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Now the question is, where do I take Ana to lunch? After much thought, I decided that my home is the best place! And there no one will interrupt us or hinder us. I get home and run to organize everything for our lunch, after everything is ready I send a zap to her letting her know the time I will pick her up. From: DF To: Ana Passo to pick you up at 13:00. I wait for an answer but they see nothing, but I see that she visualized it and I was more relaxed. Of course I hired a restaurant to prepare everything for our lunch, I want everything to come out perfect and if everything goes well I want to smear myself on dessert. Ana- After Diego left, regret hit me. I shouldn't have agreed to have lunch with him.
I came to Seattle with a goal and if I get carried away I will end up losing all my focus. I know he messes with me in a way I don't even know how to explain, but I'd also rather not understand! My fear is greater than any feeling, and I'm scared to death for what I'm feeling for him and how he leaves me with just his gaze, and when he touches me it makes me totally lose my mind. But my biggest fear is that he'll just use me and then dismiss me! After all we met less than two days, I know it's a short time, more when I hit my eyes on him I wanted him at the same instant, more I don't want to hurt myself or much less delude myself with him, because a guy like him has the woman he wants in his bed at the time he wants. I'm not going to be another trophy in his collection, if he really wants anything he's going to have to fight to get it! I get out of my thoughts when I remember that Karen is home, I run to my room and throw myself on the bed and I'm very quiet, because I don't want to go through my friend's inquisition and have to explain everything that happened to her.
I hear noise of jumps this indicates that she is ready to leave, I wait for her to knock on the door but it does not happen, a few seconds later I hear noise from the door this indicates that she has already gone, she must have imagined that I was with Diego so she did not knock, but I already know that tomorrow I will not be able to get away from her. I take advantage of the fact that I'm alone and decided to do some research on Diego. I grab my laptop and open Google as soon as I put his name several things on it pops up. I am frightened by the amount of information he has about him and I am more amazed by the amount of women he has already been involved with, one more beautiful than the other, all models style and it makes me more sure that I have to get away from him, I do not know why he was interested in me, I think my virginity is an attraction to him, it just might.
I close the notebook, because I don't want to know anything more about him, this lunch will be a farewell to him, second start a new life and I will focus on what I came to do. I sleep very late because my thoughts are a thousand. I wake up and I don't feel like anything I look at the phone and it's almost 10:00, I get out of bed very lazy and take a shower do my hygiene make a messy bun and put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and go to the kitchen to prepare a coffee, I am surprised by Karen preparing the coffee. - Good morning Annie! -Good morning! - What discouragement is that? - Nothing, just laziness; "Our Fuente is done with you; - No, it's crazy! -Crazy! So what was it that I witnessed yesterday? - A conversation between friends; - Friends Ana? Tell it to the marines; - That's who we are; "Alright, I'd love to stay here and I heard everything that happened with your friend, but my cat is there in the room waiting for me and I'll take the coffee to eney - Enjoy then and enjoyed a lot with your cat friend; She left taking a tray with coffee for her boyfriend, my friend is quick and wastes no time.
I drink my coffee, then go to my room, pack my clothes to go to work, sort my college materials and now I can rest easy. I take my phone and see that it has a zap, open and see that it is Diego's, I decided not to answer, as I wanted to have an excuse not to go to this lunch. But at the moment I have no excuse to take me out of this lunch, I need to focus on what I came here to do, I can not get carried away by a little guy who every day has a different woman in his bed.
I take my laptop once again and open google, put the name of Diego Fuentes and I will do a deeper search I need to know more about his life, he is a very famous young businessman, has pictures of him of everything that is way and with several personalities and many different women, one more beautiful than the other, Perfect women, I can't understand how a man like this still doesn't have a family, not even a steady girlfriend, and what makes me most intrigued is where this sudden interest in me comes from, from the research I've done I'm not the kind of woman he likes, I can't get carried away or I'll be the next one to appear on this guy's achievement list. I have my principles and I will not give them up, not even to Diego, any woman would do anything to be taken to his bed, but I am not just anyone! I close the notebook decided to go to lunch because I have no way to escape and as soon as this lunch is over, I simply erase Diego from my life, it will be as if I have never met him and move on, I throw myself in bed and try to forget everything that happened in these last days, but it is almost impossible, the more I try to erase from my mind, But I remember every detail.