2. Remember the past or letting go

“ I don't know how to live and love halfway. When I love I give everything, I lose focus. Muse´s songs knows how it all ends.” Says Kallisto

“ Your argument to flee from love is very irrational.” I tell her.

"You are a gorgeous girl, anyone can notice it," I said. I shrugged, smiling slightly.

"You are also very valuable. Nobody cooks me pizza for my birthday, only you” I said and winks.

“With a little more experience, you'll be a whole woman, you know?”

“If I want to have experience I must focus on work.” She answers to me.

“Work is like university, Kallisto... it prepares you. But the real lesson is learned with people. Relationships are the most ad wise experiences on living”

“Surviving my ex is a new conquest for my life, and now that he has given up the dreams to use together, I feel braver, and freer” — I confess to her in a small voice, suddenly my voice is filled with sadness.

“Kallisto you are a very beautiful woman and also very tender, with a lot of love to give.” And I am right, She is not only my best friend, She is the kindest and sweetest person I ever know.

"You are too" She tells me.

“Yes, but I'm not a virgin, you are. It's hard to get close to you, you know, really hard because you have so much depth in you. You are so versatile, I know it is easy to say and difficult to prove but you will go far. Don't be afraid to meet people, not everyone will judge you.”

“You say that like if being virgin was a crime”

“Honey it is a crime having your pretty ass and legs killers”

"I didn't do it to make you feel bad about yourself, I just want you to live" I add. I stare at her and She holds out one of her hands to me, taking my hand and squeezing it, I smile and Kallisto kiss my knuckles.

“You will also go far, to heaven. You are just as prepared for the professional life as you are for the life of interpersonal relationships. With you by my side, I feel full of love to give. I like being your friend.” Kallisto tells me.

“Oh my beauty, your friendship redeems all my past mistakes.” I said and I turn taking the road down the mountain that descends towards the lagoon.

“True love should be very similar to having a friendship like ours, with whom you can be yourself, and who also gives you the best orgasms.”

— And after each orgasm we sign to him” thank you baby for the orgasms” as Alanise Morissete would say: “Thank you, thanks you darling” Giannis sings Alanise Morissete's song with an out-of-tune and very serious tone. Kallisto laughs and blushes.

Upon reaching the Mucubaji Lagoon, the car descends a dirt highway and a road lined with rocks that indicates the parking area, they park a couple of meters in front of the lagoon and get out of the car. That morning the sun shines with such intensity that the green vegetation and the trees seem to shine with a very intense green color. Getting out of the car I look at the lagoon, the water shines as if diamonds diluted in the water made it shine.

Giannis next to me admires the landscape, takes a couple of pictures with his professional camera, and I walk towards the lake, breathing the pure mountain air.

"Okay," I say and turn to Giannis, "Ready for a photo shoot?" - I ask looking at him with a smile.

20 minutes later I find myself doing Giannis's makeup, sitting at the bar of the restaurant for tourists, located next to the lagoon. We both took one of the tables in the restaurant, with makeup spread out on the table; concentrated work. I choose the color palettes and black brushes and shadows. Giannis has changed in the restaurant bathroom and now wears a black leather jacket over his bare chest allowing everyone to admire his toned body and sculpted pecs.

“I most to confess my beautiful Kallisto, I´m so excited of traveling with you” says Giannis with soft voice “And the most exciting part, I already found the guy who is going to take your virginity, look it that” says Giannis. I turn around looking in direction where Giannis is watching. And I understand who is the new victim of Gianni´s cupid work for me.

“Well, He is pretty handsome” I admit, and I feel my cheeks burning.

A group of young people park a family car, Ford Explorer, a few meters from Giannis's car, the song “Enjoy the silent – Depeche Mode” is played on the car stereo. Kallisto watches them superficially and turns her attention to the lagoon, but I know her and I know the kind of guys my friend likes. I know She will love a wild savage guy, She is the perfect complement for that kind of guys, too delicated and femenine. Made up and ready for photos, I spread my arms wide like a bird.

People around us is watching, but “who cares?” I thought for myself. Thanks to Kallisto Make Up I know I look very bizarre. That morning the lagoon is devoid of tourists, this is one of the most beautiful landscapes, perhaps because it is only 7 in the morning. The group of young people who have just arrived in the Ford Explorer, including the sexy savage boy, get out of the van. They are a group of five people, two girls and three boys, they walk towards the lagoon.

“I love life!” I yell as I spread my arms and I dance to the music, now playing from the Ford Explorer.

“Everything I ever wanted... Everything I ever needed is here in my arms.”

“Words are very unnecessary... they can only hurt”

I listen the Depeche Mode´s song. I look around and Kallisto seems to be emerged into the song, she seems to be in another world, and her beauty somehow becomes more untouched at the distance.