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Chapter 2: I Wish To Be Her

Chapter 2: I Wish To Be Her

Angelia

The gorgeous brunette lady knocked twice on the dark door and some opened the door. With a few extra steps, I was inside. Following her, she walked towards another woman standing off to the side and talking to a man. This woman was older, with leather everything. Thigh high boots, in leather, a body suit in leather and gloves in what also looks like leather.

"Lady Jolene, I have a new one, would you show her around and inform her on how to run things here?" She said with so much respect but as she turned to look at me, her eyes once again showed signs of judgment.

What was her problem? What could she possibly judge me off? It couldn't be because I was considering joining, not with her working here. That would have been a double standard.

"Of course, Adanna. I will take good care of her." She said and looked at me with warmth, the complete opposite Adanna had and it immediately put me at ease or at least a little. Adanna gave her nod before moving back to the door and out of sight.

"Hello, dear. What is your name?" Jolene asked, the man I had seen her talking to was long gone.

"Angelia, Lady?" I didn't mean for it to sound like a question but I was unsure as to how to address her.

"Lady is completely fine." She chuckled.

"Is it your first time in a Bdsm club?"

"Yes, I had always wanted to try but I have been gathering up the courage." I admitted as I looked around, taking in all I could see from here and not wanting to miss a single thing.

"It is completely understandable to be nervous your first time, everyone is. It can be a frightening thing to step out of your comfort zone and try something new, some come with friends or partners which helps them explore while also having someone to hold their hands." She started walking and I followed her.

"I don't…I am not really open but my sexual desire with my friends and I don't have a partner."

The room was dimly lit with a purplish glow and I could see everything clearly but it made the setting more sensual, as if offered a sense of privacy in the midst of a crowd. I could hear her speak, without the music drowning out her voice. As I took in the view, I couldn't help but feel giddy. The nervousness was temporarily forgotten and we went by someone in the middle of a play with people standing around to watch.

A man hung from a cross, like many I had read about while a woman circled him with a whip. I could hear the smack as she hit him and his groans of either pleasure or pain or probably both. He was completely naked and from where I stood, I could see red marks on different parts of him. His dick was hard and leaking of precum.

"It is called a scene, those are two of our frequent members and they love the cross. As you can see by the marks on him, there are places she won't hit. Ribs among other things because it can bruise them. You never want to have a Dom who doesn't know his stuff, he or she could cause you serious harm."

I must have stopped walking because she had to backtrack a little as she explained what was going on. I tried to look at the scene in front of me but I couldn't help, it was pornographic and an interesting one to see. I couldn't help but feel aroused at the show they were putting on for the silent watchers.

"I forgot to ask, are you a Dom or a sub or maybe be a sex slave?" She asked as I motioned for us to continue our walk.

"Definitely not a sex slave." I gasped, unprepared for the mention of being a slave.

"I am a sub, at least that is what attracted me when it comes to Bdsm. I want someone to take control of me in bed, only in bed." My eyes scanned the room, wanting to see everything at once.

I heard her chuckle as she led me to another section, this one had a woman on a pedestal, her hands and feet hog-tied with the rope attached to the ceiling. She was completely naked, except for the blindfold over her eyes. It was weird to see another woman in nude in real life but not as weird as I thought it would be. I couldn't help but envision myself in her position, tied up and helpless while the man could do whatever he wanted to me.

I could feel slick wetness seeping from my pussy, soaking my panties as I continued to watch. The scene was the most erotic thing I had ever seen, not even my favorite porn could measure to seeing the real thing. I was jealous as the Dom by her side used a feather to stroke her inner thighs, her stomach clenched from the sensation. Fuck, l wanted to feel what she felt, to do what she did. I wanted to be her.

This was the reason why I am here, to experience it for myself and I hoped I didn't have to wait long until I could participate in this kind of delicious kink.

"There is nothing wrong with being a sex slave but it is not for everyone. I wouldn't advise anyone new to the community to try it out right away. Start with something less intense, ease yourself into it." She nodded towards the scene in front of us.

New beginners might see this as something easy to start with but it isn't always so. It takes a lot to let someone tie you up and place a blindfold on you. You have to trust your Dom and know he or she would do what you could handle and nothing more. It can take a while to build up that trust and right now, he is teasing her senses." She paused and looked at me before continuing.

"A stroke of feather can be felt more clearly when your sight is taken away and the same can be said for taste. You don't want to know what to expect, so your body is more attuned to that feeling or taste." She explained, I could understand what she meant and I found the thought thrilling. I wanted to try that out.

Fuck, there is so many things I wanted to try out and I couldn't wait to start.

"Whenever you are ready, I will show you where the bar is. I remembered how exciting it was the first few times I watched scenes, so we didn't have to hurry." She said.

I could see that she meant it and would happily let me watch a while longer. I could always come back if I wanted to watch some more and I had a feeling I would come back. I wanted to see more, I wanted more of everything. I wanted to explore.

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