4. Selfish Love 2
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"This morning, while I was talking to your Daddy. He’s a little alludes to the relationship between us. And even so did he told me to keep my distance from you. But I don’t understand why does he care more about me who is only his assistant, compared to you who are his son. I think something like that strange to digest.”
“It’s no suprisingly anymore for him to always want to meddle with my life. In fact, I know he really doesn’t want to care with my life. And I’ve been as far away as I can his life, so that a lowly and useless human like myself would not touching the elite like himself who never looked trash like me.”
“Hey, Dylan, stop it! Don’t talk like that again. I don’t like to hear it.”
“Sorry if you had to hear it, Savee. But as a matter of fact which is already like that, like it or not, you must too know it.”
“If I may find out, what has happened to you to be treated like this. However, if you don’t want to talk about it no problem. I want to be able to respect your privacy.”
“Do you really want to listen and find out?”
“If you are willing and don’t mind, I will gladly listen to it. It’s not that I want to get into trouble personally your family, it’s just that sometimes I feel confused so I must know the reality and the clarity as well as what it is.”
“I understand, Savee.”
“So?”
“They thought I was the cause of my Mommy’s death.”
“Why is it like that? Aren’t you the one taking care of your Mommy when she was who is sick?”
“That is. They have always blamed me for everything do. Whether right or wrong, I’m always wrong in front them.”
“There must be a reason, right?”
“I never wanted to know. Back when I was still taking care of my Mommy who being sick, is what always gives me the understanding that I have to always with them. I am part of them, but with those who always don’t want to think of me, what do you think should I do? I am very self aware of my position here which is not be a favorite. Those who always alienate me, make me realized that I was not wanted. I don’t care what it is the reason why I became exiled. Because that’s all I think about is this life alone, without bothering to think about those who obviously doesn’t care about me. Neither have I questioned him to have his own life without bearing their family name. Even do you know? If it weren’t for My Mommy’s last request that I want to work in her company, I would not want to work in that office.”
“That company belongs to your Mommy?”
“The company was built by my Mommy and Daddy. It’s just, my Mommy I don’t want to interfere too much in the running of the company. So, he put all her trust in Dad.”
“Do…, you don’t want to try to have a good relationship with your daddy? Or maybe it’s your brother?”
“He always treated me like a disease. Seeing things like that alone made me understand that he didn’t want to be around me. And, my brother is his favorite child. So, their nature is also not much different with him. Even very much worse than Dad’s character.”
“With you talking like that, I feel even more certain that later I will work for someone who is very annoying.”
“Yes..., maybe.”
“In case, do the thing you were talking about earlier to get out of that job and moving is an easy thing, I’d love to do. But, I also love my career. And that will be the thing and the choice also very difficult.”
“Life does have many choices, doesn’t it?”
“Why don’t you just replace your Daddy’s position?”
“Was your question some kind of joke?”
“Not like that. It’s just, it would be nice if you were my boss.”
“Boss, hah? How about I be your boss in bed?” say Dylan while changing his position to pull Savannah’s body up was on his lap.
“Oh, Dylan. Come on, my mind is still filled with non-existent work end of it.”
“Don’t think about work all the time. Think of your own happiness, and I can give it to you now.”
“Dylan...” Savannah protested while trying to distance herself at the moment Dylan started fondling the woman’s neck.
“Yes, Dear?”
“I’m not in the mood.”
“But I’m in the mood. It’s been a while since you last came to my apartment, we haven’t done it in a long time. I miss you.”
“Miss me or my body?”
“Missing you and your amazingly perfect body.”
“Perfect?”
“Yes, you are very hot. I am so in love and infatuated with you.”
“But I’m very tired.”
“Okay. Then what do you want, huh?”
“I want to fall asleep in your arms,” Savannah replied as she drifted off his body position by leaning all his body on Dylan’s body. “However, if tomorrow maybe I’m back in the mood. And, I will pay it tomorrow. How?”
“I totally agree.”
“I always like the smell of your body after this shower,” said Savannah who occasionally inhaled Dylan’s scent on the man’s neck.
“Hey, stop it before you regret it, okay?” Reply Dylan who made Savannah chuckled.
“So what? I’m just giving my compliments, you know?”
“But your praise can have another effect on my body.”
“You can always make me laugh when I’m feeling burdened with my job, Dy. I want you to always be like this to me. Can you?”
“Even without you asking I will do it for you, Savee. I only want to see you happy.”
“I know this sounds selfish. You love me, while I do only think about career. I’m quite aware of that, Dy.”
“Hey, come on. I’m not concerned about that. I want to appreciate whatever it is you want. You think of a career is meaningless you prioritize it.”
“But you also realize that I prioritize my work more, right?”
“Hmm..., yes maybe. For some people who do not like selfish nature, if you see you will probably judge like that. But for me you don’t like that.”
“It’s because you love me, you know?”
“Of course. You know love is blind, right? Maybe for some people too, going through a relationship like this feels just a bullshit. However, for me the relationship we are currently in is a process. Unnecessary processes require commitment, such as relationships that do it’s official. You still feel uncomfortable about that, right?”
“You know a lot about me, Dy.”
“And now you can see how much I love you, can’t you?”
“You really want to wait for me?”
“Until whenever you feel really ready, I’m willing to do it just for you, Savee.”
“When the time comes, I’ll be ready. I want to always be able to accompany you myself.”
“And now you want to promise? Progress that I really don’t like guess.”
“Hey!” Savannah protested while hitting the man’s chest lightly making the owner laugh about it.
“Get some rest. Tomorrow is a big day for you. You can’t wait to met your lovely new boss, didn’t you?”
“You really are so annoying,” said Savannah while shaking her head.
To be continued . . .