



I didn't say no. I didn't say no.
- What is it? - He turns his focus to me, curving his perfect lips toward me, his disdain obvious. He interrupted the kisses on my shoulder, looking impatient, and turned, holding my face possessively and staring at me. - Take it easy," he said. - I know you want this as much as I do. - And he continued kissing.
Well, it's time. Tell the truth, Nicole. Tell him you've never had sex with someone, tell him you'd at least like to get to know him better.
I don't say anything, trusting that he will notice in my rigid posture. But no, he continues to kiss me ardently and I do my best to make my brain understand that it was meant to be good, that I should like it. Because after all it was Luck. That's what I wanted, right?
Unfortunately, I felt that Luck had loosened my dress enough for it to fall over my feet. He removed my clothes and I stood in my panties in front of him. My face flushed, becoming so hot it hurt.
He grumbled, dissatisfied with something. Possibly my shyness. He moves back to my back. The movement pushes my ass onto his hard cock. First, both of his hands grab my hips, holding it there, both cheeks letting his cock fit perfectly.
Fuck, that scares me. He looks big and I'm really scared. I feel nothing but dread.
-Feel what you do to me," he grumbles as he flexes my hips.
Then he releases one hand and pinches one of my breasts. I groan, but definitely not with pleasure. The nipple of my breast burns, it hurts.
I let out a muffled sigh as I realize where this situation is going.
He began to smooth me over my panties; my body immediately tensed up. I felt his thin, cold fingers find their way down the sides of my panties, dancing between my folds to find their final path.
Luck must have read something in my expression, because he added annoyed.
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You're not excited," he said, with a scowl. He pulled my lip hard, and I immediately tasted rust in my mouth. I let out a moan, which was not a moan of pleasure, as the pain of his bite washed over me. Fuck, he drew blood.
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I'm going to fuck you in every possible way. - And he laid me down on the bed, getting on top of me.
He kissed my neck and moved down to my belly, circling my belly button with his tongue. He again massaged my core through my panties, then pulled them aside and stuck his finger in.
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I let out a cry, which was definitely not a cry of pleasure. I pulled my hips away, surprised by the pain. I raised my torso, propped up on my elbows, and watched him give me a predatory look.
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You are so tight! Fuck, I don't know if I can take it for long when I fuck you.
Luck literally ignored my scream, which was obviously not one of pleasure.
He unzipped his pants quickly, and I heard the sound of the foil package being opened. I didn't even look, I was unable to look at him now without disgust and fear in my gaze.
He massaged himself and put on the condom, positioning himself in front of me. I was still in my panties. At the same time, my body tensed up, and I hesitated to spread my legs. But he did it for me, and spread them as far apart as he could. Once again I pulled away, afraid of what was coming next. I was no fool, I knew my first time would hurt, but I really thought Luck would be a little more affectionate, that he would go slower. Because, damn, with one finger it had already hurt like hell, imagine all that. I was really scared...I finally looked up and then at his member, and watched him looking at me with curious eyes.
- What did you think you would come up here with me for? So we could play with dolls? You wanted to come up, so let's finish this and then you can go, but now, how about showing me how you fuck the other guys?
My jaw clenched tightly, it's a wonder I didn't break a molar.
What? What kind of girl did he think I was? I was still a virgin! I wasn't a hypocrite, I knew very well how things were done, but I thought it would be more relaxed, I didn't even have to be romantic. It was my first time, I wanted it to be different, not just any old fuck. I was not just anyone, and I had saved myself for a special moment. Okay, I was afraid to tell the truth, after all, what could a virgin offer a guy like him? My thoughts dispersed, I felt the warmth of the closeness of his cock as he pulled my panties aside and penetrated me.
- Ahh! another scream.
The impression I had, besides the feeling of being invaded, was that they had taken a red-hot branch and stuck it in me. Or a sharp dagger. The pain was excruciating, and I had to practice my doggy breathing, because it hurt like hell. I let out a muffled groan of pain and held his arms so tightly that I watched my knuckles turn white. I don't think he even noticed; because of the drinks or not, he didn't even stop, continuing to thrust one after the other, while underneath him, my tense body was writhing in pain.
That's when something happened that surprised me, he leans in even closer, dragging his nose across my cheek and my breath hitches. It was not a romantic act, it was an act of control. Soon his hand was on my mouth, lowering my disgruntled whimper. Of course, he didn't ask and didn't care if I liked it, he simply pulled out of me and my body screamed with relief, but it was only to roll me onto my back. His spit-moistened fingers poked at my sore and irritated entrance. Soon, he continued to penetrate me while pulling hard on my hair. I felt the first tear resulting from the pain involuntarily drip from my right eye. I never thought I would think this about Luck, but what I wanted most of all was for it to be over soon.
- Ahh... girl, you are so hot... I'm gonna cum!
He lets out a loud groan and finally pulls out of me. For a moment I feel stupid, dirty. But I can't wait to get away to my friends.
I watch as he sits on the bed and removes the used condom. I get up with my dead body, wanting to get out of there as fast as possible.
-What do you think you're doing? - His voice is as hard as his body. - I'm not finished with you.
Then I laugh a bitter little noise that doesn't belong to me. It's ridiculous. I'm smart, rich, well-educated. I can leave this room whenever I want.
He leans into my space, so close that I can smell the spicy notes of his cologne, and with muscles trembling, I brace myself for the onslaught of insults and anger I see in his eyes.
But he only repeats
- I'm not fucking done yet. - Then he kisses me on the lips. I realized that Luck was an insatiable guy, since that night we fucked twice more before falling asleep.
I woke up with a terrible headache and brutal nausea. I tried to open my eyes, but my head was heavy and my lips were burning inside from the violent bite Luck had given me. My body was totally sore, especially down there. With difficulty, I opened my eyes and observed a smouldering darkness. I put my hands on the side of the bed thinking I would find Luck.
- Luck? - I called, with no answer.
I sat up slowly, my head was pounding and I was definitely going to be sick. I ran towards the door on the right, hoping it was a bathroom. I knelt on the cold floor in front of the toilet and vomited for long minutes before I could get up. I washed my face, ran the Listerine that was on hand, and returned to the room. Luck was not there, there was no sign of his clothes.
Thank God for that.
I grabbed my purse and looked at my cell phone. There were more than thirty calls and messages, from Vivian and Alice. Of course, it was already three o'clock in the morning. I took a deep breath and quickly answered: I am fine. Before they could answer, my cell phone went off. In fact, I was glad that I didn't have to give a lot of explanations. I put on my clothes and looked around the room again, looking for a note, a card, or anything that he had left to explain why he had left like that.
It was the worst sex of mine, it was the only one, and if all times were like this I would definitely have to be celibate.
I came downstairs holding my shoes in my hand, my face looked horrible. My hair was a mess. First I passed through the hallway, where I stopped to admire some pictures on the wall, some of Luck, small with a baby on his lap, others playing and others with his father. I continued down the hall until I found the staircase and descended. The hall, once full of life and people, was now empty, nothing left but the remains of confetti and streamers, and dirt on the floor. I looked to the right and observed Luck's friend smoking pot sitting at the bar counter.
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Have you seen my friends? They must have asked for me.
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- The hysterical redhead and the violent blonde. Oh, for sure. - He smiled. - Don't worry I didn't say anything about Luck, he usually doesn't like to talk about the girls he fucks.
Swallowing the huge lump of cock in my throat, I ran my hand down my red face.
He smiled sweetly and answered me. - He left about an hour ago.
- Honestly, I just want to leave. - Warning
He shrugged and continued smoking, as if I were not his problem.
And I wasn't.
- Do you need an Uber? I don't think there are any private
private driver here anymore. And you may be very hot, but I can't take you home. I lost my license a few years ago.
I hug myself, in a frustrated attempt to cover myself. I was not comfortable and alone in this place. I just wanted to leave.
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I can order an Uber for you. - He suggests, probably sensing my discomfort.
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Oh yeah, sure, I'd appreciate it. My cell phone is dead.
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Okay. Just a minute. - He went inside and came back a few minutes later.
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Look, there's an uber coming, I can wait with you downstairs.
I didn't say anything, but he followed me anyway. Keeping a safe and comfortable distance, he knew that I was afraid.
We stood in silence at the entrance of the chalet, and then the uber arrived.
- Hey," Antony shouted before I stepped out into the uber. - Don't take this the wrong way, but are you okay? Your lip is cut... you look like shit. I saw you go up with Luck.
Shame I never felt before coursed through my body, and I knew I shouldn't feel this way, Luck treated me badly, incited me to do things I didn't want to do. With aggression and disrespect. So because my mind was boycotting me it was making me feel like crap and ashamed.
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I'm fine. - I lie.
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- It's just that Luck...he is my friend," he sighs deeply. - But sometimes when he drinks, he can be a little... - He holds my gaze and looks at me as if urging me to speak the truth.
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I'm fine, thank you.
I nodded, pretending to fool myself.
I arrived at the school entrance and was not surprised to find Vivian and Alice outside, waiting for me. I got out of the cab and walked calmly towards them.
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Nicole, what's your problem? - Vivian ran up to me, hugging me tightly. - We were about to call the police. And worse, we had to invent the craziest excuse so that Matthew and the supervisor would believe us and not report this to his mother. To Matthew we said that you felt bad and came here before us. We also signed your arrival list as if it were you. If not, you can bet that your mother would have landed here by now.
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Nicole, where were you? - Alice took the cue to ask.
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It's just, I met someone. - The lie flows from my lips. - We talked late... I forgot the time.
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Ouch. Oh my. Oh my God! Don't tell me you had sex with a stranger? - Vivian's mouth formed a big "O" of surprise.
I could explain the story, but I had a headache that barely allowed me to think, plus the nausea that wouldn't go away.
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No, it was nothing like that. - I answered, staring at the curious eyes. - We just talked and that was it.
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And do we know him? - Alice squinted her eyes. - Looking at my bruised lip.
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No. Look, girls, I'm fine, safe, and tired. If you don't mind, I'm going upstairs.
Vivian and Alice looked at each other and shrugged. It took Alice a little longer to buy the lie, but in the end she accepted it.
- Okay," she said. - I'll talk to you tomorrow. The important thing is that you are well.
We said goodbye, and each went to her room.