Chapter 12
Jennifer
That night I couldn’t sleep I was tossing and turning the whole night. If it wasn’t Kyle’s words that kept on coming back to haunt me telling me ‘I’m not worth anything, no one will want me, they will always just want me for my dad’s money’ it was Mr. Tall dark and Handsome flogging me. I would hear all the cruel things Kyle would say and then I’ll wake up then it was tossing and turning again until I fell asleep but then I’ll be back at the club in Sir’s arms and then he will flog me, I wanted so much to give him my submission but just as I was about to, I’ll wake up again. By 3 am I gave up all hope of sleeping I got up and got ready for work by the time Eleanor gets into work I’ll be done with all my cupcakes. I drove my Audi to my bakery I went in through the back. I put the music on and started on my cupcakes. While I was baking, I was thinking how ‘fucking awesome’ I’m going to look with all the bags under my eyes, yes I can be sarcastic to. I have the best dress to wear but I’ll look dead on my feet. Well, it was just an outing with my dad not a date or something but I will make an effort not to look tired, dad won’t like it if I look tired. I decided to make an appointment at the spa just to get a treatment then they can do my hair and makeup as well. Hopefully they can hide the tiredness. At 4:30 am I heard keys in the door when Eleanor opened the door, she was shocked to find me there already doing icing none the less.
“Morning child what time where you here?” “Morning Eleanor I couldn’t sleep I’ve been here since just after 3 am.” “How are you going to get through tonight?” “I have no idea I thought I’ll go to the spa and asked them to do my makeup and perhaps try to hide these dark puffy eyes of mine.” “You can try Jenn but I’m sorry to say you look very tired. Did you get a dress?” “Jeez thank you Eleanor. Yes I did the most beautiful dress I’ve ever seen, shoes and a clutch bag but know I’m not going to look great in it.” “Why couldn’t you sleep?” “Kyle” was all I said I’m definitely not going to tell her about Mr. Tall Dark and Handsome. “Oh Jenn.” Was all she could say. We baked up a storm, at 9 am I opened the doors for our regulars. When the rush was over, I quickly made an appointment at the spa I was very lucky to get an appointment. After the lunch time rush, I said goodbye to Eleanor and went to the spa. When I arrived at the spa, they were ready for me with a mimosa and took me straight to the back. Sometimes when you give your surname you get special treatment, I’m embarrassed to say I used my surname.
Romeo
I was in a foul mood since Saturday if I’m being honest, I was missing Maya. I don’t know what was going on with me I mean I’ve only played with her once. Maybe it’s because she didn’t take the phone, they always take the phone in fact they beg for it, but clearly Maya was not the same. It was Tuesday night and the night of my welcome home party to say I wanted to cancel a few times already was an understatement. I know I haven’t seen all my friends yet but couldn’t we just go for a drink at a club or something did we have to have a formal dinner at Arlo’s house, where they plotting to set me up or are they treating me like a king. In my world I am the King but they don’t know that. I’m sure they suspect I’m not all above board but they don’t have concrete evidence and it will stay like that at least I know none of them will ever have the guts to just asked me. I was going through the books for my strip club I had money I wanted to put through the books, yes in short money laundering, but I wanted to do it subtle, I saw in the calendar there was an upcoming bachelor party I decided I’ll put the money through the books that night. When I was happy with it, I sat back in my chair I was going through all the legal businesses books this morning trying to find a spot I eventually did find that spot. I was just starting to relax when my phone rang, I saw it was my cocaine supplier “Sebastian” “Romeo I need to see you.” “Why?” “I have a problem.” “Why on earth will you come to me with your problem you are my supplier that is it.” “I know Romeo but I have a problem with the next shipment.” “Fuck why didn’t you say so, when do you want to meet?” “I can only see you on Friday.” “Fuck” I almost screamed. “I take it you have plans.” “It’s fine I’ll change them. The strip club at 22:00?” I said very irritated “That will work thank you Romeo.” I wanted to throw something when I disconnected the phone, I wanted to go to the BDSM club Friday to see Maya and now I have to deal with my supplier, what the fuck? Does the universe not want us together, is that the problem?