4. The Reason

I couldn't hold my breath and couldn't control my throbbed heart beat. He removed my shirt, there is a deep cleavage between my breasts. He grabbed a chair to sit in front of me. He grabbed my chair and dragged towards him. I was about to fall on him but I stopped myself with my hands putting them on his shoulders. Oh no, I'm suffocated now because of the anxiety. Because of him being very close to me. He slowly moved my hair which is on my neck back. I closed my eyes to control myself from touching my head to his hands. He started to clean my wound with the cotton. "Ouch" , I said slowly.

He raised his head to look at me. His gaze tensed me more. My chest is swelling inside and out due to my heavy breath. When I said Ouch, I took myself back and leaned on to the chair.

" Is it paining? " he asked me.

" Yeah, a little " , I said slowly looking into his deep brown eyes.

He furrowed his eyebrows and snaked his hand around my bare waist, pulled me

closer.

" Stay steady dear, I want to clean your wound first" , he said like a whisper. His voice is being tense on my nerves. I'm so nervous with his touch on my waist.

I didn't wear any clothes on top of my body and left with only a bra but he didn't think twice to pull me closer. He is behaving like when we were in college days. He was very romantic and always dominant in making a move with a kiss.

I'm continuously staring at his lips but can't kiss him. He is watching my breath and my breast is clearly visible to him moving in and out.

He could easily find my pulse of nervousness and he always makes me tense to become more and more with his move of starting slow romance.

I'm afraid, what he is going to do now. But I couldn't control my tense, it's been almost six years since I've been away from him.

He is continuing with dressing my wound. He looks hot while dressing my wound. I think, I fell for him already...

Ow no, come on Amy, this is not correct. He left me when I needed him mostly, I must control myself. I took a deep breath and acted like I'm strong and not interested in him. When I took a deep breath, he raised his eyes up to see me and said, " are you okay ? "

His romantic and interesting eyes didn't let me control my nervousness.

I didn't say anything for his question and holding my head with my hand, I looked at him angrily because he is tempting me more right now.

I could remember the first romance we did together during our college days.

He finished the wound dressing and packing the box. He suddenly looked at my waist and slowly raised his gaze into my eyes as romantically nobody else till now in anyone else's life. I looked at him pitty.

" I'll go wash my hands " , he said and walked into his room and washed his hands. I just stood and placed my hands on the table and closed my eyes and sighed.

Very suddenly, Robert came out, held my hand and dragged me forcefully towards him and our bodies touched very closely. He didn't think for a second and kissed me. We slowly walked backwards and he pinned me on to the wall. Slowly, he took one of his hands from my head and placed it on my breast. I feel like fainting.

He slowly, rubbing my breast with his palm and giving little squeezes. His thumb is searching for my nipple. It's obvious he knows where it is. He found my nipple and gave strong strokes on my nipple. I lost my senses, he is taking me something beyond. He became more and more good at kissing and working out with my breast.

I just placed my hands down on the wall. A tear from my right eyes is slowly falling on to my cheek.

He found me being surrendered to him now. His gaze during the whole kiss was in my eyes. He took one of his other hands to my booty and took his hand slowly to my back pocket.

" Please, don't do this to me Roby ", I said .

" Your body is mine ", he said and held my waist and pulled me towards him. It was like, my breath almost stopped.

His lips are cool and wet. Feels so fresh and his smell is awesome. I never get a chance in complaining about his techniques in making romance.

" Stop it Robert", I pushed him away and said.

" You left me when I most needed your presence. Now, what's all this ? " I said.

" I never left you , you ignored me for six years. Why ? " , he asked me and pinned me on to the wall angrily. He don't like it if I stop him in between the ongoing romance.

" Because, you said, I don't deserve you " , I revealed to him the issue went between us in the past.

" You deserve me Amy, you are the only love to me. What exactly happened between us that lead us a part? " , he asked me by holding my head with his hands.

He didn't remember a single fight between us. I sat down by leaning on the wall and placed my two hands holding my forehead and crying.

Past Incident ( A Fight)

During my college final year, final semester, I have not been getting my period for a month, I got a doubt and checked it. I found I was pregnant. I was happy and excited to say this to Robert. Robert was my senior and the love of my life. He was sitting on a bench in a garden nearby and I came with a happy smiling face.

" Roby, shall we get married? " I asked him sarcastically.

Robert was shocked and furrowed his eyebrows and said, " don't be funny, Amy. Why all of a sudden about marriage?" he asked me with a careless face.

" Because, I love you Roby, somehow we will get married right ", I said.

" Did I ever promise you that I'm going to marry you? Don't irritate me Amy. Get the hell out of here. I'm going to London in five days. We may not meet often", he said.

I was shocked with his words. We loved each other so much but he didn't care to give me a proper explanation about us.

I stood up from the bench and said, " All the best Robert ", I left from there by crying and by placing my hand on my belly. I did not turn back and left from there and never met Robert again for six years.

PRESENT

I said all of this to Robert because he asked me what happened between us exactly. It's a pity that he

doesn't know the reason behind our breakup.