Like my touch?

[Ragnar’s pov]

My blood boiled upon seeing Jade in my room, despite my constant reprimandings she does this often. It isn’t like I am not aware of her feelings and the attraction she had towards me. But I cannot fulfil her wishes because there is someone else I love. Blaire. Another omega wolf like Jade.

I still remember the day when I bought her as payment. The meek and timid girl who was terrified of me when she came here. I did not like the way Jade reacted to me, it was evident that she was utterly frightened of me. From day one I tried my best to make her comfortable but it seemed lady luck was not on my side.

Jade never trusted my words nor did she believe that I was not going to use her body for my own pleasure. And then one day I met Blaire in one of the notoriously known bars. It was the very day I was fucking Blaire in my room when Jade came inside. My wolf immediately smelled her as my mate but it was too late.

I had already given my word to Blaire and could not take them back despite knowing that Jade was my mate. My promise of marrying Blaire weighed more than Jade being my rightful mate because I didn't love her. Blaire was the one towards whom my heart was attracted. She was the one who could move my heart like a teenager.

Upon seeing her in my room I was not able to keep myself calm. I had specifically instructed her to stay away from my eyes, she could stay in the house but not appear in front of me. When I spotted Jade sneakily leaving my room with Blaire’s panties in the bucket I could not help myself. After all, I owned her by every possible means. As long as she was alive, she belonged to me.

Things were still under my control until she intentionally tripped while clutching at my robe. When will women learn that men know all their possible tactics now? I could not help but shake my head when she stared at my dick. I am not the type of person who would fuck every hole on his way but something did happen. Fuck the mate bond and its effects!

When I saw her sitting there on the floor with her face right under my dick I could not fathom how it would feel inside her mouth. The way Jade looked at me was seductive enough to make me get carried away. I could not keep myself in place and when she immediately stood up to run from the scenario I grabbed her.

My hands reflexively clutched her neck to stop Jade from leaving my room. I could not understand why did it itch me that she was running away from me. The feeling this time was overwhelming, I had never felt like this before, my wolf became out of control and wanted to pin her down. No matter how hard and for how long I denied, Jade was my mate and that was the utmost truth.

“Please, leave me.” I heard Jade pleading to me when she squirmed under my clutches. It was the moment I realised how strong my grip was around her neck. I pulled her back inside the room and released her silhouette. A terrified woman stood in front of me and stared at me. She was frightened and her body started trembling under my intense angry staring.

I was unsure how to respond to that look but something inside me felt guilty. Despite multiple efforts I did not want to admit that her presence affected me. Jade immediately stepped backwards as I moved closer. Her expressions pained me that she was still afraid of me. As much as, I wanted her to see me as her mate, I had never given her any possible reason to do so.

“Please forgive me, I was just cleaning. I…I will vanish from your sight immediately. Please forgive me, alpha.” I did not want her to leave my room but at the same time I could not stand the way she reacted to me. Jade moved to the side and was about to reach the room when I grabbed her wrists. How dare she leave the room when I was talking to her? Although, it absolutely made me feel bad that she was not even slightly attracted towards me let alone being comfortable around me.

Within one swift movement I pushed her against the wall. Jade could not react to my supernatural speed and strength. My face was right in front of hers as we both stared into each other’s eyes. I could feel something inside me, the emotions were completely new. It was something similar to what I had felt for Blaire once when I was fucking her. But the trigger was still imagining Jade’s face when I was inside her.

“But I don’t want you to vanish!” I would have never spoken that in my sane mind but something overcame my senses. Perhaps it was lust or something else but at that moment I wanted her. And I could not let Jade go away from my sight, no doubt my words confused her as they should have.

“What...what are you talking about?” Jade confronted me wide eyed, I was well aware that she might not have expected any such thing from me. I was fully aware of her changing expressions and those tears which crawled down her cheeks in horror. Somewhere deep down I felt good each time when I saw her trembling and begging me. But gradually things changed and my feelings towards her grew different.

“You know exactly what I am talking about. Isn’t that why you played all that trick?” I threw all the blame on her to conceal my urge for taking her down. How could I, alpha Ragnar accept that I was drawn to a wolfless girl. That would stain my reputation heavily but at the same time I wanted Jade.

I leaned in towards the side of her neck, her breath fell over my cheek making me excited. The way her body reacted towards my touch assured me that I might have my way with her. Jade’s breathing grew heavier upon feeling my hand over her thigh and my knuckles tracing inwards. And I absolutely loved the way her body was reacting, the look on her face was satisfying. Confused. Terrified.

I could feel her body reacting how I wished, though she still resisted by touch. “Please, don’t do this. I…I am sorry, alpha.” Jade began crying which I absolutely did not like, neither did I ever understand why she was not accepting the truth. I glanced at her while Jade was tucked to the wall with her eyes closed. Having her at my desired position and helpless with me, made me happy as I could have her however I liked.

Her antics were beyond my understanding as I assumed that she would have liked being touched by me. But the situation seemed to be something else, it enraged me and I did not stop instead leaned in and licked her earlobe. Jade shuddered and snapped open her eyes but avoided my gaze. How could she do that to me knowing that she belonged to me! Was she defying authority over her? Was she disobeying me?

“I can already smell the scent coming from your thighs.” I pushed her against the wall gently this time, while disliking the way she even avoided looking at me. “Quit the pretence that you dislike being touched by me.” I spat in frustration and disappointment. Not that I was expecting her to be truthful, that she liked being touched by me. But I assumed that at least her body would be truthful to me.