CHAPTER 7.

~Selene~

I was back in my room, sitting on the edge of my bed. My hands dragging over my face and my legs clamming shut.

“What the hell just happened?” I asked my reflection as i stared into the small mirror on the wall.

I couldn’t think, when his hands were on me and his hot breath fanning against my skin I couldn’t begin to form a sentence.

The fire igniting within my very core as he said my name, the feeling of dread that rushed through me when I noticed the lack of control i had over my own body.

When his leg forced itself between mine,

“Oh god,” i fell back on the bed, the heat once again arising.

This feeling, this aching for his touch wasn’t something i could get rid of.

It was unknown territory for me. The pulsating in my nether regions, the throbbing i felt in a place where throbbing hadn’t ever occurred. And his lips, so close to my own, almost touching, the thought alone was driving me insane. He was my Alpha, powerful, enigmatic and strong.

These thoughts were by all means inappropriate yet I couldn’t shake the feeling that he had them too.

Whenever i had felt these feelings it had been due to his engaging contact. The way his lips curved up and mischief shone bright in his eyes for a few seconds before he covered it up, all of these things make it clear that he enjoys what he does to me. He liked the way i unwillingly responded to him.

The way his misty black hair tickled the side of my face as he leaned down or his teal colored eyes showed swirls of brown whenever he stood close to me.

My mind couldn’t wrap itself around why he would choose now to approach me, I had always been invisible. At least for these past couple of years.

We had history, a history he had chosen to ignore and i had chosen not to fight for. Why would he remind me of that past when it ending caused me more pain than i had ever felt before?

Too hurt me? It seemed to be all anyone here wanted to do.

Perhaps he had joined in on it, except that wasn’t him, it didn’t make any sense. Alpha Percy had never been one to engage in piteous things such as drama or unnecessary hatred towards anyone. If anything he tried and keep everyone on the line at all times, speaking of the importance of respect in a pack as big as his.

As i kept thinking about him, i found my hand traveling down my stomach and under the hem of my dress, lifting it up. Pretending it was Alpha Percy's hand, I closed my eyes and allowed my body to do as it pleased. My fingers landed on my throbbing clit, slowly massaging the bud whilst seeing his face behind my closed eyes.

A quiet moan escaped my lips at the tingling sensation that was building.

“Percy,” i breathed out and put more pressure on my clit. I felt the juices dropping down my thigh and moved my panties to the side, dipping in a finger, gasping at the slight stinging sensation when stretching my hole.

I saw his face, his lips closing in to my own, his hand holding tightly on my waist, almost possessively as his other hand gripped the back of my head. His finger went down in between my legs, pushing in a finger and easing my aching hunger.

My back arched up from the bed and my breathing grew shallow, begging for the noises to stay in my mind i moved my finger faster in and out.

I slumped back down, my breathing fast and my lips were dry. I pulled out my finger and placed my hand beside my body on the sheets.

A low growl sounded from the side of the room and i whipped my head around, seeing him stand there. His eyes were darker than the night, no longer beautiful pools of color. They roamed my body and stoped where my finger had just given me immense pleasure.

“Do it again.” His voice was low and husky, his eyes moving back up and his head rising high.

I blinked several times trying to grasp what was happening and when i did, i quickly moved up the bed and wrapped the sheet around me.

He took careful steps towards me, his shoulders rolling back.

“I could smell your arousal down the hallway,” His voice spoke to my body, bringing back the ache and desires.

“Do it, again,” he demanded.

He was standing by the bed, his hand coming down to grip the sheet as he carefully pulled it of me.

“What?” I heard him, still I didn’t know what i heard.

What i had done had been the first time, the first time i had felt such a sensational release in my life.

His eyes left nothing to be discussed but I couldn’t bring myself to do what he asked and he must’ve seen it on my face. His eyes softening slightly as he climbed on top of the bed.

“I’ll help you,”

His hand graced my leg, moving upwards, his face close to mine as his breath fanned me, cooling some of the heat i had felt since he came in.

He entwined his fingers with min, bringing my hand down to where i had fantasized his hand hand been earlier.

He placed it on my clit, rubbing our fingers over it.

my eyes were following his every move, relishing in the ecstasy it was bringing me. Any thoughts i had earlier disappeared out the window.

I need him, so bad.

“Look at me, Selene,” i turned my head, gulping from the intensity in his eyes.

His other hand came out, rubbing over my lip, the tip of it gliding against my tongue.

A low growl erupted from him and his eyes- if they possibly could, turned darker.

“These lips,” he said it as though there was more to say but before he did, his finger dipped inside my whole and his chest lifted.

I gasped, my finger was thin, small whilst his was huge in comparison.

“So fucking tight,” he leaned in as though he would kiss me but his lips never came down on my own.

I tossed my head back as his finger started thrusting in to my pussy, his other hand coming down to massage my breast form under my dress.

“Yes,”

“Yes what, Selene?”

“Please,” he slowed down, his finger moving slower and my anticipation building for a release i knew would overpower the first one.

I looked at him in despair from the loss of speed and he asked me again, “yes what, Selene?”

“Make me cum,” his usual smirk grew as his finger pounded in and out in a ferocious manner. His lips were against my template, pressing against me as my soul nearly left my body.

I moaned loudly, edging him on.

“Fuck, Selene,”

I slumped back down,

Breathlessly i licked my lips, pulling my bottom one into my mouth.

His hand reached up, tugging my chin as my bottom lip slowly went out from between my teeth.

“I thought i had urges that weren’t yours to handle?” I felt a spark of confidence and sass come back after my momentary shutdown.

“You do and I can’t, but i did. I did because now and forever you will see only my face when being touched,” his face contorted in a grimace as he spoke but quickly moved on, “ or when touching yourself , and knowing that no man will ever make you feel the way i do. Only my touch-” his hand gripped the side of my face,” - will do to you what it does now, only i can make you cum like this, can make you wet by a simple glance. I see the way your breathing picks up speed and how your thighs clench together in my presence, I’m the Alpha, Selene, nothing goes by me unnoticed.”

I couldn’t argue with him, however much i wanted too, he was right. Only he had ever made me feel like this, my body called for him alone, my urges and desires were ?tangled in his dark, unspoken promises and i knew he wanted it too but something was stoping him.

Perhaps because I wasn't his mate, and he wasn't mine. I had completely forgotten about the mate-bond as he touched me, when his eyes meet mine everything else disappears.

“What happens now?” I asked him.

Many emotions flashed by in his eyes, all of them gone as soon as they came.

he shut down, a wall being placed in between me and his true intentions.

“Now you sleep, and tomorrow you come to the jule,” he was standing by the bed, looking down on me as though i was a fragile being laying spread out before him. His hunger was laced with longing, or at least that’s what it looked like.

I stood up, close enough so our bodies nearly touched. I was small in size but I wasn’t fragile and I wasn’t someone weak.

“And after the Jule?”

His jaw clenched together and his hand came to rest on my hip. He pulled me in forcefully and leaned his head down.

“After the Jule, Selene, a new adventure begins,” a smalll tingle went through me at his words, thinking he meant the adventure to be with him. But there was a hidden meaning behind them, a hidden anger flushed through him, his hold tightening on my waist and his fingers digging in to my skin almost painfully.

In the blink of an eye he had let go and was walking out the door, Alpha Percy turned halfway around, his eyes cast to the floor.

“Oh and Selene,” he turned all the way now, his eyes burning into my own, a small smile shadowed his lips.

“Adam wasn’t your first kiss, so don’t dare give him that honor,” he said the words so articulately, wanting me to hear them clearly and i did.

He remembered. A part of me had always wondered wether he remembered or not but now i knew.

I had taken a shower and was lying in bed, my mind wandering to unknown places, places were hurt and pain was the foremost of feelings one might encounter.

Alpha Percy was the face that kept showing up, his hands and what he did to me would invade my mind at all times.

The way his teal eyes had turned obsidian as they roamed my body and his hand causing bursts of fire to emit on my skin.

I didn’t know what it was or why he affected me in such a way but i hoped it wouldn’t be a regular thing. Alpha Percy would never be seen with me in public other then in the official business.

And why did all this come to life just now? Why not earlier or never but right now, this weekend when there was a Jule and his father was here?

Perhaps that was the reason all along, he was stressed and needed a release of his own and that’s why he's been doing this to me. Could he have been using me?

All the questions and wonderings were giving me a headache that I didn’t feel the need to fight so instead i closed my eyes and willed myself to sleep, if only for a couple of hours.

And if in the morning I noticed things to be different with Alpha Percy, i would have my answer, i was what he used to relive stress, nothing more.

When i woke up i was more at peace than i had been in a long time. My body was relaxed after yesterdays orgasms, the thought alone rushing all blood up to my face.

I needed to get a handle on myself or my hand would be down there while i imagined the Alphas face.

“Get your shit together,”

I longed for the day i would get my wolf, it wasn’t long now. A few more months and i would meet her, at least i hoped i would.

Someone too go through all of this with. Not having to be in this pack alone, having someone to talk too, ball things with and more so, have a friend.

I got in the shower and willed my thoughts not to return to last night's event, it was harder said than done.

When I was done, I saw the dress hanging there that the omega had brought down before.

I thought I'd slip it out of the package and try it on.

As I dragged down the zipper, the bright amber color had me in awe. It was a beautiful, mid-length dress in a satin fabric, amber-colored with lace straps.

I let my fingers slide down the soft fabric of the dress, taking it all in. I hadn’t ever put something so beautiful on before. And I wondered why I would tonight but instead of paining myself with more thoughts, I took it out and threw my towel on the bed.

I slipped into the dress and stood in front of the cracked mirror.

The dress hung a little loose, obviously made for someone with a healthy body.

I was underweight, by a long shot but it still hugged my waist in the slightest, most delicate way and hung down to just above my knees.

I was in awe, to say the least.

A few annoying knocks threw me off guard and I yelled for whoever it was to come in.

I groaned in frustration when she stuck her big head inside my room.

“Charity,”

“Good morning to you too,” she had a smug smile on her face and was way too chirpy for how early it was.

“You got me in trouble yesterday,” I didn’t count on her caring, just wanted to throw it out there.

“Did i forget to tell you to stay in your room? Whoops,” her high-pitched voice was becoming unbearable.

“Nice dress, never realized how skinny you were under those torn shreds you wear,” she had her arms crossed over her chest and her eyes cascading over my body. She might’ve pretended not to care but anyone could see the jealousy burning in her eyes.

“Who got you that anyway?” A glum feeling arose within me as I turned to answer her question.

“Alpha Percy got it for me, nice of him isn’t it?” Her jaw clenched, her shoulders went rigid and her eyes were flaming with injustice.

But then a turn happened and I knew that whatever she was about to say wouldn’t be nice, not that anything ever was with her.

“Did you hear who he’s taking to the Jule?”