Chapter

MIA.

I don't know what pushed me to it but I leaned over the divider and gently placed my lips on his.

He was caught by surprise cause he still for a moment, not doing anything but as soon as My hands got wrapped around his torso, he opened up and kissed me back.

His lips taste exactly just like I had imagined. They were so soft against mine and they taste of that think we've been drinking at the fraternity house.

His kisses are soft and teasing. So heavenly. They are not rough but they sure as are intense.

Fire cackled under me when his hands gripped my hips and he pulled me over the divider, for me to lean on him and straddle his laps.

He groaned when I try to shift comfortably on his laps but his arms still gripped my hip tightly then they snucked up to my waist. Rubbing the skin there before resting on it.

"Mia. "

He pulled away from me and looked into my eyes but I didn't allow that.

I shook my head and placed my lips back on his, gently lacing my fingers through his hair.

I moaned into his mouth and he pulled me closer to his chest while my hands left his hair and laid flatly on his chest.

I've no possibly idea what I'm doing. I'm not even thinking about anything and my subconscious is trying to push her way in. Trying to tell me this is all wrong. Trying to tell me that I'm gonna regret this but I pushed her back and tugged at his hair harder.

He pushed my shoulders gently again and I let out a groan.

"You are drunk Mia. You won't spare me if I do this. You'll just.. "

I didn't let him finish his words as I pulled him to kiss him again. I needed it. The fire. The fire burning between my veins. It's something I've never felt before and I need it so damn much to know it's real.

The way his lips moves against mine. The way his arms were wrapped round my waist and the way my damned heart couldn't get to stop beating harder.

I enjoy that feeling and I want to feel it again.

I know this is all probably the effect of the alcohol or whatever it is I consumed but why just not enjoy my time with him this one night?

Pretend that everything is just alright between us and we don't hate each other.

"Mia please. "

He pushed at my shoulder once again, breaking away from the kiss.

"What's your fucking problem Gray? Are you crazy or what? "

I snapped, my feelings getting the best of me and he lifted his leg, giving me the sign to get off.

I scoffed before getting off his leg and crossing to my seat.

"You are drunk and clearly you are not thinking straight. "

He stopped and I turned to look at him. His pink lips were a little swollen from my little kiss. "You'll latch out at me the second you are sober then you will try to blame me for everything. You don't want me Mia, I know it and fuck! Neither do I. Do you forgot that we are enemies and nothing is gonna change that so I suggest you just drive the fucking back home! "

He snapped and the fire in me slowly ignited away. Leaving me in my messy form.

"Then why? If you... Didn't wanted me. Why did you kissed me back? "

My voice cracked and it's crazy that my eyes are watering right now. Probably from too much alcohol. I can't be possibly crying about this, can I?

"I didn't kissed you back I tried to stop you but you wouldn't budge. Now, can we just go? I have to have my night sleep please. "

He closed his eyes and rest his head against the headrest just like before.

I gulped in and started the engine. My hands are no more shaking right now but I fucking hate how I feel right now.

I drove through the street in silent and forced myself not to glance at his side.

I drove into the dorms and I got our of the car quicker than I intended to. The passenger door opens and closes before I locked my car and stormed inside .

I paced down the hallway silently with Gray just few feet away from me.

I inserted my key in the lock and walked inside my dorm room.

I plopped down on my bed the same time Gray entered the room.

I inserted the key in the lock before entering the room, the same time Gray entered behind me.

I dropped my phone on my bed and looked round the room. It looks like it has been divided or something.

There are my things at the right side of the room and his things on the other side. Our beds are not too much far from each other. Just few feet away. I could basically jump from mine to his.

I still can't believe that this is all happening. Maybe I can think about that when I'm sober and not under the effect of alcohol.

I groaned and stood up from the bed, making my way to the bathroom but accidentally bumped into Gray.

"Where do you think you are going? "

He asked and I rolled my eyes dramatically.

"where does it looks like I'm going? To the bathroom of course. "

I shrugged.

"But I want to use the bathroom. "

He fired back.

"Okay, then you can use it when I'm done. Right now, I need to go to the bathroom first. "

I said as calm as I could.

"And who said you can use the bathroom first? "

He raised his brows and I groaned deeply. Fuck! He just has to keep pushing and pushing.

I'm trying my best here not to think into this too much but he just kept pushing me.

I can't even think fucking properly right now but he just keep pushing.

"This is my freaking room gray so I say who gets to use the damn bathroom first! "

I snapped and about to walk in when he pulled me back.

"This is my room too cutie so I don't think you really get to decide. "

He smirked and I want to wipe that smirk off his face. He's kidding me right?

"I have a better idea. Why don't we use the bathroom together? "

He said, smirking harder and I groaned at him loudly.

"Fine, go use the damn bathroom! "

I snapped and I heard his laugh behind me.

"Two.. One Mia. Or should I say cutie? "

He laughed harder but stopped at the entrance of the bathroom.

He turned to me and smirked again.

"Actually I'm gonna call that. Three, One. Wanna guess why? You threw yourself at me but I refused which clearly hurt your ego and got me one point and right now, you just backed down which earned me another point. "

But I thought he said...

"I said you weren't bad. "

He uttered, answering my thoughts. "I didn't say your game was off. You started this the day I met you at the club Mia and I'm gonna end it in the most deadliest possible way you can't even imagine. "

He smiled and walked into the bathroom.

He didn't just... He just. What the hell just happened?

He came back out of the bathroom shirtless and water dripping down his chest. His pants were still on and his hair is wet and spread across his face.

I looked away from him and tried to process what I did. He said I threw myself at him, I wasn't throwing myself at him. I was just... Okay, I've no idea what I was doing but I just thought. Okay, I also had no idea what I was thinking cause I can't even think straight. I just... I didn't know what pushed me to it though but he kissed me back, right?

Didn't he? Was I too drunk that I didn't even notice if he kissed me back or not?

Oh gawd! What the hell is happening to me? Why am i acting like this? Why am i so weak? I hate that feeling.

I laid back on my bed and stared at the white ceiling, focusing on the small dot.

Everything will be alright. Tomorrow, I'll wake up. Be sober and think about everything over once again as my normal self. Not this drunken self and I'll be sure to get back at him for what he said to me.

•••

"No! "

I heard gray's voice shout but I shook my head and closed back my eyes.

Why will Gray be shouting at the middle of the night?

"I beg you! Please! "

The voice shout again and my eyes snapped opened as darkness filled the room while my body remained still. Am i starting to imagine things?

"Don't hurt me! Please! "

I jumped off my bed and turned on the light as I paced across the room to get to Gray.

His hair were sticking to his forehead and balls of sweats rolled down as his body shook. What's happening to him?

"Gray.. Gray! "

I called but he just kept shaking.

"Gray! "

I yelled and jerked his shoulder a few times before his eyes fluttered opened.

He was panting so hard that I started getting worried. He breathed out and looked round the room, realization finally setting in as his grey dark eyes met mine.

"Are you okay? You were yelling. "

I muttered under my breath but he surprised me by pulling me closer to his chest and hugging me and one of his arms went to my waist while the other pinned my head to his chest.

"Don't leave... "

He breathed out and my heart fluttered.