Chapter 5

“No…No, I kept saying to myself as I paced around the room like a madwoman, tears flowed down my eyes as I tried to push the thoughts away. The thoughts that I might be carrying the Alpha’s child in my belly.

I had just calculated the date I had missed my monthly visitor and I am one month and some weeks gone.

“I can’t be pregnant, please! not with the way I am being treated around here. Everywhere I walked into I was being humiliated and gossiped, they called me a sex slave and all many mean words.

The ladies bully me when no one is watching, they call me the Alpha’s sex doll and his cum bag. My self esteem has reduced drastically. I feel worthless, everyone sees me as a piece of trash. I hate myself, more tears start to flow down my eyes.

After the Alpha had moved me to the room close to his, there was no day that had passed by without him coming at night to have sex with me. His grunts of pleasure make me sick to my stomach now. I felt bile roll up my stomach as I rushed to throw up again.

I have been so weak this last few weeks, as when I stand for too long I feel like fainting. I needed to confirm if my suspicions are real, so I begged the moon goddess not to let it be true. I can’t be pregnant.

I told Bethany that I wasn’t feeling too well, she suggested we go to the pack house hospital but it was too risky for me. The Alpha would be the first person to know if I am actually pregnant. I asked her if she knows any women that attend to people privately.

“Yes, my aunty from my mother’s side is a private nurse. She even helps women in the pack to deliver their children. She said proudly.

“Okay take me to her. I pleaded.

As we walked there, several ladies were looking at me as I could hear them gossiping about me.

I used my enhanced hearing to eavesdrop on them, as we walked past them.

“Isn’t she the Alpha’s sex toy? One of them asked the lady beside her. As I used my scarf to cover my face.

“I hate her, after she came here the Alpha doesn’t look at her anymore, I heard he has sent over half of his concubines away. What does she have that we don’t have?

“She isn’t even beautiful like that! I heard another scoff.

I let out a sign as I increased my pace, I felt like the ground should open up and swallow me whole. We finally got to the woman’s house and Bethany stayed outside.

She checked my eyes and examined my pulse. I stared at her as she closed her eyes and was using her fingers to count.

“You are pregnant! She said softly as if we weren’t the only room in the room. My heart sank down my stomach. I felt cold suddenly as several thoughts made their way to my head.

“What?” I said in shock.

“Congratulations! You are two months pregnant, the Alpha would be so happy by this news.” At the mention of the Alpha’s name I felt fear come over me.

No! The Alpha must not find out about this.

………..

As I walked into my room, I broke down in tears. If Alpha Damien finds out about this he would take the child away from me and push me away. I can’t imagine my child being taken away from me.

I knew just what I had to do. I would have to run away from here before he finds out. I had made the woman promise me she wouldn’t tell anyone, because I want to break the news to the Alpha. Luckily she agreed but how long will she keep my secret?

My eyes landed on the large wardrobe and I walked towards it, I grabbed a small bag and pushed some clothes into it. Tonight I would run away from the Blood Moon pack.

The night finally came, it took almost forever. Everyone has gone to bed, my door creaks open as Alpha Damien walks in. I pretended to be asleep. He walks towards me and undresses me, he pushes his cock into me as he grunts in pleasure, pleasing himself. Tears flowed down my eyes, running away is the only way I can escape from this never ending torture. I can’t keep letting him do this to me.

I needed to run far away from here not just for me but because of me alone, but for the child in my belly.

He left soon after he had finished pleasing himself, I waited till I heard him snoring in his room, then I grabbed my back and opened my door gently.

I tiptoed and even crawled on my feet till I got to the outside of the palace, instinct kicked in as I started to run as far as my legs could take me. I didn’t stop till I got to the borders of the Blood Moon pack.

My heart was racing as blood rushes through my vein, my legs had grown tired but I kept walking. I didn’t know where I was going but I kept walking.

I stopped walking when I felt like fainting, my eyes were spinning around as I was dying of taste.

I should have brought water along! I cussed at my dumb self. Fear and panic set in when I realized I am the only one out here. I shaked my palms together and I was freezing cold.

A low growling sound came from behind me and I turned slowly in fear, my eyes landed on a wolf as it snarled at me, more wolves soon appeared from behind it. My eyes widened in fear.

Rogues! I was surrounded by rogue wolves. I turned around and I started to run fast, not looking back for once. I prayed to the moon goddess not to get caught by them as they would kill me and my unborn child.

My legs hit a stone and I lost my balance, I fell to the ground as my body rolled down the road. My body collided with a tree and I screamed in pain at the impact.

I had lost all hopes as the rogue wolves were walking towards me slowly, their red eyes and sharp razor-like teeth snarling at me.

“Please.. please I don’t want to die, don’t kill me. I begged as tears flowed down my eyes. As they kept snarling at me.

A grey wolf jumped in front of me, and growled loudly at them, they growled back before turning around and disappearing into the shadows. I looked at the wolf that had saved me, and I wondered who my hero was.

The wolf turned to face me, and it shifted back, my eyes widened at the sight of my hero.

“Alpha Asher.”