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Chapter 10

Audrey was very surprised to find a man who suddenly came and appeared in her room. But then she realized when she saw his face, this man was not an ordinary human so he could indeed come wherever he wanted. Audrey finished making her bed then turned to look at the man with a face that she made as normal as possible.

"What brings you here again?"

Aldrick tugged at the corners of his lips even though he knew that he was currently being shameless. It was just that he was doing something that was in accordance with his heart, Aldrick just wanted to be close to this woman because only Audrey could revive the spirit in him that had despaired.

"I'm very jealous of your current life, a life that I can't have because I'm shackled in that clan. I can't be as free as you to do anything, it's so sad," he said making Audrey sigh softly.

"You are powerful, Alpha." Audrey said as she walked over to the table and got some water. "If someday your clan is safe and there are no more problems, you can do whatever you want. You can marry any woman you want, you can enjoy your life freely. No one will dare to bother you, nor will you have any trouble looking after your children. You can do everything without anyone rioting."

Aldrick was silent but his hand still accepted the glass of water that Audrey gave him. He looked at the water and found that it was no ordinary water, there was a crystal that seemed to be very sparkling in it and it let him know that there was a treatment that Audrey was doing for him.

"What does this mean?"

Audrey smiled and sighed. "Your body lost the energy to re-form the clan that was destroyed. I'm just giving you a little bit of magic power so that you can recover. I want you to live peacefully in front of him with your followers and your people, I want you to have a happier and more fulfilling life. I know that you have been struggling all this time, I know that you are unable to do anything for yourself.

"You have lived a regimented life since childhood and you grew up with a selfish nature because you were so tired of the oppression you felt. Moon Goddess has ordained many things and I can understand why you are resisting. I am not a woman worthy of your love because no one can be forced at all in this matter. You have a heart and you choose your own partner, because that is a very useful thing for you. You and I won't be together in the future so you should be able to live your life better and find a woman who fits your type."

Aldrick placed the glass on the table then took Audrey's hand and grasped it gently.

"Can you not say those words? I know, my mistake in the past was to waste as if I were the one who suffered the most. Even though you also experienced it as a woman who had to accept your partner without you being able to choose at all. I've regretted it as much as I can since the past few days and I know that I was at fault in this matter. Can you go home and come with me, I really want to resume my old life," he said hopefully while Audrey had already smiled softly and released Aldrick's hand from hers.

"What kind of old life? Was it when you married me with false love and confession? You said I would be the queen in your palace, but then you had an affair right in front of me and I was asked to organize all the wars and keep the palace from being destroyed. You left with your mistress without caring about the wars within the clan. I was the one desperately trying to survive while making medicine and helping treat the soldiers' wounds.

"You're repeating the same thing? I can't do that anymore because I have a limit to my strength and right now my strength isn't even as strong as it used to be. If I had stayed as strong as I was then it would have been a great convenience for you, but it can no longer be because I gave half and half of my strength to the clan in order to win the battle. I also had to give birth and raise your son with a human identity, which I had to do so that he could live well until he grew up. And it used up the other half of my power to be able to do all that and make her a normal child in general.

"I can't do the same thing as before over and over again. Maybe you can but you have to make an offering to the heavens and when I die you ask me to keep being reborn as Luna.

With that said, I will tell you, I am available to live that kind of life over and over again even into the next life."

Audrey's long-winded speech left Aldrick at a loss for words. It was true, a woman who had been hurt and disappointed would not easily be able to accept what had hurt her again.

"If you do something very well, isn't it a very easy thing? Maybe I laughed too much yesterday and had to sacrifice yourself to stop the war. You were doing something very beautiful together with Emely. I interrupted you guys, because the yard ended, I left, Emely left you. I was so bad for not waiting until you guys poured a lot of hope and got married. I can't repeat the same thing but I try to apologize. I ruined your relationship."

Aldrick sighed as he knew that it would be a waste to keep talking about this without any resolution. "This woman has already been disappointed and has a hard time accepting it so even if I'm very bad at anything she will never cry or never want to get back with me no. I just need to knock on the door of her heart. I just need to knock on the door of her heart a little bit because maybe that would be more useful but I also don't know how I should make them come back to me. How am I supposed to figure that out when it's not necessarily welcome either."

Aldrick sighed while Audrey was already smiling.

"We are indeed an eternal couple in the books and prophecies. But it wouldn't hurt if we changed a bit of that even if we're going to be punished. You only live once and after you die, you might as well not be incarnated. It's not as easy as you think and there are a lot of difficulties here. So when you get a real life, it's better to enjoy life because only then can you feel the pleasure of the world."

After saying those words Audrey walked out of the room because she was going to see her son. She didn't want him to be awake and listening to them talk but he still looked so beautiful smiling as he got into bed.

"I better make breakfast so he can eat right away. Hopefully that man has gone home and has no intention of lingering here."

Audrey was cooking seriously and was unknowingly noticed by Aldrick who was standing with a transparent body said to be visible to anyone. He looked at his wife's face, looking quite understanding and managed to be a good mother.

"Why should I waste her? Why didn't I love and take care of her all this time? Wherever I go, why doesn't anyone know?"

Aldrick let out a long sigh of relief as he walked towards his sleeping son still in shadow form so no one could see him. This was a shadow technique created by Aldrick himself. Because it was all thin and light but no one could see him if he had used that shadow. He should be able to kill people he doesn't want easily but he's mah because of this original negotiation, he's involving the human world and you're involving the Wolf world?

"I still firmly believe that one day you will become my wife again. At that time I promise, if I can I will give everything to you and to the people who teach. In the future, what you want can definitely become my wife because there are no significant obstacles because everything is mostly different from the past. You are my wife forever as well."

Aldrick looked at his son's peaceful face. This boy was so much like him and it made him know without being told. That this child was his son who had done something special. He knew that through his son he could have Audrey, but not her heart.

She would have objected strongly and Aldrick didn't want to use this method but he would still give his son love even if he didn't know how to do it.

"I will still give you care and love, by protecting you and making sure you live well in this world. In the meantime, I will let you be here with your mother. Your mother needs healing for the past wounds that you have created but I promise that I will soon make her my wife and queen again. I will also feel to love her with everything I have. I promise, I will try to love you..."

Aldrick sighed and smiled at his son's face. He could not promise anything but he would try his best to get these two people back.

This time it was not to heal the wounds and curse given by the moon Goddess, but only to gain life and happiness because right now Aldrick needed just that.

He needs someone who will continue to take care of him. His past betrayals and crimes would be redeemed this once, with everything if he could.

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