Chapter 4

His mind was getting more chaotic now. His brain only thought about Reyna Haque. The woman who had made him crazy and drunk in a real drunken state. Aryan did not want to miss the opportunity to feel the sensation of a second, third, or even umpteenth time to compete libido with the woman. Especially when his regular doctor had recommended this crazy thing to him. He really mobilized his men, especially Leo, to immediately find Reyna and bring her in front of him as soon as possible.

"I don't want to know, mobilize the others to find the girl! I just want her to be in front of me as soon as possible; for whatever reason, she must be found immediately."

“But.. but?"

"Do you want to get a loss from me?" His voice was high.

"Emm... no! No! Okay, I will do it as soon as possible; now I will mobilize the others to find the girl named Reyna Haque, that I mean."

"Yes, that's better, your fate is safe if you manage to find her for me. If not... You know the answer yourself."

"Yes, I understand, okay, I'll look for her soon. I'll take my leave now!" Leo left right away without waiting any longer for Aryan to go berserk because his wish was not immediately fulfilled.

Aryan immediately daydreamed. He was drowning in his ego, which was beyond reasonable limits. He understood that this was too selfish to do. But what could he do that the woman named Reyna really disturbed his brain? Aryan even had trouble sleeping for several days after he lost Reyna. It felt like life was empty but he still found a glimmer of hope that he could hold at any time. However, in fact, there was no certainty that his men would be able to find Reyna, especially in the near future, according to his wishes.

Just to satisfy the lust and curiosity that was burning made other people exhausted. This was actually not just about sex but there was another energy that was felt from his relationship with the girl. There was a feeling that was difficult to explain, even doctors couldn't describe it. Thus the doctor could only advise him to do it at least once more to feel the differences and similarities in the sensations.

This was really crazy. But Aryan and the doctor have been in a relationship for a long time for consultation. So far the doctor has never said anything bad about Aryan. Although his sex pattern is classified as hyper, there are no problems with his physical health. As for mentally, there are indeed some obstacles, one of which is Aryan's empty love tank in his childhood. That was one of the diagnoses from his regular doctor.

Aryan does need more and more physical touch and his fetish is also in the consumption of words that arouse lust to rise. The problem is in his sense of hearing and touch. As for the sense of sight, it is still normal and not easily aroused by things that contain sex. Aryan has had this problem in his life since he was nine years old.

However, he was also lulled into a phallic phase that was not widely known by other people during his childhood. This started when he was four years old. Where the point of stimulation he had begun to understand in himself. So he was lulled into that phase, especially the lack of attention in the family made him increasingly fall into the sensation of excessive sex. There was a fantasy that awoke in his soul.

"I have to get it!" Aryan muttered, which was heard by Alana, who had just opened the door to Aryan's office.

Suddenly Aryan was shocked and his daydream was shattered instantly.

"Huh, you?"

"Yes sorry, did I disturb you?"

"Didn't you knock on the door first?"

"Didn't you hear it? I knocked on the door several times earlier."

"Hmm... never mind, forget it."

"Why? Lately, you seem unusual. Is it still about that girl named Reyna again?"

Aryan glanced at Alana spontaneously. A sharp gaze and felt disturbed. Swallowing his saliva once and starting to turn his face away to get rid of the awkwardness.

"Is it true? What I said was not wrong?"

Alana continued to press and made Aryan look like a fool this time.

"Come on! Just admit it!”

Aryan was still silent in his stiffness.

"There is a beautiful virgin woman you must like," Alana whispered, her voice into Aryan's earlobe. Making Aryan blink and then turn right towards Alana's face.

"Hey, what do you mean?"

"Wait! Are you angry that I said that? Don't you like it?"

Aryan was silent for a moment then continued to say something according to what was in his mind.

"You will never know what and how I have experienced with that girl now."

Alana frowned, a sign of curiosity about the continuation of the story that Aryan would reveal later. This really made Alana unable to think. What exactly had happened between Aryan and Reyna? Until Aryan could not forget Reyna like this. There were even indications of more than just sex. It felt like something strange was happening between them. This was not only in Alana's mind apparently. But the others, including Leo, seemed surprised and confused by Aryan's sudden change in attitude, who became like a crazy person after having a hot scene with the young girl.

“Em... do young girls have their own characteristics?" Alana said without a filter.

Again and again, making Aryan stare intently at her face with a straight gaze.

"Then, I have a lot of stock of girls that age, even younger than that," Alana explained as if her words were true.

Aryan ignored her and instead left Alana alone in her original position.

"Hey Aryan, where are you going?" Alana ran after Aryan who left her.

It seemed that Aryan didn't want to be disturbed. Moreover, Alana's presence only made him sick. He didn't get a solution that he could adopt from Alana. It seemed that he would visit the bar again and drink more this afternoon. He walked towards the parking lot and got into his car after pressing the lock button he was holding.

Meanwhile, Alana stopped chasing him and seemed to start realizing that Aryan didn't need her presence right now. Aryan drove the car very quickly and increased the speed of the car after arriving at the gate of his office. He drove very fast. Depicting the contents of his head that were not okay and felt messy. He was so chaotic, and his mind was struggling, as evidenced by his behavior, that he was starting to be unable to control.