A good man
Amaya’s POV
The best date I have ever been on, Adric is so sweet and nice, we just got to his house. The movie date was nice, I didn’t even know why I followed him back home I don’t normally do this on the first date
Speaking of first date it’s been a while since I went on that, after I broke up with Adam. I never thought I would be able to move past him, I didn’t give him a reason behind the breakup, and he did try to call and text but after a couple of months he stopped, I wish he would find it in his heart to forgive him. I know I broke him and I’m the process I ended up breaking myself.
I can say I’m healed now, I haven’t seen Adam for a long time, I haven’t even thought about it until today, something about going on a date made me remember him.
Fuck. I did love him.
I recall when I left Adam, I didn’t leave my room for a month Chanel and my parents were so worried about me, that I didn’t each much. I had to fight every temptation to call or text him to apologize, I pushed away the love of my life.
I stared at Adric who had a smile on his face, he asked me to wait. I wonder what else he is planning, if I know something about dates it always ends up in sex and I’m at his home and I know we would have sex. Just like every other man wants after a first date
I actually want to do it, it’s the last time I’m ever going to see him I will make sure of that. I’m not sure if he likes me or if he is doing all these things to get into my pants but either way, I won’t stick around for long to find out the truth.
He came back wearing shorts and a shirt.
Sexy, my subconscious says which made me smile.
“You can change into something more comfortable.” He says.
“I don’t have any clothes.”
“Just go upstairs, first room by the left.”
I didn’t know what he meant by that but by the time I got there I figured maybe he wanted me to be naked and he would come meet me but it wasn’t what I expected.
The room was beautiful and spacious, it had black wallpapers and the pieces of furniture were white complimenting the black aura in the room, a small beautiful carpet in the center of the room, and right against the carpet was a king-sized bed, I strolled toward it when I noticed something kept on it.
He had clothes laid for me on the bed, it was my size.
“Is he giving me another woman’s clothes?”
“I wouldn’t do that.” I hear a voice from behind.
Fuck I thought I said that in my head.
No, you didn’t, my subconscious says.
Shut up.
“I’m sorry about that.”
“No worries, get changed.” He says and left the room.
He didn’t want to touch me, and I felt a bit annoyed, I assumed him inviting me into his house and asking me to change into his room was all going to lead to us having sex but it wasn’t as much as I thought.
I freshened up and got changed, when I got down, there was a blanket on the couch and pillows, and he had candles around the room.
Oh, he wants to do it on the couch.
“More movie.” I chuckle.
“More like a series.”
“Vampire dairies.”
I’m one the few persons who have never watched Vampire Diaries, I know I’m weird but when I don’t like watching movies/series that everyone is so hyped up about, it’s a bit annoying, and by the time it wasn’t hyped anyone I never got the time to watch it.
“You are going to love it.”
He moves over and I sit beside him.
We were on our third episode and he hasn’t made a move to touch me.
“Do you find me attractive?” I find myself asking, he paused the TV. He looked a bit confused about why I suddenly asked the question.
“You haven’t attempted to touch me.”
He laughed when I said that.
“I like you Amaya and I want to spend time with you. I want to know more about you and believe me I’m restraining myself from touching you because I respect you.”
“I don’t want you to feel the only reason I asked you on a date is to sleep with you, believe it, not I actually just want to spend time with you.”
No one has ever said that to me,
“I-I- you don’t have to say anything, Amaya.” He says and I smile.
Adric is an angel. All night I thought I wanted to have sex with him, I wanted him to touch me but after what he said I realized I didn’t want any of that.
He listens, he is nice. He knows how to make a woman smile. He knows how to make a woman happy, he deserves better so much more than a sick person.
I know I can’t stay with him, I know I can’t be with him just like he wants me to, he wanted me to sleep which I agreed to because I planned on leaving the next morning even before he woke up, I didn’t bother saying all the crap on nor sharing a bed, it’s not we would be having sex so I agreed to sharing a bed, I would hate to kick him out of his room.
Adric likes me and it’s bad, I don’t want him to like him, fuck I don’t want to like him but I find myself getting drawn to him more and more.
A warm hand on my stomach brings me out of my thoughts, he pulls me closer to his chest resting his head on my back.
Fuck.
A bunch of butterflies erupt from my stomach, I never felt like this for anyone not even for Adam.
That night was the first time in a while I slept without worries in my head, I slept without having negative thoughts of maybe I wouldn’t be awake.
I’m sorry Adric I have to leave but it’s for your good.