Chapter 12

I was still debating about calling or not calling. I heard a deep sleepy voice from the phone making me freeze and my breath hitch in my throat. How did the call connect! In my alcohol induced state I didn't even realize that the call was connected and the jerk of an adonis breathing down the phone.

" Hello!" I hear annoyance in his voice making me roll my eyes. He was so nice and gentle with me the other night but today his behavior was so cold.

He passed his judgment on me like he knew me for so long and he saw me behaving like a spoiled princess in front of him. He is an annoyingly handsome jerk whom I can't get off of my head. I need to tell him what I think about him.

" I have never seen a jerk so handsome that his outside beauty is nothing but a cover up for his inside ugliness." I slurred the words out and I hear nothing but silence at the end of the speaker and now I hear soft footsteps walking and a door opening and clicking softly and some more footsteps and at last I hear his deep husky voice again filling the speaker and my ear which is spreading all over my body.

" Miss.Hayes! What a pleasant surprise! I didn't know you would drunk dial someone so late in the night!" I can hear mocking in his voice making me grit my teeth in anger. I shouldn't have called him, he is nothing but a cold hearted and a judgemental man.

" It's so easy to assume everything Mr.Parker and judge someone just based on their last name, right?" I don't want to give him any explanation or tell him anything. If he wants to assume things and treat me like I don't deserve any respect then he can go to hell with my father.

" I am not assuming anything Miss Hayes, I can smell a spoiled princess even from miles so I know things." He just said like I am nothing but a guessing game. I can't stand him anymore, he ruined my calm and peaceful evening and even I am sobering up with the anger consuming my body with his words and insults.

" Go to hell, Mr.Parker and I don't care what you think about me because you are nothing but a jerk and a cold hearted man who judge people without knowing about them so your opinion on doesn't matter but if you disrespect me again then I know how to use my knee." I know the physical threat is so low but I don't know anything other than kneeing his jewels if he disrespects me.

" tsk tsk, Miss Hayes now we are lowering to physical threat? tsk tsk. I don't think it will benefit you if you damage my main organ." He laughed and it made me even more angry. Does he think I am going to sleep with him again after how he is insulting me.

" Do you think I am going to sleep with you again? No way! That will be the last day of the earth if it happens because it is never going to happen." I said with so much confidence that I am shocked because I am so attracted to him that I don't know how to control myself. Even now I am fighting with him but I still feel his hands on me and his mouth on mine and his taste consuming all my senses.

" At least, don't lie to yourself, Ada! I know you want me." his voice changed even more huskier, making my lady parts throb with need. He made me so needy that I am self doubting myself if this is still me and oh my God! He used my name, not my surname! Hearing my name from him made my heart skip a beat and I clenched my thighs together to stop the throb which started.

" I…I don't want you, Mr.Parker! I will never want someone who doesn't respect me. It's a real turn off." I stutterd at first but the words came off stronger because if I slip into his trap of seduction without stating my point then I will hate myself.

" Don't be so sure of yourself, Ada! I know how your body reacts when my hands are on it." He is not going to stop this nonsense till I end the call but my traitorous body is having its own mind and reacting to his words and making me want to hear more and more.

" Overconfidence is not the best pursuit Mr.Parker and I don't remember us to be on a first name basis! We should address each other as Miss.Hayes and Mr.Parker." My words came out stern and I hope he gets the hint that I don't tolerate disrespect. If he approaches me with respect and not judging me then I will think about it but now I can't.

" Hmmm! Never mind Miss.Hayes, Have a good night!" He didn't wait for me to reply or not even acknowledge what I said earlier he just ended the call on my face.what the hell did he think about himself? Ugh, he infuriates me to the extent I burst with anger.

I plopped my body on to the bean bag and closed my eyes to cool myself down. Anger is not good for my health and I need to be cool and calm when I have to face him tomorrow and I don't need our awkward conversation to stop me from butting heads with him.

Even with the closed eyes I can't seem to shake Mr.Parker from my head, he has built his home inside my head that it's so hard to shut him outside. Maybe I need to get laid with someone so I can be normal? He was my first so that's why I am having a hard time moving on from him even though he is judging me and all.

Dating is a good idea to blow off steam and as well as distract myself from everything. I need to hop onto some dating apps to look for handsome guys or Camille can easily find me someone. With the thoughts of seeing someone and probably with the thought of dating for the first time in my life I felt I am being normal and thinking normal things other than about work.

I want to be a normal girl without any expectations and baggage on her shoulders and want to have someone in her life who loves her like there is no tomorrow and stays with her despite seeing her ugly sides. Wishes like these may or may not come true but I hope my wishes comes true while I am praying to anyone who is listening right now and believing all the fairy tale shits sitting under the sky with hopes and dreams shining in my eyes like stars.