Chapter 18

"Mmmh" I rolled over on the bed ,that was the best sleep I have had in ages. Despite being a doctor, I have tried everything to deal with my insomnia but nothing has worked long-term. They have all been short time solutions for a long term problem. Do I even make sense? I have been suffering from insomnia for as long as I can remember.

I have always had a hard time falling asleep and an even harder time staying asleep. I usually sleep late at night and wake up after three to four hours. However sometimes I get lucky and get to sleep for eight to ten hours. During those periods of time I felt normal . Was this how long normal people sleep ? Fascinating.

Whenever I get to sleep that long, I feel lighter and happier. But I'm already used to my situation. I have learnt to keep busy instead of tossing and turning in bed waiting for that will not come .

Today was different, I slept so well. The warmth around me was making me sleepy. I felt warm, not the bad kind of warmth that makes you want to throw away your blankets. No, this was so cozy like I was in a cocoon. My back was plastered to a warm body, one arm was acting as a pillow and the other held onto my waist.

I should be worried about this situation like a normal human but I wasn't. I was too relaxed to care. It felt nice and I didn't want to overthink and ruin a perfectly good day. I turned to face the person holding me. Of course it was Namjoon. I don't know who I was expecting. I wasn't exactly social with other people, so , my options were limited.

He was fast asleep. He looked so handsome even as he slept. How did I feel about this?.... No don't overthink it. Avah, leave it alone. I traced my finger lightly around his face. I gently traced his eyebrows, eyelids, nose, lips and jaw. He was an angel in my eyes. So handsome, so elegant and ethereal. I smiled at him even though he was asleep. I couldn't help myself.

My hand rested on his chest as I settled to sleep again. I fell asleep almost immediately. This was definitely an eleventh wonder of the world. I never imagined how it would feel laying on his chest like so but here we are. I slept for two more hours before I woke up again.

This time I found him looking at me.

" Hi" I whispered

" Hi" he replied

His deep voice made my ovaries shake. He was so sexy, even his voice did things to me.

"Did you sleep well?" He asked

We were now facing each other but his arm was still holding me in place.

" Yes, it's the best sleep I have had in a long time" I said honestly

" That's good. How are you feeling?" He asked

" I'm doing a lot better" I said

The sadness was settling back into my heart slowly. Why did he have to remind me why I sought him out in the first place. Before I could think of my situation from yesterday, his lips landed on mine.

The kiss was so soft that I wanted to cry. He was trying to communicate that everything was going to be fine and I believed him. I deepen the kiss forcing him to kiss me more aggressively. I moved on top of him while he sat holding me in place.

Curling my fingers into his shirt, I poured all my passion into our kiss, while my ass moved on its accord. I rubbed on his growing erection as my hands wandered all over his body. I pulled away from his lips for a second.

" Let's get rid of the shirt" I whispered

I helped him remove his shirt before I dove back to claim his lips. My hands traveled on his body freely as I felt all the muscles he had from working out. I thanked the heavens for his body. Pulling away from his lips , I kissed my way down his body from lips to his waist. I helped get rid of his sweatpants and boxers.

"Wait..." He grabbed my hand

" What is it?" I asked him , my eyes full of desire.

" Are you okay with this ?" He asked

He was asking for my consent. Damn! How could this man get any sexier. He was really the man of every woman's dream. The blue print of how a man should be.

In turn I caressed the hand holding mine before I brought it to my lips and kissed it.

" Yes I am very sure about this" I said with a shy smile.

His hand grabbed my neck and pulled me in for another kiss. This time it wasn't as gentle as the first one. This one felt like he was marking me as his. His possessiveness hit something inside me that made me cream my panties. I was so wet and aroused that I would die if he didn't take me. I took his cock in my hand and rubbed it up and down as I watched him gasp softly.

I thought he was already hard but his cock grew bigger and harder under my ass. I pushed my thong to the side and positioned his cock on my entrance. Dragging his cock in my wet folds, he clenched his jaw in response.

A gasp escaped my lips at the intrusion as I gently sat on his cock. I could feel every vein ridge against my walls.

"Fuck!" I couldn't help but groan, he was huge.

I started moving up and down slowly as I impaled myself on his member. On the other hand ,he held me in place and thrust upwards hitting my spot. My vision blurred as I felt him move inside me.

He ripped my top , revealing my breast and I groan with delight when he catches my nipple in his warm mouth ,sucking and swirling with his tongue. He bit my nipple lightly and blew a hot breath making me fight to stay sane. He rotated his hips continuously hitting my spot.

I bit into my inner cheek to prevent me from screaming as the telltale sign of my orgasm starts from my toes making my legs tense and my hips move faster as I chased my high. My back arches as ecstasy flooded my body.

"Fuck"

I rode wave after wave of my orgasm as he continued thrusting harder and urgently .I was going insane , I was sure .I couldn't take it anymore. When his thrusts became more hurried, I started seeing spots while my vision dulled. I blacked out as I felt him climax inside me.