Chapter 1
Just like any other day, this one unfolded in typical British fashion. At the crack of dawn, at precisely 6:30 AM, my alarm rudely interrupted my slumber. Its tone, a jarring amalgamation of a buzz and a beep, served its purpose with irritating precision. It was designed to be annoying, after all. Groaning, I dragged myself out of my cozy cocoon, hastily slipped on a t-shirt, and shuffled towards the bathroom. The rest of the house was beginning to stir, and I knew I had a mere five-minute window to secure my spot in the morning bathroom queue before my sister swooped in to hijack it.
With the door narrowly closing behind me, I released a sigh of relief, even as my sister pounded on the other side. These precious minutes alone were my sanctuary. First order of business: I cranked up the shower, expertly balancing the knobs to achieve that perfect temperature – three bars in the red. It was hot enough to envelop me in a comforting warmth, filling the bathroom with a gentle mist, yet nowhere near the fiery depths of hell my sister seemed to prefer. Shedding my night attire, I stole a moment to scrutinize my reflection in the full-size mirror, just to reassure myself that I was still, undeniably, me. Standing at 5 feet 8 inches, I had a lean build, my only lament being a longing for more muscle. Black hair, cropped short, framed my face, and my sapphire blue eyes stared back at me.
Stepping into the invigorating cascade of water, I contemplated the day ahead. Another monotonous school day awaited, a Thursday no less, promising a lineup of Music, Maths, Drama, English, Science, and the dreaded R.E., a subject that held no appeal for me.
Post-shower, I dressed swiftly and descended the stairs. Mum, a paragon of resilience, was already up and had prepared breakfast. Her unwavering dedication was awe-inspiring. Even after my father left us when my sister was just three and I was six, she continued to rise each day, striving to provide for us. Tall, with flowing blonde locks and soft brown eyes, she had a gaze that could coax confessions from even the most guarded souls. Her perpetual smile, friendly and warm, concealed the hardships we faced, shielding my sister and me from the cracks in our family's foundation.
I settled at the breakfast table, helping myself to toast and jam. Mum's customary call to my sister, signaling the impending departure, went unanswered, as expected. Ten minutes later, my sister finally emerged from the bathroom, her attempt at a uniform raising eyebrows.
We departed for school, our house, deceptively small from the outside, proving ample for the three of us. A simple red brick structure, it housed a compact sitting room and kitchen on the ground floor, followed by two bedrooms and a bathroom on the first floor, and an attic, complete with its own bathroom, on the top floor. The uppermost floor belonged to Mum, and we were rarely allowed up unless she was already there. My sister and I were content with our single bedrooms; I spent most of my time at friends' houses, while my sister embarked on her enigmatic pursuits.
The walk to school, a brisk 20 minutes, revealed the diverse tapestry of the British urban landscape. We traversed three distinct areas en route. Initially, we meandered through a densely populated urban zone, characterized by tightly packed houses, not unlike our own. Blocks of flats with weathered exteriors were scattered about, some of which I knew quite well from my explorations as a younger child. A brief detour through a narrow alleyway led us to a spacious, leafy haven—the local park. It spanned about 300 feet, dotted with clusters of trees, a serene pond populated by ducks, and a scattering of benches. The paths, a mixture of gravel and paving, catered to cyclists. At the far end, a modest playground stood, designed primarily for younger children, replete with swings, a modest climbing frame, and a slide—a quintessential neighborhood park. Its allure waned during the day, but in the evening, it often played host to rowdy teenagers armed with alcohol and the occasional whiff of marijuana. I preferred to steer clear of these gatherings; I was never quite cut from the same cloth as those kids, failing to see the appeal of smoking or drinking.
Continuing beyond the park, we entered a genteel, suburban enclave, replete with elegant houses and verdant gardens. I occasionally pondered what it might have been like to grow up in such affluence. Perhaps a larger garden would have been nice, but mingling with the wealthier children? That, I wasn't so sure about. They had a tendency to look down their noses at anyone without a hefty bank balance. While my family wasn't impoverished, we certainly weren't the wealthiest bunch either. After about ten minutes of strolling through this well-to-do neighborhood, we arrived at my school, St. Hubertus.