Chapter 12-Having sex with Doc in the bathroom.
Docker froze for a moment, and his body began to tremble slightly.
I thought he would say no, but he hesitated for a few seconds, then gently cupped my foot and kissed it.
"You're insane!"
I kicked him to the ground. "You're a human being. You shouldn't degrade yourself like a dog without any dignity."
I was a bit angry. I turned my back on him and chased him out.
"Get out of my room now. I don't want to see you!"
Docker scrambled up from the floor, being careful to close the door as he left the room.
Docker and I hadn't known each other for long, but I sensed something strange about him.
He didn't resemble Monford's bodyguard. Instead, he looked like a dog fiercely loyal to Monford, trained to follow every command.
Why would he do that?
The question lingered in my mind. I pondered it all afternoon, during which time no one bothered me except Mary, who came in to bring me water, medicine, and dinner.
As darkness fell, I sat on the edge of the bed, gazing at the stars, and a sense of emptiness filled my heart.
I regretted it. I shouldn't have tested Docker like that. I had taken advantage of my status and trampled on his dignity.
Even though I had lost my past memories, my body and brain had long been accustomed to treating others in the same way.
I couldn't continue this way. I had to change.
The first step in that change was to find the person I had hurt and apologize!
When I resolved to take action, I promptly located the person I was seeking.
Docker stood alone by the pond in the garden. His slender figure made me feel even guiltier.
I quickly ran down the stairs and approached him from behind.
To make sure he noticed me, I purposely made a loud noise. However, he remained unresponsive.
Was he angry?
Reflecting on my actions toward him earlier, that doubt turned into certainty.
He was definitely angry.
I walked over to him and greeted him with a smile. "Hey! What a coincidence, you're also here to look at the moon!"
He ignored me.
"Well, I admit I came to you on purpose."
He continued to remain silent.
No more beating around the bush. I apologized directly, "Docker, I'm so sorry about this afternoon. I was out of line. I'm sorry."
Docker still didn't speak, but he looked up at me.
With just one look, I almost forgot to breathe.
His eyes were red. He had cried!
Oh, Chloe, look what you've done!
"Yes... I'm sorry, I'm so sorry... If there's anything I can do to make you feel better, I'll do it, anything for you..."
I anxiously grabbed Docker's hand and looked into his eyes, conveying my sincerity.
Docker let go of my hand and said quietly, "It's okay. It doesn't matter what Miss Chloe does."
"Well, I don't think you'll ever forgive me for anything I say. Consider it me, Chloe, owing you a favor, and I'll find a way to help you if you ask!"
Docker looked at me without expression, showing no interest in my promise.
Who wants the commitment of someone who's bullied them?
I stopped talking and stood there with him for a while.
No one said anything. No one even moved. This quiet atmosphere made me feel very depressed.
I couldn't take it anymore and decided to bring up a topic.
"You look so young. What made you want to be a bodyguard? And why do you follow Monford like this?"
I was prepared for him to ignore me, but to my surprise, he answered my question.
"My dad started working as a bodyguard for Meredith when he was 20, and he's been a bodyguard here for 30 years. One night, he had a car accident on his way home. Because it was late at night and there was no one on the road, he wasn't found until the next morning."
"Um..."
What happened to him made me blame myself once again.
It was awful of me to hurt such a vulnerable person.
"I'm truly sorry for your loss, Docker. I apologize again for my actions this afternoon..."
"It's okay. I lost my father, but the Meredith family took care of us. We receive a generous stipend every month. To repay them, I enrolled in the police academy. After graduation, I became a bodyguard for the Meredith family."
Docker's tone remained calm, as if discussing someone else's business unrelated to him.
"You don't have to feel obligated. You should choose the career you want."
Docker shook his head. "If I hadn't become a bodyguard for Meredith, my sister would have left me six years ago."
He explained that he followed Monford's orders because Monford had saved his sister. She had a congenital heart condition and experienced a heart attack at home. By the time they reached the hospital, she was in shock.
The situation required a top-notch heart specialist, costing $200,000. Unable to borrow that much, and facing additional fees, they were on the verge of giving up when Monford sent a private jet with specialists, covering all the costs.
"While it may not mean much to Mr. Monford, our family is deeply grateful. I will work for him for the rest of my life, and I won't hesitate to kill if he orders me to."
Docker placed his hand on his heart. "My life belongs to Mr. Monford."
"No! Your life belongs to you and nobody else."
I corrected him.
Docker smiled bitterly. "If it were truly mine, I wouldn't live to see tomorrow."
I placed my hand on the back of his hand, feeling the pounding of his heart.
"If you're unwilling to live for yourself, then live for me."
Docker looked at me with confusion.
He gently pushed my hand away, reminding me. "Miss Chloe, I'm only protecting you temporarily. Tomorrow, I'll return to Mr. Monford."
I was accustomed to his rejections.
He truly was fiercely loyal, akin to a dog. Once he chose someone to protect, he gave everything to his master.
And I needed that loyalty!
"I want you. I don't just want you to follow my orders. I want your body, including your heart!"
I trailed my fingers across his chest.
As soon as I said it, I boldly jumped into the pond.
Docker momentarily stunned, swiftly followed him into the pond.
Under the water, I closed my eyes, pretending to be in pain, knowing that Docker wouldn't suspect deception. He wrapped his arms around me, kissed my lips, sharing oxygen.
He fell for it!
I deepened the kiss, demanding more intensity.
Once he realized my prank, he grew angry and attempted to push me away. Holding him firmly, I forced him to stay underwater.
Angry, he retaliated. He bit my lip, signaling pain.
Refusing to be dominated, I bit his lip. Soon, our lips were bleeding from the bites.
I wanted to continue, but I sensed Docker struggling. Additionally, we were making too much noise. Someone was approaching.
I grabbed Docker's clothes and swam to the pond's edge. In the darkness, we hurried back to my room, avoiding being seen.
"Haha, that was so thrilling! How foolish of them not to notice us."
I laughed heartily, but Docker remained serious.
"Miss Chloe, you're quite the swimmer!"
He was upset with me for pretending to drown underwater.
I looped my arm around his neck, "There are other talents I possess. Would you like to find out?"
I sensually licked my lips, locking eyes with him.
I gestured towards his clothes. "Your clothes are all wet. Would you like to take a shower and change into something dry before heading out?"
His Adam's apple bobbed up and down, a sign of nervousness.
He didn't push me away, indicating he wanted to stay.
Since he didn't refuse, I decided to make a more direct proposition.
I kissed his lips again.
My kisses traveled from his chin to his neck, then to his ear.
"Assist me in undressing. I want to shower with you."
Docker looked down at me with desire in his eyes.
There's no way he would reject the advances of an attractive woman.
"Yes, Miss Chloe."
With strength, he roughly tore my nightdress into pieces. It joined my underwear on the floor.
His large hands were rubbing vigorously against my breasts.
I let out a moan and leaned into his embrace. As I regained some sobriety, I took off his shirt and reached for his belt.
"What's wrong? "
"I'll take care of it."
Docker eases his grip on my waist, undoes his belt, and removes his pants and underwear.
He embraces me, and I leap up, wrapping my thigh around his waist. His large hand rests on my hips as he kisses me on the lips, guiding me into the bathroom.
The bathtub in the bathroom is filled with hot water, prepared by Mary before I went to find Docker.
Docker and I enter the tub simultaneously, causing the water to quickly rise and overflow.
We don't have much time. My hand is in Docker's hair, and he's sucking on my nipple.
"Ah... Suck hard...It's so comfortable... The other side also needs your kiss..."
Docker is a very obedient dog. He kisses wherever I tell him to. His lips slid from my chest to my flat lower belly and then to my most private pussy.
"Touch it with your fingers. Be gentle. I'm afraid of pain."
"All right."
Docker pushed two fingers away from my labia, his index finger gently rubbing the red and swollen clitoris.
He seemed to know how to please a woman, and his fingers were flexible enough to knead my clitoris, while his other hand began to rub my vagina.
"Aha... Go in there and stick me... I want your fingers..."
Docker heard me groan and immediately did as I told him.
"Keep rubbing my clitoris... Don't let it go... Stick it in with your other hand..."
He was worried that I would be uncomfortable, and carefully put in a finger. I had already run a lot of water, and when he went in it was just warm and wet and very slippery.
Docker put in another finger and began to pick at it. There was a thin cocoon on his hand, scraping the flesh in my vagina and making a cooing sound.
The clitoris was aroused to stand up, and the big, bad hand began to press and knead my clitoris again, making my eyes misty-eyed, my legs trembling, and my neck held high.
I was hot and wet, and my vagina was watery like I was incontinent. As the pleasure on the clitoris grew stronger, I bit my lower lip, frowned, and squeezed Docker's hand in my vagina.
"Aha... It's so nice..."
This is just the beginning.
With a wrenching pain, I opened my mouth wide and gasped for air.
Docker's cock is in!