After The Time is Up

-Sherri, I don't think I can continue this marriage any longer. I feel guilty because I get married to your fiance.

-Is it wrong for me to get my own happiness?

-Do I have to be miserable all of my life?

-My life without you is unworthy, Sherri.

-You are the only family I have left, but why did you leave me so soon.

-I shouldn't fall in love with the same guy as my twin sister.

-I should have erased this feeling when I found out that Gerrald prefers my twin sister.

-I should have died, not you, Sherri.

-I can't imagine my life with him.

-I believe there is no bright future between us.

-Even though I know all of this fact, I still can't leave his side.

-I will last for a year, and if in one year he doesn't fall in love with me, then I will give up.

-It only wastes my time if he doesn't fall in love with me in one year.

-One year is enough to prove whether he can love me or not.

-If he can't love me until the time is up, then my only option is to leave Gerrald forever.

-I don't have any reason to be with him any longer.

-This love will only pierce my heart deeper until I have nothing left.

-After Sherri left me alone, I only have my heart and myself to keep me sane.

-I will leave Gerrald myself, and I won't wait for him to kick me out first.

-I don't want to continue to live in pain after the time is up, and Gerrald still doesn't fall in love with me at that time.

-I have to be ready to get hurt after that time arrives.

-No love is forever. You will face death, which separates you from your loved ones.

-After the time is up, I will understand one thing. Gerrald won't love me no matter how hard I try to melt his heart.

I still sat down on the ground for ten minutes, and then I looked around.

I found makeup on the dressing table. I used it to fix my makeup before I got out of that private room.

I walked out, saw no one in front of the private room, and then I walked towards the wedding altar.

I arrived on time at the wedding altar, and I saw Gerrald already standing on the wedding altar with a faint smile on his sexy lips.

I gripped Sherri's letter for Gerrald in my wedding dress pocket tightly, but I never had any idea how to give it to him.

-Nothing will change. Gerrald will still hate me with or without reading Sherri's letter.

-I am sorry, Sherri. I can't give your letter to Gerrald no matter what happened because it won't change anything.

-I will still live in pain even after Gerrald read it, so I don't want to let him read it.

-Forgive me for not being able to give him the letter you instructed me.

-You should be the one who gets married to him, but I am the one who gets married to him instead of you.

-I feel guilty about it, and I am ready to accept this punishment because I fell in love with your fiance.

-No matter how hard I try, I still feel guilty because I get married to your fiance.

I let go of my grip on Sherri's letter and then held Mr. Harlock's arms, who would walk with me towards my wedding altar.

Mr. Harlock took the place my late father should have filled. Mrs. Harlock showed her sweet smile towards me and waved her hands lightly in the air.

I only nodded my head lightly towards Mrs. Harlock with a sweet smile on my lips.

I felt worried in my heart about this marriage, but I wanted to let everyone know how happy I was.

Mr. Harlock whispered around my ear and said, "I am happy for you, Rara."

I smiled at Mr. Harlock and said, "Thank you, Grandpa."

I already think of Mr. Harlock and Mrs. Harlock as my own Grandparents, so I want to be a filial Granddaughter for them.

Mr. Harlock only smiled, and he didn't say anything anymore. Mr. Harlock gave me to Gerrald, and then we did all the wedding rituals without exception.

Gerrald and I exchanged rings, and then he had to kiss me even though he didn't like the idea to do it.

I could hear Gerrald gritting his teeth with dissatisfaction before he kissed me at our wedding altar.

-Marriage is not what I imagine in my dream. Marriage should be a happy thing in my life. But why do I feel like I want to cry at this time?

-I suppose to get married to a man who loves me back, but I get married to a man who hates me instead.

-Even though I love him but is love enough to make my marriage full of happiness?

-I wonder if my decision to get married to Gerrald is right.

-Even though I love her so much that my heart hurts because of it.

-I won't regret my decision no matter what happened.

-Even though I will end up in misery, I will continue this marriage.

-After the time is up, I will let him go and erase my feelings for him.

-I will live for myself without thinking about him anymore.

-After the time is up, I will sincerely let Gerrald go forever.