.
"Kent was the one who brought you here, you weren't even conscious that's why I sent him up here to your room. He took care of you, while you were unconscious he gave you medicine and he told me how to get rid of that hangover."
My heart beat faster because of what Mommy told me and the memories from last night flashed back in my mind. Pain registered to my heart that instant that's why I just held my chest.
Mommy can't know that I caught Jiro who is my other girl last night and even more so she can't know that.. I tried to hold back my tears so much that I don't want to cry in front of her.
I gave in.. I gave in to Kent because I thought he was Jiro! What a dumb kylie! What if Jiro finds out? How am I going to tell him that I gave in to his brother? That I lost my virginity to his younger brother and the worst part is that Kent is still my neighbor? It's good that Jiro is no longer staying and going home. How do I deal with Kent now?
"Kylie?" I looked at Mommy and she looked so worried. I smiled at him very sincerely and told him to leave me alone because I was still awake from last night, it's good and and he understood me so he left immediately and said he would send me food to the maid.
I took a deep breath and then I walked to my glasswall, the pain! My thighs hurt especially when I'm a girl! I can't forget how big Kent's thing was and how hot it was when I touched it last night.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror, I looked so stressed and messed up and I don't even know if it's just me or does it really seem like my has changed? I looked so different. Maybe because I just lost something precious, I couldn't stop my tears from falling.
Is this the end of Jiro and me? Maybe that's why he looked for someone else because I couldn't give him myself. Whenever he would invite me, I always told him I am not ready because that is the truth. So I don't really understand myself, I easily gave in to a guy that I don't know that much and the worst part is his brother Jiro is really more than the many men here in the Philippines.
I hugged myself tightly and started trying so hard. I just can't accept that I lost my virginity so easily, he's not even my boyfriend! He's a stranger to me even if you call him my neighbor.
I just kept on snubbing when I heard someone open my sliding doors on my balcony. I immediately raised my head and saw his feet first. It's a guy! And I don't know who he is! I will be right away stood up and violently wiped away my tears.
My heart is beating so damn fast because I don't even know what this guy is up to until I see his face.. its Kent! What is he doing here? He came to me and then he wiped my tears with his thumb, I immediately patted his hand.
"What do you think you're doing?" Annoyed to ask him. He felt at home sitting at the end of my bed. He was only wearing pants and no top. Go down I looked at the middle of her thighs and I couldn't help but remember what I did when I touched it and how I felt how hot it was, I suddenly blushed. I just hope he didn't notice.
"Are you.. Afternoon?" He's just going to break the silence, that's what he's really going to ask me, and I'm tired of it in no time. I want to tell him what do you think?! With my sarcastic tone but I chose not to speak because it might be something else I can barely tell.
I returned to my seat in front of my mirror and then I stared at myself. What can I do? Do I go to Jiro and then talk to him that we just forgot everything that happened last night or will I break up with him forever but I'm lifeless without him.
I stood up to hear my phone ringing and to my surprise it was Jiro! I smiled out of nowhere and all the pain I was feeling including disappointment in myself was lost especially when I heard his voice.
"Kylie Babe.." he said to me on the other line. My heart beat faster and then I answered him. "Jiro." Weak when called by his name. "I missed you so much babe. Can you go here at my place?" He asked me and even though he couldn't see me I smiled and nodded at him and then I ended the call when I said I'll be there in a while.
"What did he tell you?" I turned to Kent who was still here until now.
"Why?" I asked him again.
"He is cheating on you, you still want to be with him after all?" I looked him seriously in the eyes.
"I love him so much, I'm lifeless without him." He came closer to me and then he grabbed my arm. "What the hell Kent hurts me!"
"Psh. I didn't know you were this sadist. You still want to be with him even though you already saw him with another woman? I can't believe this!" He let go of me and then he went out of the sliding my balcony door. I just shrugged my shoulders and went straight to the bathroom to get ready and go to Jiro.
To be continued..