Chapter 31

Jungkook POV...

Seeing Seoul from the plane took my breath away. I have been on numerous trips but each time I come home, I couldn't help but stare at the lovely inviting scene. You would think seeing it so many times might remove the thrill but it doesn't. The feeling was still the same every time . Seoul is so beautiful and majestic from the sky. I always felt relieved when I could see the city. It meant I was home.

Who doesn't like coming home? After spending a week in the US I was so eager to get back. I was on my trip for a photoshoot and shooting some content for my album, which was a secret. You'll get to see my trip later when it's uploaded on YouTube. I know you are curious but wait just a little bit more.

I was on the trip alone. The other members had their own schedule. We were all busy so it wasn't possible for anyone to go with me. I had my manager with me though. I didn't feel as lonely as going alone. When I go for trips alone , I get really lonely. I always remember Hyung Namjoon.

He is my rock. He is so strong and smart that even when he is flustered, you can't tell. I was so used to depending on him that when he is not here I always feel like something is missing.

Living together for thirteen years will do that to you. We have spent so much time together that we became an actual family. Seven strange boys who were connected by our love for music . We met each other and we decided to try and fight for our way. And here we are as the largest boy band in the world.

We didn't get there by luck. We fought and fought until we got here. Of course at the beginning everyone thought we were hopeless and we should quit but we didn't think so. We took in the disrespect. At the time I was young and I didn't understand why the other Hyungs were mean to us.

I thought people from the same industry should help each other. I was still a child then as a teenager who knew nothing of the world. And even though my Hyungs tried to shield me from their nasty words and attitude, I could still see them. At some point I wondered what we ever did to them . Was it so wrong for us to have a dream?

Was it so wrong for us to want more? Didn't they think we deserved it? So many thoughts ran through my mind then . I felt it wasn't fair but there's nothing I could do then. I was so young and powerless.

However now I can defend myself, if the need arises . Some accusations are not worth defending but when it came to my integrity I take that seriously. After my solo trip I couldn't wait to go home and rest. Drink some beer, go on weverse and speak to our Army.

Where would we be without our Army. They are the reason all the pain we felt was worth it. If my pain can save someone in this world, I would take it bravely. Our late night lives gave me life. They were there for me no matter the time difference. It fascinated me how we had fans from all over the world, people who were thousandths of miles away. I could start a live at 2 am and they would come online to see me.

It made me proud to have them. I don't know what I would do without them. I didn't know what any of us would do without them. They gave us life. They gave us this life. Without them ,life would be empty and sad.

But just as there are good people who support you whole heartedly, there will be others who will hate you as much. The human mind and heart is complex. A person who has the capability of loving you wholeheartedly can also hate you with the same intensity.

Most of our antis, we did nothing to them but they keep hating. They have the weirdest and strangest accusations. Some of the things they say are so disgusting and disappointing that you would wonder who thinks like that.

The people I fear the most are those who feel like we owe them something. As my fan, your love and support for me is all that matters. I will support you wherever I can but butting into my personal life is not it.

We have had stalkers in the past. Most have been arrested but there is this particular one who has exceeded expectations. I don't know how she found my address . It is concerning that she knew where I lived. Although the building's security is so tight that she cannot access my house. I know that was the only thing keeping her away. She has sent food numerous times to my address.

I don't know why anyone would think I would eat anything I didn't buy myself or make myself. If it was from the company staff I would eat it in a heartbeat. But this was someone I didn't know. What were their intentions? Even if you try to convince me they were pure, I wouldn't believe it.

So many people have been poisoned through food. I'm not saying she's trying to poison me but I believe you get what I'm trying to say .

The plane landed safely and I got out. I knew the paparazzis will be waiting for me in the usual exit. I wished they could take a rest instead of camping all day waiting for me. My manager and bodyguards led me to another exit. Thank God this one had no one.

Well except the girl Infront of me. Was she a girl or a woman, I was curious. She seemed to be struggling with all those bags. Why did she carry so much? Weren't women like that though. They have so many clothes and shoes. Call me crazy but I was curious.

She was in black. A black sweatpants and a black hood. She had a very nice shape from behind, so I wondered if her face was pleasant as well. I stopped the bodyguards and walked ahead of her then turned. Intentionally bumping into her.

It was all my fault but she squatted to pick her fallen handbag while she said she was sorry. Before she could reach it , I snatched it from her. I insisted it was okay. When she looked at me, I was taken by suprise. She was so breathtaking. I didn't know anyone could be this beautiful.

Her face was completely bare. No makeup or accessories except for a nose ring which was a thin and delicate silver ring. It complemented her face instead of taking the attention. Her small eyes, button nose and thick lips . I wondered how soft her lips were, if they were kissed.

I took the suitcases from her small hands and asked her where she was going. I wondered if she injured her small delicate hands while dragging her bags. She was obviously lost but she didn't hide it. I offered to help and she took it. She must be tired . We walked her all the way to the entrance of the exit.

When she saw the exit she smiled so beautifully. Watching her was enchanting. My heart started racing when she looked at me. I have never felt like this before. I have read about it, sang about it but I had never really experienced it myself. Wow.... amazing.

She said she didn't know how to thank me and I came up with just the thing. I knew if she left we would never see each other again. Who knew where she was going. And even if she stayed in Seoul, it was too large for me look for her. So I playfully asked for her number.

I could see her trying to find an excuse but I shut it all down. She was helpless. They didn't call me international playboy for no reason. I took her number and saved it on my phone. When I asked her if she wanted me to take her wherever she was going she refused . However she promised me a meal and I intend to see her again.

I watched her walk away and I couldn't help but feel sad. I wanted to spend more time with her. One thing is for sure, I was intrigued by her. And I wanted to see her again. She didn't even blink when I told her my name. My name always sparked some kind of reaction from people but for her, nothing. Such a mysterious and interesting woman.