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Chapter four: This uncontrollable desire for Joshua

Cassie

I didn't see Joshua for a week after that night.

After that crazy weekend, it was Monday and I needed to go to college, so I had a busy week with college stuff. I was studying Law and I even liked the course, I always dreamed of being a lawyer since I was little and when I grew up and finished high school, I immediately signed up for the course. My parents always supported and encouraged me to follow my dreams even if it meant I couldn't live near them anymore as the college was in another city, but they were always supportive and were paying my apartment expenses and school fees. College that were quite faces.

I'm in the classroom finishing writing the essay that the teacher left, I'm very strict and hardworking with my studies, so I always left everything ready so that I didn't have any problems, it was my way of thanking my parents for being there trying so hard to give me a better future, a future different from theirs because I came from a humble family that never had much, just the basics to survive. I was so focused on what I was doing that I didn't notice Mark approaching me.

"Hi, kitten. Class isn't over, is it?" He said, sitting down at the table in front of me, I sighed, glancing at him and going back to writing the essay.

"I'm finishing the story." I replied without much interest.

"Oh yeah, I forgot you're the studious girl." He laughed scornfully, Mark was always scornful. He was about the same age as me and was in sophomore year doing business, ever since we met, he always stopped by my classroom to talk to me after class. Furthermore, he was handsome and interesting, but we never got beyond simple kissing and cuddling when we went to parties together. Unlike me, Mark came from a wealthy family and was living with his mother because his parents had separated some time ago, I once asked him about his relationship with his father and he did not respond, implying that he did not feel uncomfortable talking about of these things, perhaps he had not yet been overcoming the separation of parents… Beckie, my best friend, said that Mark was into me and that he wanted to have me as a girlfriend.

"What boy, in the 21st century, leaves his chores to accompany a girl to her house every day after school? It's obvious that he has feelings for you, my friend." she said.

I even thought Mark's gesture was cute, and I could even become his girlfriend, but I wasn't in the mood to date or get seriously involved with any man, I was more focused on getting good grades than focusing on boys who could one day love me hurt, but that doesn't mean I didn't feel attracted to Mark.

When Beckie and I arrived home last Saturday morning, Joshua and his friends were kind enough to put us in a car and order the driver to take us home, Beckie and I were so tired, drunk and high that even we slept without showering at night with Joshua and his friends it had been so intense that we were aching all over the next day. I mean, that fuck of mine with Joshua was only the first one of the night, the boys had certainly put some aphrodisiac in the drinks, because after I reached my first orgasm that night, it wasn't long before I was in the mood to be fucked again, there was an hour of the night that I wanted them all to start to me at the same time. I just wanted to give in every way possible and relieve myself.

Likewise, I remember the four men joined the three women there on the bed and took turns between us, fucking us as much as they wanted, there was so much desire and lust that night that today I can't think about it without feeling a flutter in my groin. But after that night, Joshua didn't speak to me again for a week, I blamed myself for being so silly and not getting his cell phone number, so I could get in touch with him, but I also knew that if Joshua wanted to see me he would find a way to find me, which made me think that he didn't want to see me again, because if he wanted to he would have called me already, but I can't blame him that much either, we only saw each other for one night, it wasn't like he promised me something… So why was I so mad about him? Does he not look for me? Did I really want to see him again?

I actually wanted to see him again. God, I couldn't wait to see him again, I always thought of him when I laid my head on the pillow at night in my bed to sleep, I remembered him touching my body so possessively and eating me like no man had done to me before, so I dearly took my fingers down to my private part and rubbed them there alone to relieve myself while imagining him doing that to me, the truth was, I was bursting with desire for him and wanted to find a man soon who would fuck me as well as Joshua fucked me that night. He wasn't looking for me, so I couldn't wait any longer… Even more so when I had Mark making out with me, I looked at the guy in front of me more closely.

He was kind of blonde, handsome, light eyes and a pretty face, he was actually my type and according to Beckie, he was so into me and I couldn't wait to be in the arms of a man who would fuck me how I wished. I smirked and set my pen down on my notebook.

"Why? Do you have another nicer idea to suggest?"

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