Chapter 2 Only Him
His eyes rested on me for longer than I had expected, and I somehow felt the whirl in his eyes, dark and sad.
As though there was an invisible pull, my legs eventually walked to him and I stood right in front of him.
“Hey…”
I gave him a smile but he didn’t seem to falter.
He remained emotionless.
“May I?” I motioned to the chair and he gave me the very first response, a small jerk of his head, a nod.
I sat opposite him and he watched me. The music was loud in the bar, yet the world between us kept silent.
Suddenly, I am out of words and my mind, why the hell I approached him?
My eyes wandered away to him and stopped at my friend Elle, who was still encouraging me with silent whispers.
Bravo! The reason returned and so did my senses.
He is the father we chose for my child! How can I give up without a try?
As I was close to the man now, I could see the clear features of his face, and indeed he was handsome.
Rectangular face, broad forehead, straight nose, small cheeks, wide jaw, and down-turned eyes.
The perfect look a child could get from his father with a little mixture of mine.
The bubble of happiness started to erupt inside my chest.
This man will surely do it.
Yes, I need his baby.
“You look a bit lonely…” I spoke in a low seductive voice as my hand went to my neck and slowly my fingers trails to my blouse.
His eyes followed my hand, and as he was pouring more whiskey into his glass, out of a sudden it spilled.
SPLASH!
He hissed and then took out a handkerchief to clean the whiskey which had just landed on my heels.
What kind of man would keep a handkerchief with himself all the time?
A wise and gentle one, I guess?
A sensible one?
With grace, he then wiped away the whiskey from my heels not even once touching my exposed legs.
God, that’s a plus point.
He’s not using this thing as his plus point to touch me inappropriately.
“Thanks,” I murmured, once he returned to his seat.
“So, I guess, you’re all alone tonight…” I started the conversation again, and in response, he gave another small nod.
“And so am I…” I added giving him the hint.
“And you’re surely drunk…” At last, his deep voice sounded, making my heart skip a beat for a frantic second.
“Uhmm… No, I am not…” I chewed on my lip feeling nervous. The thing I am going to ask him, I haven’t asked any men yet. But still, I have to.
There might not be any better choices than him.
“Then…” He began to say something but I cut him off.
“Would you like to spend a night with me?”
BOOM!
The time stopped between us, the man remained the same as a sculpture of stone, watching me. I tried to not show my panic, but it was hard when his eyes were piercing
into my skin.
I sensed some strange feelings from his look, dangerous and alluring.
After I don’t know how much later, he finally moved, his hands went into his pocket and he retrieved his purse.
Shame filled my face, does he think I am a prostitute?
He took out his card and then waved at the waitress which lowered my rising anger; but it soon filled with disappointment and humiliation, this means a “NO”!
He was tapping for his bill which means he is done.
And I should also be done with him now.
With a sigh, I stood from the chair and then made my way back to Elle.
“I already paid your tab, Come on…”
I heard his voice from behind me, and stopped, shocked.
I turned to face him with a raised brow while he remained calm, he stood from his place, elegantly, fixing his shirt, and then looked at me.
“Come.”
He offered me his hand and I took it.
He took me to the nearest motel, a decent one.
We stepped into the elevator, and goosebumps started to form all over my body, not because of what I am going to experience but with his eyes on me in the reflection of
the elevator door.
I am wearing a thin strap blouse with a leather skirt, my hair bounced around my shoulders and my long legs are on display complimented by the heels I am wearing.
His eyes moved from up to down and then down to up, I felt my throat getting dry from nervousness and a little twisting knot in my stomach.
Shall I tell him I am a virgin?
DING.
As the elevator stopped and the door opened, he led the way and I followed quietly. My gaze on the ground all the time, my hands eventually started to fiddle from
nervousness.
This could be a rational decision, Amy.
I kept reminding myself of my plan and he suddenly blocked my way.
“You can leave if…” He stepped away from the door as though he could see my nervousness.
Under the bright light, he looked more handsome and attractive. And at that moment, I lunged my lips on his.
And in an instant, he took control of me. His hand reached at the back of my neck stabilizing my ferocious attack; and his other hand pulled down the straps of my blouse
and then his kiss was everywhere.
On my neck, my shoulder, my breasts.
He wasn’t just kissing but biting and licking, he isn’t an ordinary kisser, he is a sensual kisser, and he made me feel each of his touches.
The twist in my knot has gone exchanged with something different, more pleasurable, I could feel the heat between my legs, yes, I am aroused.
Well aroused.
He didn’t give me a chance to tell him about my virginity. He guided me to the bed as he slowly undressed me, and then himself.
The mattress dipped with his weight, and he didn’t return his mouth to mine, instead, his hands went to hold my breasts, and then his mouth followed.
An electric jolt ran into my skin as I moaned loudly, “Oh.”
Grabbing his hair, I pulled him closer to me, closer to my heart. He teased me for a while, and then slowly crawled down to devour other parts of my body.
My muscles tighten more and more, and I find my very first release by a complete stranger, who is devouring my body like a delicious sweet.
My whole body shattered, feeling my release covering the center of my thighs.
The man sat up on his elbows crawling back on me, and as I was all worn by his skillful mouth, again, I didn’t get a chance to reveal my virginity.
But who cares?
Anyway, that has to be taken away tonight by him, only him.
“Ah…” The first thrust removes all the dizziness from my brain as pain takes over my mind.
F**k it hurts.