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I needed to see you, and I don't care what the madness is part II

I gasped when he brought his face closer to mine and pressed our lips together for a while. Jordan asked for passage with his tongue and I gave in. He deepened our kiss with intensity, making me gasp into his mouth. I placed my hands on his arms and got closer to him. I had never felt this before, our kiss was unlike any other, and I'm sure of that.

At a slow pace, without separating our mouths, we walked carefully into the room, and soon I felt something soft beneath me, Jordan had laid me down on the bed and with that our kiss became more urgent, it was as if I needed air to breathe. Live, as if I depended on their lips under mine. The lack of air arrived and so, we ended the kiss with a few kisses at the end.

“You’re crazy, what if my dad was here?” I said, lying on his chest.

“If I didn’t come here, I would freak out Julie.” he says.

“How did you know she would be alone?” I asked.

“Sophie called me, said her father had brought the trip forward,” he said. I raised my head to look into his eyes.

“Uncle Paul? Did he go with my father?” I found it strange because Sophie's father never traveled with Dad.

“From what she said, yes. But it wasn’t to talk about them that I came here.” he says and touches my face, giving me a quick peck.

"No? Then you can tell me.” I said, smiling.

“I don’t even know where to start,” he says.

“Allow me to speak, then I will be your greatest listener.” I spoke and nodded.

"All good," he said softly.

“Jordan, you have no idea what I felt when I saw you standing there talking. I don't know why the hell that happened, but my heart couldn't come out because it was beating so much. I looked at every detail of you, even from afar, and when you looked at me catching me in the act, it left me so embarrassed and completely in shock when I noticed you heading towards me. Then that girl appeared and kissed him, making me feel bad, you know? I tried to remove that scene from mine, and try to banish that feeling of unhappiness. After all, I'm just Julie, a girl who is a prisoner in her own house and isn't even allowed to do whatever she wants with her life. What would you want with me, right? All of this went through my head and it was so frustrating. But soon after that, goofy Sophie introduces me to whom? You! How fate likes to play with people, right? Who would have thought?” I say, and he smiles as he watches me.

“Fate plays incredible tricks. But the moment I looked at you, it was when I felt something bothering me to look in that direction, in your direction. You were so charming that day and took my breath away. When I decided to go to you, that crazy woman appeared and grabbed me as if we were something, and we weren't, just to make it clear to you. So when I went looking for you, I didn't find you until our best friend showed up and introduced you to me, making me happy as hell and, you have no idea how much good that did for me. It's all so strange, we met yesterday, and we're already doing crazy things just to be able to feel each other's presence, and you had better prepare yourself.” he said, and I looked at him.

“Get ready? Why?" I asked.

“Because now you are part of me, and you will never leave my side.” I looked deeper into his eyes and kissed him.

He lay down facing me, and we talked about our lives, trying to get to know each other a little better. He made a lot of jokes and told his jokes again. I told him things that only Sophie knew, and he told me things that no one knew.

Our lives fit together in a way that my father was interconnected in everything that happened. We always reached a point where he was in the middle. Actually, he and Joe. Well, Jordan told me the whole story regarding Joe. How bad he was and how dirty my father was to have him by his side. Mom must have died of heartbreak, I was sure of that.

After hours of talking and exchanging caresses, we talked so much that we didn't even notice the hours passing, and we ended up falling asleep.

Jordan woke up when the sun was almost out and, after that, he didn't sleep anymore. I kept thinking about the few hours we had and how they felt like days and maybe even years. When it was already ten o'clock, Sophie arrived, and we talked about everything that happened yesterday.

“I'm happy friend, yesterday Jordan came here. He is completely crazy.” I said, laughing.

“And what happened, tell me?” she said, pouting.

“He climbed up the wall of my room and kissed me.” I said when I remembered, smiling like a fool.

“Oh my God Julie! What a beautiful thing.” my friend said and hugged me.

“I’m really happy so, really,” I confess.

“You’ll be even happier knowing that we’re going out as a couple tomorrow night,” she says.

“You know I can’t,” I said.

“That’s why I asked my father to speak to yours, father.” she says, smiling.

“Don’t tell me that…” I said.

“Your father gave permission for you to spend just one night at home, under the extreme supervision of my mother” she says, “But my dear mother, said that her mouth would be a tomb and that we should enjoy it.” she finishes.

“I can’t believe this” my eyes filled with tears. “Is it serious?” I asked, just to be sure.

“Totally serious,” she says.

A while later, Sophie helped me get to the front garden of the house. Then she went inside to distract my father's security guards. I sat on the bench there and waited for him. Being there was strange and good. My father had told me that he had made all this, the garden, for me. He and Mom planned everything when she was pregnant. So that was the only place he would let me stay. My mind was going so far at that moment. I was trying to remember my mother, but I couldn't. I took a deep breath, and it was then that I felt someone put a hand on my shoulder. I turned and smiled, it was him.

"Hey," I said, and I put a strand of hair behind my ear and looked down.

“It seems like there are days when I don’t see her,” he said, and sat down next to me.

“It was only hours, right?” I say and comes over and gives me a long kiss.

"Exactly. What did you think so much?” question next.

“Nothing much” I said. “I was just trying to remember mom.” I told him.

"It achieved?" I wanted to know.

“Not at all, but what do you do? I was little and Dad said her death was traumatic for me, so I don’t remember much.” I told him.

“I imagine it would be quite complicated,” she says and pulls me to lay on her lap.

"And is. Jordan?” I call him.

"Say." he says.

“What was your mother like?” I asked and he stayed silent for a while.

“It was beautiful! She had the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen in my life. She was dark-skinned, had straight hair, and was very short. Miss Ellen, she was the best mother in the world.” he said excitedly.

“She really was beautiful. When I close my eyes I can imagine it. What about her father and her brothers?” I talked with him.

“My father is tall, blond and has some tattoos, and let me tell you the guy is handsome too” I laughed at him. “Zac is my younger brother, he is the faithful copy of my father, Jhenny is the same. He is super handsome, good and there is Suzan. She is an incredible person and helped my father overcome the loss of my mother,” he says.

“I wanted to meet them,” I said.

“One day you will meet them,” it says.

Jordan and I talked for a long time and got to know each other even more. He revealed to me what he was doing and that he really intended to get out of it. It was already getting dark when he received a call that made him a little nervous.

“Hello?... Yes, take him there... What? Will you allow him to face you? I don't want to know, I need concrete information. Alright, I’ll be there in a bit, bye Ryan.” He ended the call and felt the tension coming from him. Jordan at that moment wasn't my Jordan, he was different. In his gaze I saw anger overflowing, whatever had happened. Looking at him like that reminded me of someone I was afraid of.

“I need to go, Julie,” he said.

“Oh, okay!” I didn't even know what to say to him.

"See you later." he said, looking at me deeply and kissed me, leaving immediately in a hurry without even looking back.

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