Chapter 11

I licked his bottom lip and he groaned quietly. His groan was the sexiest sound I have ever heard. Our lips moved together, in harmony. I opened my mouth to him and our kiss grew deeper his tongue exploring my mouth. My anxiety was forgotten and all that remained was him and this kiss.

A cheeky idea came to mind. We moved backwards until my back was against the elevator walls. My hand moved up from his chest slowly to the back of his neck. Gently caressing the hair near his neck.  One of his hands spread to my waist while the other held me in place.

The world disappeared and we were left. Tasting, caressing , bitting and licking. I bit his bottom lip in the heat of the moment and he didn't object. In fact he liked it based on his reaction. He pulled me closer, our abdomen touching. His erection grew with each kiss and caress and pressed on my stomach.

I was ready to risk it all. Our minds were clouded as we surrendered to our instincts. As his hand moved lower to grab my ass ,we felt the elevator shake. We flew away from each other like we were doing something wrong. Technically it wasn't wrong but at the same time it wasn't right either. He was standing on one side while I stood on the other.

Both of us were panting as we observed each others reaction. When the ding went off and the elevator doors opened, I ran away from him. Again.

I ran. I didn't look where I was going or which direction I was taking. I kept looking behind to see if he followed me....as if he would follow me. I bumped into someone and a book fell. I crouched quickly and picked up the old black notebook. The notebook seemed to have seen better days.

" I'm so sorry, I wasn't attentive enough" I apologised while I stood.

" It's okay," he said.

Shit!!!! Another one. I, definitely without a shadow of doubt knew the voice. My bias wrecker. Why!!! What was happening to me? Was my vacation cursed or something.

I handed over the book without looking at him.

" I'm sorry" I apologized again locking my eyes to the ground.

" It's okay, it's just a book. Nothing happened to it . You can relax"

Damn!!! Why does he have to be so understanding. I mean he should have been rude at least. Then I would have a reason to get him out of my heart. Should I take a little peak? Or should I leave. He still hasn't taken the book yet. My arms were spread forward as I held the book.

Peaking won't cost me a thing. And besides ,when will I ever get to see Min Yoongi again in my life? Possibly never. I looked at him....no scratch that I stared at him. He was as handsome as the pictures, possibly even more . He had a smile on his face and I wondered why he was smiling. His dark brown eyes thinned as he smiled. I could clearly see the gummy smile , I only saw in pictures.

His smile was so infectious that I found myself smiling. He was taller than me . I guess every member was taller than me. I looked up at him and he looked down at me. And not in a bad way. He seemed curious. He didn't ask anything though. There we were smiling at each other like fools.

Fuck!! What was wrong with me? One minute I'm kissing Namjoon and the next I'm smiling at Yoongi. Was I insane?? Reality was so much confusing than daydreams.

" Here," I practically shoved the notebook in his hand.

" Sorry again" I bowed and scurried away.

I ran to hide in the bathroom and catch my breath. What do I do? What if I run into the other members?

" Avah , think ....think" I yelled at myself.

Where would I be safe? Ah! My room. I sneakily left the bathroom, checked if the coast was clear before I went back to the elevator. This time round I didn't meet any of the members. I took the elevator quickly to my room. When I reached my room , I  locked myself in.

What do I do? I can't lock myself in this room for the rest of my vacation. That's a waste of money. I went to my balcony and sat on the chair outside. Maybe I could spend the rest of my vacation on this lonely balcony looking at the outside world with alot of longing. Who was I kidding. I'm not Rapunzel forced to stay in her room. I don't even have magical hair. All I had was a series of very embarrassing memories involving my idols.

No! This won't do. I have never been a coward in my life and I won't start now.

" Avah you will leave this room and enjoy the rest of your vacation.  It's not even night yet. You are going outside whether you like it or not . " I gave myself a pep talk.

The weather outside was amazing. Perfect for lounging lazily with a good book. That's it! A book to keep the anxiety away. I chose a good book from the ones I brought with me. Changed to a two piece bikini and a lesso of the same colour. I picked a fashionable hat, sunglasses, vaseline, power bank, headphones and threw them in my tot bag.

" Let's do this"

I closed my door and headed out. Luckily I didn't meet anyone. I went back to my favourite spot and prepared to spend the rest of my evening reading my book. I ordered a cocktail and some fruits.

" Aaaah....now this is life"

I read while drinking cocktails for two hours. I didn't feel tipsy at first until I tried standing up.

" Oh shit, maybe I should stop" I said to myself but brushed the idea away with a laugh.

Learning nothing from the previous incidents, I ordered another cocktail . Night was upon us. I asked for a simple snack to keep my stomach full and prevent a hangover that I knew I might get in the morning. I staggered to the washrooms. I stood at a distance and looked at the sign written. Men . Women.

I pushed the door and walked on. I wondered why the place looked different than two hours ago. Did they remodel in two hours? As I stood there wondering one of the doors opened revealing none other than Kim Namjoon.