Other Ability
I don't like this life of mine who can see someone's favorability towards me. I will try hard to increase their favorability towards me if this world is a dating simulation game.
But I have to face the reality that this world is a real-world, not a game world. I always thought of this world as a virtual game because I could see something absurd.
Regular people can't see something I can. Sherri told me she couldn't see what I saw. Sherri said I am a distinctive person who can see something magical like this.
Sherri was always happy when she heard about what I saw every day, and she was a little jealous that she couldn't see what I saw.
Sherri never asked about my feelings about this matter. Am I happy to see something absurd that regular people can't see? What do I feel when I see this kind of thing?
If someone asks me what I feel when I can see something that regular people can't see?
I will answer that I am not happy to see all this. Sherri thought it would be good to see something that regular people can't see.
I think of this ability as a curse rather than luck. I will be happy if this world is a game instead of reality.
In a game, we can raise someone's favorability towards us if we are smart enough to choose the right choice.
In reality, no matter how hard I try, I can't raise his favorability towards me. Am I a bitch who steals someone's fiance?
Of course, I am a bitch. I don't know why I can't raise his favorability if I am not a bitch.
Someone who has a malicious intention towards someone else's fiance can't have a happy life in her life.
Someone like that is me. I fall in love with Sherri's fiance, and I am so jealous of Sherri because she can get Gerrald's love before she dies.
I won't ever get Gerrald's affection until I die. Why do I know Gerrald won't ever love me until I die?
It is not hard to guess at all because I can see everything even before it happens.
Other than someone's favorability level, I can also see whether I can raise their affection towards me or not.
I only understand what it means after I become an adult. There are some unfamiliar words above their head.
I didn't know what those words meant when I was young because Sherri didn't have words above her head, so I didn't know what it was.
Now, I know what those words mean. Everyone I don't know has word possibilities above their head.
Possibility means I can be their friend someday or more than friends. Gerrald has the words 'zero probability' above his head, and it means no matter how hard I try, he won't fall in love with me.
Possibility or zero probability don't always talk about a love relationship, but it also has other meanings like family or friendship.
Gerrald's parents also have the words 'zero probability' above their heads. Zero possibility can also mean hate. Yes, Gerrald's parents hate me so much.
Gerrald's parents also ever had those words towards Sherri, but it changed after Gerrald officially introduced Sherri as his girlfriend.
I only can see the words above someone's head while they are close to me, and if I am not close to them, I can't see any words on their head.
It is a little complicated to explain this to someone. I also can't explain it very clearly.
I will try to explain it in simple words, even though I don't know who I am talking to explain this kind of thing.
Sherri is my little sister, and I am close to her. As an older sister, I can see her favorability with someone else.
For example, I can see Sherri's favorability in Gerrald's mind, and I can see how much he loves her.
Gerrald's favorability meter already explodes because it is not strong enough to accommodate his feelings towards Sherri. There are other words above Gerrald's head for Sherri.
There is a word Fiance above Gerrald's head for Sherri. Other than favorability meters, the possibility of someone to be my friend or more, I also can see someone's soulmate.
Everyone has the name of their soulmate in their heart. Gerrald has Sherri's name in his heart.
I feel like a matchmaker rather than having a magical ability that someone else doesn't have.
I also hear that someone only has a soulmate in their life. It means I am not Gerrald's soulmate.
I don't know how to feel when I know about this kind of thing. Why do I know the credibility of my ability to see someone's soulmate?
Grandpa and Grandma have each other's names in their heart. Gerrald's parents also have each other's names in their hearts.
Sherri and Gerrald have each other's names in their hearts too. It is not a dream that I can forget after I wake up.
It is the reality that I need to face no matter how hard I want to forget about it.
I already have enough evidence that I have the ability to be a natural matchmaker.