Chapter 3

“She doesn't belong here…” Who ever opened up is cut off before he can finish whatever stupid thing he was about to say.

“Oh I get it her stupid brothers and mother got into your ear. She isn't the trouble maker out of them but have fun with that. Bye, I don't respect a president that believes the snake instead of investigating.” I send Star to get him and I look at Deacon and them and they are pissed.

Then I hear Star say “so do you plan to harass any one who shows up here or just those that consider Layla family? Go back to your party and stay off this property. I know the house in in Layla’s name so be careful before we put a security fence around so you can’t fuck with her. Get a life and leave the 17 year old girl alone.”  She is yelling by the time she is done. She is 17 as well but she will tell you how stupid you are being in a heartbeat.

I wait till she comes down with Tanner and say “don't worry about it for a few weeks and I'm moving back to Broken Arrow to go to school and open my tattoo shop.”

“Ok, I fine I won’t say anything but if you get hurt I won't forgive them. Spirit MC is your family, we will never leave you alone.” We ate then they had to leave. Tanner and Star stay to help clean up. We go outside to the fire pit and start a fire and drink coffee while talking about graduation and opening the shop. We can hear them getting drunk and still no one comes over to invite me and  my family forgot about me. Normal people would be hurt but by now I am used to it. My wolves are at my feet but suddenly Zero stands alert and looks behind me when I hear. “Do you think you are too good to come to the BBQ?” I hear whoever it talk and it sounds like he just hit puberty.

I turn and look and I see a younger version of the president. I'm guessing brother, “wasn't invited and was told I don't belong so if you have an issue with it take it up with I’m guessing it is your brother. But in all honesty I don't care to be over there. No one has spoken to me nicely since I got here and I didn’t do shit to any of you so go back to your club patches. You’re just pissed I don’t look at you like you walk on water. I ignored your stares earlier and I am going to go back to ignoring you now, bye.” Then he just storm’s off. These next few weeks will suck. “Well guys it's 11 I'm going to call it a night. You can stay if you want or I will see you in a few days.” I tell my friends since I am just done with this day.

“We will stay then leave in the morning. We will put the fire out and come down when we are done.” Star tells me without asking Tanner.

“The couch has a pull out bed and I put a bed in the 2nd bedroom, goodnight.” I wave back to them as me and the dogs head in the house.

I walked into my room stripped then took a shower. I know Tann and Star are staying because they don’t trust them. I like when they are here they make this place less lonely. After I got out and got dressed I closed all the windows and locked them. I grab a cup of hot tea and go to my room and sit in my bean bag chair and draw the rest of my tattoo and 5 more for the shop.

I don't sleep well most of the time. I have nightmares of my ex hitting me after he said I shouldn't be upset that my dad is dead anymore. He locked me away for a weekend and did much worse. Deacon was out of town with Star and Tann, they are his kids. No one in the MC knew where I was. They found me when they came back and heard I hadn’t been around. Deacon took me to the cabin where his mother Etta lived until I healed. My mother introduced me to Bobby and said he was a good guy. Which he wasn’t, did she know what he was really like. I wonder.  He can't find me right now but I think he's afraid to look, it’s not like I am hiding or anything. They taught me how to fight and use weapons after that happened. Now he is sending me threats saying he will do much worse if he ever finds me. Well I say bring it. I sent the newest message to Tech and Spirit MC. He will try to find him.

Tanner already set up the gym equipment where the dinning area is I don’t need 2 of them. I'm just one person I can sit in the built int breakfast nook. Now I can train to make sure no one hurts me again. Since I can't sleep I might as well work out so I jump on the treadmill.

Star and Tann heard me and came to check on me. Tann and Star put gear on so we can box a little. They know I don't want to talk so Star is up first we start off with easy combos. Left, right, hook and then kick then repeat. We are both going back and forth then Tann comes in and tries to surprise me but doesn't then Star steps back and Tann tries to take me to the floor and I let him then after he is in side control I transition and now I’m on his back with one arm going under his chin then grabbed the other arm then the arm I grabbed goes back behind his head till my hand is on my other bicep then squeeze till he taps. Now we can talk.

The next night it was just me and my dogs but that's ok they all had work and meetings. I went to take the trash out but the dogs were in the house when someone came up behind me and drugged me. I am in an out for days I feel the pain I knew they were raping me they left my face alone its like I was in and out but could never wake up enough to know who is here. There were points where I knew I recognized there voice but from where.