Chapter 2

Kiara

I need someone to fuck! That was the first thought that came to my mind as soon as I woke up the next morning. I needed an outlet for all of the pain and hopelessness I felt within me. It was the only way I could free myself from this endless sadness that I felt as a result of my father's passing. I needed to feel myself again and the only way i could do that was to call my fuck buddy.

I picked up my phone, dialling his number as I waited for him to answer the phone. I craved him, needed him before I completely lost it.

''Hey baby.'' he answered on the second ring.

''I need you.'' I growled.

''Hold your horse's tigress. Are you at the penthouse?'' he chuckled.

''Where else would i be?'' I snapped.

I hated feeling this way or talking like this but it was the only way I could react if I didn't want to wallow in the sadness that the death of my father brought. I knew it was a bad habit but who cared about bad habits when the world was filled with them.

''Alright, give me fifteen minutes, I'll be there.'' he said, before cutting off the call.

Quickly, I rose to my feet, running towards the bathroom to freshen up before Lucien got there. I didn't want him to see me all sweaty and rough. If i wanted to have a good fuck, i needed to prepare myself.

Just then, there was a small knock on my door. I knew that couldn't be Lucien because he never knocked. He just barged into my room like he actually owned the place which left me with one option. That was probably my housekeeper.

''Yes.'' I called out.

''Miss Barclay, i need to talk to you.'' she responded.

''Not now Martha, i'm very busy.'' I said.

''But it's really important, please.''

''Not now!'' I snapped.

Silence followed and I knew she had gone. I hated what i did, hated that i had snapped at her but the truth was that i couldn't be rational in my thinking until Lucien thoroughly fucked me. It was a drug I craved, a medicine that would make me sane. The death of my father, the only person I loved , was gone, leaving me all alone in this sinful world. It was too much for me to take.

I washed my face, making sure to clean all the hidden sides before leaving the bathroom. Just as I stepped out of the bathroom, Lucien waltzed in. Seeing him alone had me panting for him.

''Come to me.'' he smiled.

Without wasting any more time, I ran to him as he effortlessly carried me all the way to the bed. We shredded each other's clothes like two lions struggling for a piece of meat.

''Someone is horny.'' he laughed.

''Just shut it and fuck me.'' I ordered.

''As the heiress pleases.''

He reached for something in his back pocket, no doubt a condom to avoid me getting pregnant. In the midst of all that was happening, I couldn't afford to get pregnant at all.

''Ready to get thoroughly fucked?'' he asked.

''You bet.''

Within seconds, he slid into me and it was the most amazing thing I had ever experienced. Lucien filled me like no man had ever done before and I blessed the day I found him in one of my father's monthly meetings.

''Fuck! Harder!'' I screamed.

He was taking me to heights he had never taken me to before. With his large dick in me, I felt completely like no one would dare challenge me. He made me feel more like the heiress I am, strong, powerful and confident.

''Oh Lucien!'' I moaned.

''Hang on baby, I'm not quite done.'' he growled.

He flipped me so that I was underneath and he was on top. He gripped my hands in his, making sure that I had no room to move about as he took me to heights I never thought was possible.

''Your pussy screams for me, look how tight it is.'' he smiled.

I moved to the rhythm of his cock pounding into me. This was me, this was where I had strength and I was glad I had someone who matched my strength.

''Oh gosh! I'm close Lucien.'' I said, gripping his jet black hair.

His bulging muscles flexed as he applied more pressure in pleasuring me. I needed to come, it was the only way I could get this tension off of me.

''Soon baby, soon.'' he smiled.

He freed my hands and I was free to run my fingers all over his body. I started with his abs just as he flicked my nipple, making it hard. The powerful air conditioning system at the far corner of my large room didn't make it any better. He lowered his head, taking my twitching nipples into his mouth.

''Fuck!'' I drawled.

His hot mouth on my cold nipples had my eyes rolling back in pure ecstasy. This was the best sex I had ever had with him, with anyone in fact and I couldn't wait for him to give me more.

''You drive me crazy baby, look at how your pussy greedily takes my cock.'' he grinned.

''Lucien! I need to come.'' I moaned.

''Now, you're ready. Come for me baby.'' he smiled.

With a scream I didn't know was lodged in my throat, I screamed. He placed his hands above mine, effortlessly cutting off my voice. He found his release soon and together, we rode the waves of our release together.

''Hey baby.'' he smiled, cupping my cheek.

I stared at him as the memories of what happened came flooding back. I thought i could escape it, thought i could escape the pain i felt but i realized that everything just became worse. Lucien pulled out of me slowly, cradling my body.

''I'm sorry… so so sorry.'' he sighed.

As I held him, my father's face appeared in my memory and so did the first drop of tears roll down my eyes.