Chapter 7

“Wow, Damian,” I managed to say, “that was amazing.”

I could hear the smile in his voice when he said, “I’m glad you enjoyed it.” He very carefully put my shorts back into place. His next words were so shocking, they immediately pulled me out of my orgasmic bliss. “You should probably get going now, Emma.”

I sat up quickly not understanding what he was saying. He wanted me to leave? But we hadn’t even had sex yet! He was supposed to pop my cherry and make me his. He was supposed to pump me so full of his seed that I’d be pushing his baby out in nine months. I hadn’t planned on ever going back home after today. How in the hell had my plan so thoroughly backfired?

“What do you mean?” I asked him. “Aren’t you going to fuck me?”

Damian avoided my gaze and said, “You have no idea what you’re asking me to do, Emma.”

“Don’t you want me?” I asked him.

He looked at me then. He eyes darted over me, looking from my roller skates to my shorts with the wet stain over my pussy to my open sports bra with my bare tits on display with my nipples still rock hard and then finally to my face. There was such longing in his eyes, and I didn’t understand why he was holding back.

“More than you’ll ever know, Emma, and that’s why you need to leave.”

“But, Damian,” I said, reaching for him, but he cut me off by grabbing onto my waist and setting me down on his kitchen floor. While I got my balance, he grabbed onto my sports bra, letting his thumbs linger on my nipples one last time before zipping me up.

“I don’t understand,” I said, willing myself to not cry.

“I’m your boss, Emma, and I’m old enough to be your dad. I’m more than twice your age for fuck’s sake!” He raked a hand through his hair angrily and added, “You’re completely off limits to me.”

“Really?” I couldn’t help asking. I could tell he was getting angry, but I was pretty pissed myself. “Because it didn’t seem like I was off limits when you had your face shoved in my pussy!”

When he spoke next, his voice was level and there was a hardness to it that didn’t match what I was seeing in his eyes. “Well, I figured it was the least I could do since you’re so hard up you’re stuck masturbating in hallways.”

My face felt like it was on fire as embarrassment like I’d never felt rushed over me. Before I could even ask, Damian said, “I have security cameras, Emma.” His voice softened, but I could no longer bring myself to look at him. “I shouldn’t have carried you inside, and I definitely shouldn’t have touched you. I think we just need to forget this happened and go on as normal. I’m your boss and the guy who just happens to live down the street from you…the much older guy, and you’re the off-limits girl who works for me.”

“But I want to be with you,” I said, hoping my voice didn’t sound as pathetic to his ears as it did to mine.

“You’re just a kid, Emma. You don’t know what the hell you want.”

“Yes, I do,” I countered, meeting his eyes. “I want you.”

“Like I said before, you have no idea what you’re asking.” He scrubbed a hand over his face, and I knew he was frustrated, but all I could think about was how every movement made his muscles dance beneath his skin, and I remembered how good his mouth had felt on me, making my face heat up for another reason.

“Stop looking at me like that,” he said.

“Like what?”

“Like you want me to fuck you.”

“But I do want you to fuck me.”

He sighed and leaned against his counter, folding his arms across his chest. “Did you know I had a beer with your dad last week?”

The shock must have shown on my face because he said, “Yeah, I know your dad, Emma. He was walking your dog, and I was out working on the yard. He stopped and started asking me what kind of edger I used. We got to talking, and I liked him so much I offered him a beer.” He let out another long sigh, “I shared a beer with your dad, and then I brought his daughter inside my house and ate her pussy.”

“Well, his daughter really liked it, if that counts for anything,” I said with a smile.

The look he gave me stilled my smile. It was such a look of anguish and longing, and it cut me to my core. “I need you to leave. Please, Emma.”

I knew he wasn’t going to give in today, so with as much dignity as I could muster, I turned around and skated to the front door, closing it softly behind me. This wasn’t the end of my plan, I reminded myself as I skated home, this was merely a bump in the road.

Damian wasn’t going to be able to deny his feelings forever.