Chapter 34 - My first time - Part 1

Blanca

The pack was celebrating. After I was marked by Carlo, I was not only linked to him through the mate bond, but I was also officially the Luna. People kept coming up to us to congratulate us, but all I wanted to do was speak to Ezra. Unfortunately, Carlo wasn’t going to let go of me soon.

He kept his arm firmly circled around my back with his hand resting on my hip. I knew there would be a celebration of some kind. There always was when people accepted their mates … Besides, this was huge for our pack. The Alpha found his mate … I noted that Crystal left, but I didn’t pay her much mind. Any chance she might have had with Carlo was over now. He accepted and marked me. He was mine, and it was strange to admit, but I was his. I floated through the celebration and when the time came to go to bed, I was about to go to my room when Carlo pulled me into the corner near the stairs.

“You are mine and it’s time to make it official.” He growled and the hunger in his voice echoed through my body. My breath caught in the back of my throat. He took my hand and we walked up the steps to the top floor. This was my new home. My hands started to shake the moment we walked into his room. This was it … I was going to get the more I had been wanting.

Carlo pulled me into his arms and I felt so damn nervous that my entire body went rigid. I knew he had experience. His escapades were all too well-known, but I hadn’t. Nobody wanted to screw the crazy girl with imaginary friends! His lips pressed down on mine and I instantly got lost in him. My hands slowly slipped around his neck.

His kisses slowly moved down my jawline and my neck until finally he softly kissed my mark and I gasped as a shiver ran down the back of my spine. His hands slipped down my sides and he pulled my shirt over my head.

“You won’t be wearing that again.” He whispered in my ear and goosebumps broke out all over my skin. Most males get a bit over the top when they find their mates. They wanted you to dress a little less alluring, but my mind was more focused on what his hands were doing than anything else. He could have locked me away in his room forever in that moment and I wouldn’t have cared.

I thought about Ezra, but the second Carlo’s hands touched the zipper on my shorts all thoughts of Ezra were forgotten. My shorts dropped to the ground and I stood in front of Carlo in only my underwear. He let go of me just long enough to take a good look and take it all in before a smile crossed his face.

“Well, well, well, who would have guessed that you were this hot.” He winked and my cheeks turned bright red.

“Carlo, I …” I placed my fingers over his lips when he bent down to kiss me again. It was all so much that I suddenly felt completely overwhelmed. I stepped out of his embrace and my hands twisted together as I tried to figure out how to say it. I whipped around and he was frowning. “I’ve never …” My throat dried up completely and I tried to swallow. Dammit! Why couldn’t I just say it!

“I know you are still a virgin.” He sighed, pulling his fingers through his hair. I felt shocked that he knew, but only for a moment. Of course, he knew everything about me! Everybody did! I nodded and he slowly closed the gap between us, slipping his arms around my waist. “We will take it slow. We go at your pace and if you get scared, you stop me, okay?” There it was again! That look of love in his eyes! When did that happen?

I nodded and felt the clip of my bra come undone. Carlo smiled. His smile was my undoing! I kissed him this time and it felt good when he pulled me even closer. He lifted me just enough to carry me to the bed, and when my feet touched the ground, my bra also fell to the floor. When his lips softly sucked on one breast, I thought I was going to faint with pleasure.

My brain was trying to fight my heart by pushing thoughts of Ezra and everything Carlo did to me, but my heart was completely immersed in what Carlo was doing to my body. I can’t go back anymore. My decision was made. I was Carlo’s. He slowly lowered me onto the bed and before he removed my panties, he got undressed.

His muscles twitched as he slowly crawled over my naked body, and I felt the wetness grow between my legs. His hand immediately reached for my core and I gasped when his finger slipped inside me. I gasped. I didn’t want him to stop and I didn’t want to live in the past anymore. I wanted him. I wanted all of him. I rode his finger instinctively until I tumbled over the edge.

When he slipped between my legs, our eyes met and I saw his hunger for me. He was a lot bigger than his finger as he slowly pushed his arousal inside of me. When he pulled out, it felt as if he was going to stop, but he looked me in the eye and I could see he was holding back all the hunger he was feeling.

“This is going to hurt a little.” He looked guilty and I nodded. My mother explained that it would hurt, but she also promised it would only hurt for a second. I knew that much at least … When he thrust inside me, I cried out, but when he wanted to stop, I begged him not to.