- Chapter 1: The Monster that hunts at Night
- Chapter 2: The Cottage in the Woods
- Chapter 3: Golden Eyes
- Chapter 4: The miracle and the unwanted
- Chapter 5: Where no one can find us
- Chapter 6: A forced waistline and a secret plan
- Chapter 7: The tragedy of the ladybug
- Chapter 8: The bigger coward
- Chapter 9: Nightmares and Countdowns
- Chapter 10: Its return
- Chapter 11: The steep-walled Canyon
- Chapter 12: The cursed boy
- Chapter 13: Stuck with a murderer
- Chapter 14: A countdown to nothing
- Chapter 15: The boy
- Chapter 16: To grow without freedom
- Chapter 17: The longing for home
- Chapter 18: The cries of the night
- Chapter 19: Xavier
- Chapter 20: The deal
- Chapter 21: To be devoured by the desperate
- Chapter 22: The guilt of affection
- Chapter 23: The sight of a god
- Chapter 24: Slow and Antagonising
- Chapter 25 : The Past, The Present and The Future
- Chapter 26: Close the distance
- Chapter 27: In sickness and health
- Chapter 28: Acceptance
- Chapter 29: With the moon closing in
- Chapter 30: Take, take, take
- Chapter 31: The cruel past
- Chapter 32: Mere moments before the unknown
- Chapter 33: To love a beast
- Chapter 34: A certain visit
- Chapter 35: Reaching for a life I want
- Chapter 36: The past that haunts
- Chapter 37: Looking for my heart's home
- Chapter 38: When worlds collide
- Chapter 39: My own death
- Epilogue: Two years later