Chapter 7

Nikolai

"Natalia said she will come in one month, once she completes her assignment." Mikhail said. I nodded at that. She was very thorough with her job.

"What about the small area heads?" I asked Dimitri.

"We are still on it. We have targeted a few areas that I know we will get something from." He replied, showing me the file of the area which had all the information of the heads and pictures of them. I looked through all of them.

"Don't take this one, it may be a small area but it is in a good neighbourhood, covering for a missing person will be difficult. I don't want them pissing their pants." I rolled my eyes.

"Area Tuscnky is too close to area Fusco, find another one." I told him. "They have to be far away, with no connection to each other and in a bad neighbourhood where no one cares who goes missing."

"Adding a couple of warriors would be good, they have good connections. Trackers too." Vladimir muttered. I nodded.

"No more than five people." I said. We discussed each one in detail and finalised it.

"I want them in two days." I demanded and after we were done, I left my office.

I was tired and wanted to go back to Ava and sleep. Today was tiring and her skimpy bikini added on to my torture. I wanted to claim her so bad but I knew I had to wait. So instead, I went back to our room, just wanting to hold her again.

When I opened the door, my eyes widened at her naked, kneeling self.

"Stand up." I snapped.

Why the fuck was she kneeling again? I have made it clear to her about the kneeling rules. She stood up quickly, her head down. I forced my wolf to calm down. He loved it and then hated himself for loving it. It was always like that with him. He craved power and control over everything. I thought about all the things she could think that would land her a punishment. I had told her that her being late for dinner was fine.

"How long have you been kneeling like this?" I gritted.

"Since you were gone." She whispered, still not looking at me.

"Its been two fucking hours, Ava! Look at me when I talk to you." I was furious. Why didn't she understand that I wouldn't punish her? I was not sick like González, I would never beat her. I loved torturing people but never my Ava, never my mate. Her eyes snapped to mine. Didn't she realise that I wanted her to be my mate? How could I break it to her that I wanted to bite her and claim her? That I wanted to have pups with her? She was so fucking innocent that my wolf couldn't handle it sometimes.

"Tell me why." I asked, pinching the bridge of my nose.

"I know you want me Master, I saw it in your eyes. I didn't know why you didn't just fuck me. I wanted to do something for you, I wanted to offer myself to you." She whispered, I could see the hurt in her eyes. I wanted to punch myself at that moment. I walked up to her and stood close to her.

"I'm sorry for shouting at you." I said kissing her forehead. "I wanted you to be comfortable with me before we had made love, at least our first time." I smiled, telling her the half truth. I knew about her nightmares, they were not just bad dreams. And that's why I had to wait before doing anything more with her. I also had to get a better control over my horny ass wolf.

Instead of replying she kissed me.

"I want to do this." She whispered against my lips, her hand trailing down my chest. Her touch was enough to make my cock twitch.

"Are you sure?" I asked her for the last time, I don't think I can control myself anymore.

"Yes, Master." Her breathless reply was enough for me to throw her on the bed, strip and then pounce on her, kissing her hard.

My wolf was on the surface, I knew it. I also knew that I had to stay away from her neck if she wanted it to be bare after she left this room tomorrow morning. My wolf understood and stayed in the back of my head, giving me back the full control. I knew he did it half for me and half for his mate.

I gripped her long braid in my hand, wrapping it around my hand and tugged it hard, pushing my tongue in her mouth when she gasped. I pressed my growing length against her core, letting her know the effect she had on me. I ravished her mouth, kissing her like I was fucking her. I squeezed her breast and she groaned. I grinned against her lips.

"Tell me you will stop me if it gets too much, I'll try being gentle the first time but you well tell me if I am hurting you." She moaned and nodded.

I pinched her nipple, just hard enough to bring her attention to me. "Use your words Avalyn."

"Yes Master." She gasped.

I took a nipple in my mouth, one had played with her other breast and the other still holding her hair tight. I knew she liked it a little rough and I wanted to do anything to make it pleasurable for her. Satisfied, I switched positions with my other hand. I let go of her hair too. I slowly trailed down, kissing her smooth stomach, licking her cute little navel and winked at her. She blushed. So innocent, I was having fun corrupting her.

"Please..." She moaned.

"Tell me what you want, Ava." I asked, kissing her just above her clit. She was so wet for me, I was desperate to taste her again, her smell of earth and chocolate was sending my mind into overdrive.

"I.. please, Master." She begged.

"Yes?" I cocked a brow at her, smirking at the desperate look on her face.

"I want you to eat me." She whispered hoarsely, her hazy eyes looking in my eyes.

Not waiting anymore, I dug in my most favourite meal. I lapped up the wetness from her rosy pussy, diving my tongue in, sucking her, licking her. I was addicted to her and I never wanted to let go of her. When I realised she was close, I stopped and she groaned in disappointment, gripping my hair tighter.

"Are you in a hurry?" I grinned at her, teasing her.

"Please Master." She begged as a tear of pleasure leaked out of her eye.

Not torturing her further, I fingered her lips, letting her know my intentions before pushing it inside her wet pussy. Her eyes widened before she moaned louder. I pushed my second finger in, stretching her further, this Emilio must have a pencil dick. She was so tight. I was pumping harder by the second and she was chanting my name as if she was worshiping me and I enjoyed every second of it.

"Im...I'm cuming." She screamed.

"No, not now." I gritted, pumping harder, pushing my third finger in and she screamed, she was very tight but I needed to stretch her more if she didn't want to get hurt a lot when my dick entered her. I pumped and rotated my fingers, finding her g-spot at and pumped there again and again.

"May I cum now?" She screamed, still moaning. This made my wolf purr. Her pleasure was mine to give.

"Cum." I replied and her whole body convulsed, her nails digging in the bed and her body trembling. It was a glorious sight, I did not stop though, I let her orgasm ride out. Her wolf was so close right now that my wolf could almost feel her.

'Mate.' He shivered in delight.

I grinned. I was dancing in joy in my mind right now.

When she was done, I pulled out my fingers and licked two of them, relishing her sweet taste. I lean over her again, putting my pointer finger that was covered in her cum in front of her face.

"Lick it clean." I said, my voice husky. She looked as if she was in a trance and took a hold of my hand, sucking my finger like her life depended on it- like she would my cock.

"Good girl." I smiled at her once she was done. That had made me painfully hard. My wolf wanted to claim his mate right now! Especially since he realised that his mate was right under his nose since the last few days. I pulled him back. This was not the time. This was about her. About her feeling the pleasure she was trained to give to others. My wolf will get his chance but not tonight. A growl escaped my lips but he retracted anyway.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I expect honesty Ava, tell me how you feel." I asked her again, I don't think I could stop if I went any further.

"I'm all sore, Master but this is also the best I have ever felt." She whispered, I could see the truth in her eyes.

"Good." I nodded, I expected that.

"Just, please don't hurt me much." She whispered and I stilled.

"Did I hurt you right now? I knew I should have taken it slow. Was three fingers too much for you? I wanted to stretch you first so it would hurt less when my cock entered you." Shit! I hurt her.

"No, you didn't hurt me but I know sex hurts." She whispered looking away from me.

"It shouldn't hurt since you are not a virgin, Ava. In fact, I think you will enjoy it." I told her and kissed her forehead. She will enjoy it more because I'm her mate. She just doesn't know it yet because her wolf is dormant.

She gnawed on her lip, still looking terrified.

I knew she had bad experiences in the past but fuck, I didn't know it was this bad! González hadn't even given her a fucking orgasm, she thought that sex always hurt, what kind of Master was he? Did all he did was beat the shit out of her? Rage filled me.

"I trust you Master." She said confidently, looking in my eyes. I'll make sure she knows that sex doesn't hurt and just how much pleasurable it is after we are done.

I smiled at her. I kissed her again, gently, taking my time, inserting a finger in her again, making her more wet, it would hurt less. Once I was satisfied, I positioned myself, my head touching her entrance. I slowly began pushing inside her. Fuck, she feels so good! When I was completely inside her, I looked at her only to see her face crumpled in pain, tears were streaming down her face. Fuck! It shouldn't hurt this much. I pulled out of her quickly and pecked her lips, she still hadn't made a sound or moved.

"Talk to me Ava." I said desperately, caressing her face.

She didn't reply.

Fuck! This was bad. I shook her lightly.

"Please, Love, I'm sorry, talk to me." I pleaded. Her eyes opened and I sighed in relief but the hollow look broke my heart.

"Ava plea-"

"No, no, please, no, Red, please, no." She kept repeating, sobbing now. It broke my heart.

I sat her up on my lap, pulling her to my chest, hugging her and rubbing her back. She was thrashing in my arms but I didn't let her go, I knew she was in shock. I panicked, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to bring her back, as Nikolai and not her Master. I rocked her in my arms, begging her, pleading for her to talk to wake up. I murmured sweet words in her ear but nothing worked, she was sobbing hysterically. Her whole body was trembling and had gone cold.

"Avalyn, get up!" I snapped at her in my Master voice.

Her eyes snapped open and they were pitch black. Like...like that of a werewolf. Her wolf was on the surface. She was here.

She hugged me tightly and sobbed in my chest, I was rubbing her back again, letting her cry it out. Her crying decreased to small hiccups after some time and then she fell asleep, I had been rocking her in my arms all the while. I laid her on the bed and kissed her forehead. I turned on the heater and tucked her in, winter was coming and I knew she was easily cold. Werewolves didn't get cold easily because our wolves constantly generated heat.

The only thing that really matters right now is that she is in pain. It pained me to see her in pain. It hurt. Then came the shame. I couldn't help her, I had to be her Master and order her.

One good thing that came out of it today is that I know she is my mate.

But the worse thing is, she is my broken mate.

I will do anything in my power to make her whole again.