Desperately Waiting

I lost sight of her on the highway and with that my hopes dashed, and I was immediately sour and disappointed. Surely that wasn’t our first and last meeting. She looks a bit younger than me but something about her rivals, even my wife. She repeatedly asked if we knew each other and there was a familiarity, but it could’ve been my ability to charm. I wasn’t trying to do it, but I may have accidentally just in total lust over her. Then I see her on the side of the road changing her tire. This is not an accident this was meant to be! I yell at my grandson and nephew to get ready to help her so she is safe, but it appears she was almost done. I apologized to her immediately and she replied it was ok. I know that hurt she is feeling, and I sense it. The loss is so great sometimes the feelings creep in. I held her hand briefly and she gave me her number. She has a spell on me, not that I am charming her at all! I wonder what she is, her last name implies a wolf descendant family like mine, but she is none the wiser. I want to know everything about her, and I want to be inside her. I have never felt this way before with such a strong pull to her. Even with my wife, I loved her, and we had very intense, deep feelings but this is still different.

I pulled into Effingham, it’s a smaller hub town to stop off the interstate. I’m relieved Karina has a sense of humor. I am familiar a bit with this area as my distant cousins own a couple of hotels in the area. I pulled into the parking lot and saw her vehicle at one of the hotels. I promised myself I would not contact her unless she reaches out to me first. I have to trust if she is interested, she will contact me. I called my great uncle to put in a request for her to move to a nice suite but not to tell her it was related to me, and we checked in ourselves. I decide before I shower and change clothes to go work out and get some of this sexual energy out of me. I changed into a tank and shorts and went downstairs, and I instantly smelled her in the room. I picked up a towel on the chair by the towel bin and it’s her towel, her sweet sweat. A watch falls out of the towel onto the floor. Another opportunity but I am rock hard, I can barely control myself, I want to taste her and fuck her right now. I know my kind gets possessive very quickly, so I resist because it also turns women away quickly. I want to please her and meet any need she has.

I take her towel and watch and go up to my room. I decide before I give her watch back, I shower and jack off. I was almost violent fantasizing about her, I was so out of control. I got dressed and looked at her watch, I’m positive it is her husband’s. I stood still and connected with it using some of my charm. I could see her husband getting ready in a mirror. He was a decent looking guy, and he was admiring her in the mirror as she got ready in the background. She was putting sandals on and one of her toddler daughters fell in front of her and caused her to fall forward, and they both laughed. He looked up in the mirror as if to see me and gasps. He looked down at the watch I’m holding and back up to me. I dropped the watch and we disconnected. I struggle with connecting with the dead’s objects as it puts me back in their time and can be jolting. It’s dangerous because it can change the events of that time. I then smell the watch; her husband’s scent is barely on it. I would guess a year maybe. I got dressed and asked the front desk to give her the watch. I decided it would be too creepy for me to show up at her door with it, but I kept her towel. Her scent is intoxicating.

I went down to the hotel restaurant and ordered a drink at the bar. I was there about 20 minutes and I sensed her coming into the room. I dare look over my shoulder and see her in the opening to the restaurant and she looks straight at me. She is adorable, in a tank top and knee length sporty skirt. I wave without looking so conspicuous and she comes directly to me. I am desperately holding back my excitement at seeing her. She smiles and puts her hand on my arm. We immediately feel electricity and she looks at me as she sits down slowly and asks “What is that? When I touch you, we literally have sparks.” I looked at her and motioned the bartender to come over. I said, “Darling, you wouldn’t believe me if I told you.” Karina replied “This afternoon I left my kids to take a standard trip to see my sister and clean up my father’s family cemetery. A series of events keep happening where I run into you. You seem familiar yet I haven’t met you before. I may be crazy, but these events seem beyond coincidence. I didn’t have to text you; I ran into you again.” Karina ordered a whiskey shot and then another for me. I said, “I don’t know many women who drink whiskey or can change a tire.” We both laughed and shot down the whiskey. I asked, “Do you want to get something to eat and get to know each other?” and she said, “Yes let’s order steak!” We ate our medium rare steaks and talked for a couple of hours. She told me about her three girls and one boy. How beautiful her girls were and how she doesn’t know where their beauty came from. She is such a smart and humble person. She told me about her job as a scientist and how she worked on her degrees while her children were little. Karina then ordered some chasers for after supper and asked if we could go to her upgraded room and she wanted me to see it.

I then felt I had to confess that not everything was destiny. I said “Karina, I have to admit that I saw your vehicle here, so I checked into the same hotel. I was hoping to see you again here. I am so drawn to you; I want to know everything about you.” Karina said, “I see, well you can come see my room!” I was so nervous; it was such a great evening but I didn’t want to blow it. The animal in me wanted to meet her. I am doing everything I can to refrain from appearing too possessive or demanding.