Chapter 10 BIG MISTAKE
RIEKA POV.
I think something is wrong with me, I might be developing feelings for my husband's brother.
I don't want to feel this way, I don't like it, but I can't deny it either.
He makes me feel very safe, like I am above every pain.
He makes me feel beautiful, something my husband has never made me feel.
He makes me happy, so happy that I forget all my problems.
When he says that he wishes he met me first, my heart almost explodes with ecstasy, and when he says he loves me, I couldn't breathe, if only it was true.
'Well, it's not like he likes me like that, he's probably just being friendly, plus I am his brother wife and I am hideous, or am I not'-I think as I stare down at my reflection in the mirror.
' How could anyone consider this beautiful, my face is hideous, my scar is ugly'- I tell myself, before remembering his words.
"Your husband married you because he loves you and because you are beautiful, just like I said you are"I recall, and a broad smile creeps its way to my face.
"I am beautiful"I say to myself aloud for the first time in forever with a gigantic smile
"Thank you Gabriel, I really needed someone to tell me that"I say as I admire myself for the first time in forever .
"I got my self confidence back, thank you for that"I say as I get in bed, say a little prayer before going to sleep with a smile.
That was the most beautiful sleep, of my life. I was having the most beautiful sleep, before I hear a man calling out my name.
"Rieka, Rieka"I hear him call, as he plants soft kisses on my neck.
I try to open my eyes but I think I am delusional from sleep.
I see Gabriel, or at least an imaginary image of him.
"Gabriel"I call, and next thing I know. I feel a slap on my right cheek, which automatically clears my blur vision.
"Slut"He yells and that's when I realize that it isn't Gabriel I was seeing, it was RALPH.
"You are dreaming about having sex with my brother weren't you, he's your lover right".
He says as he slaps me again, before ripping my night dress apart.
"I am sorry"I cry, realizing the repracution of what I have done.
He then rips my underwear apart, and starts undressing.
"RALPH please, I don't want this. I am not feeling well"I cry as I scream away from him.
"Really now, but you are always feeling well for my brother right"He says angrily, as he pulls me by the leg towards him.
"Ralph please"I beseech him.
"Don't make me force you, because I will"He threatens and I am forced to give in.
He thrust into in me with all his might, as he sucks hard on my nipples, one after the other.
"Please stop Ralph"I beseech him, as I feel myself reaching orgasm.
He doesn't stop, instead he increases his thrust.
"Please Ralph stop"I say and he obliges me.
He stops what he is doing and pulls away.
At this point I am already sore, and weak from his brutal thrust, so I am extremely grateful, only for him to turn my around face first and thrust into me again, this time, harder than before as he pulls on my hair and mutter in my ear
"Does he satisfy you, as good as I do"He questions.
"What are you talking about?"I ask in tears, from the pain of him thrusts.
Having sex with Ralph has always been like a duty for me, I just have to do it, there's no pleasure in it for me.
"So, you love how big he is right. Let me show you exactly what a man with a smaller c*ck can do"He yells while still pulling on my hair and continues till I pass out.
I open my eyes to a shocking pain on my back, it was like nothing I have ever experienced, it was hot and incredibly painful, like I have been burnt with a hot material or something.
"Ouch"I shout as I wake from my slumber, only to tilt my head to the side and see him lift a hot iron off my back.
He burned me.
"Don't you dare sleep on me "He says as he pulls once again on my hair "Am I not doing anything?".
"I bet you don't sleep on Gabriel right?, slut"He says with a slap, before positioning me back for his thrust, not caring the pain I must be experiencing from the burn he gave me a few seconds ago.
"Ralph please I am in pain"I beseech him, but he's too full of himself to spare me a listening ear.
"This is what you get for being a bitch"He says as he increases his thrust, while still pulling on my hair, I try to remain awake in order to please his ego, but once again I give up the fight and dose into slumber.
I flicker my eyes open and it's morning. I am lieing face first and covering a blanket, I try to sit up right but there an unmanageable pain on my upper back, which reminds me of last night and I force myself to sit upright.
I try to reach for the burnt area, but realize it has been treated and well plastered.
Just then the door slams open and RALPH walks in.
"Babe you're up"He says excited "I was so worried "He says as he walks towards me.
"Don't touch me"I say as I hide myself behind the blanket, not that it would help if he wanted to do something, I guess it's just my sickness reacting.
"Relax, I wouldn't hurt you"He says as he goes on his knees.
"I am sorry Rieka, I didn't mean to hurt you"He says.
"Really now, are you sure about that because you always seem excited about doing it"I yell angrily.
"I know, but it's all your fault. How was I supposed to feel when I come back to make love to my wife and she calls another man's name"He complains.
"That doesn't justify what you did. You're burned me and forcefully took advantage of me, what if I died"I say in tears.
"Thank God that you didn't"He says.
"I am not going to wait ontill that finally happens Ralph"I voice.
"What are you trying to say babe"He questions confused.
"I can't continue with this marriage RALPH. You're not good for me, you only bring me pain, nothing else"I cry.
"Babe please don't do this to me, to us. I love you. I promise I am going to change"He beseech me
"I am sorry, I can't. I want a divorce"I confess "Please don't hit me "I beg immediately after my announcement as I close my eyes in fear.
"I wouldn't"He assures.
"Rieka please"he beseech me equally in tear "I promise I won't hurt you again, give me one last chance"
"You always say that, but do the same thing, again and again"I inform.
"I promise this time I will change"He cries "If I don't change, you're free to leave me"He says.
"What are you trying to say?"I ask nonplussed, RALPH was never someone to give up on something so easily.
"I am saying, I will give you the divorce, on the condition that you give me one more chance to prove myself to you "He says.