Chapter 6

Nicolas

When I got home, I went to take a shower immediately I needed to get warmed up. When I defrosted in the shower I got out and pulled my PJ’s pants on. I poured myself a stiff drink and downed it then another, and another. I did this for the first year after she left me, I drank myself to sleep every night because life without her was just too much to bare. And here I am again tonight drinking, drinking to be able to sleep. When I got to my 10th drink, I stumbled to my bedroom and fell onto the bed and passed out. At 3 am I woke up and went to the bathroom then I went to the kitchen to get myself some headache tablets and water lots and lots of water. After I drank the headache tablets and the water I went back to bed. I fell asleep almost immediately but then I started to dream of Nicol and our first night together. She was so afraid I promised her I wouldn’t hurt her I will take it slow. I set the scene while she was at dance class. I put candles in every nook and corner of my room, I threw red rose pedals on the bed. I made sure I had a darker sheet on the bed, I didn’t want her to see the blood because I knew she will be embarrassed. We’ve been going out for a while now but we didn’t have sex yet just because I was respecting her and I wanted to make sure if I take her virginity I won’t run away the next day like so many guys do. To say she was surprised was an understatement with all the effort I made she knew we were going to have sex that afternoon she just didn’t know about the rose pedals and the candles.

I walked closer to her and took both her cheeks in my hands and started to kiss her, she opened for me immediately that allowed me to devour her mouth. She was kissing me back with as much passion as I was putting into the kiss. She dropped her bag and I started to undress her, I pulled her shirt over her head when I looked at her, she was wearing the most stunning red bra it didn’t cover much. “You did this for me?” I asked her. “Yes. Is it okay?” She said shyly. “You look stunning angel thank you for making the effort.” She needed words of affirmation and a lot of it. I kissed her nipple while I went down to her skirt and pulled it down over her ass, she had the matching red panty on. I pushed my nose between her legs and took a big sniff. When I looked at her, she was blushing. “You smell so ready for me.” She just smiled clearly; she didn’t know what to say. When I got rid of the shirt and skirt, I walked her towards the bed and kissed her until the back of her knees was touching the bed. Then I let her slowly went down on the bed lying on her back. “Angel, I want you to lie still.” I told her, I had a bit of a dominant side to me but I won’t let it come out totally not tonight I didn’t want to scare her. “I will.” “It’s going to be difficult angel but please try for me.” “Okay Nikki.” She said. She was the only one that ever called me Nikki other people will call me Nico but never Nikki, I liked it that she had a name for me that no one else had.

I started with her mouth kissing her while she kissed me right back then I moved down to her neck. She loved being kissed in the neck I’m very sure if I touched her pussy right now, she will be wet as fuck. But I held myself back then I went down and kissed her nipples through the bra. I slowly took the bra off and started to play with her breast over and over. She was moaning and trying her utmost to stay still. Then I moved down to her belly button and kissed her there and on her stomach, then I went down to her pussy, I pushed my nose over her panty again and smelled she smelled like heaven on earth. I pulled her panties down and she started to move trying to cover herself. “Angel don’t move.” “But” “But nothing I’ll take care of you don’t worry lie back and relax okay.” “Okay.” Then she gotten still again. When she was naked in front of me on the bed a stood up and looked at her. She looked back at me but there was just lust in her eyes I needed to make sure she wasn’t afraid but what I saw was the same that was probable reflecting in my eyes and that was lust and lots and lots of that. I went to my knees at the end of the bed and pulled her towards me. She gave a small yell but then she got quiet and still. I just surprised her. Then I started to push my tongue between her pussy lips. “Fuck” she screamed. “Hold on angel.” When my tongue touched her clit, she sat up straight so fast. “Angel relax.” I pushed her down to lie down again. “What’s that?” “That’s your clit angel and I’m going to make you feel great just keep still.” “Okay.” Then I started to work her clit she was starting to move her hips pushing her lower body towards my face I didn’t mind that at all I pushed a finger inside her and then she came “Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Nikki Oh my God.” She kept on saying over and over again. I stopped and moved towards her mouth then I kissed her and she kissed me back. “Can you taste yourself on me?” I asked her “MMMMM” she moaned. “Okay angel hold on I’m going to push inside you now it’s going to be sore for a minute or two and then you will adjust to my size okay.” “Okay.” But she immediately tensed up again. “Relax angel.” I aligned my dick to her entrance but started to kiss her again until I felt her body relax and then I started to pushed my dick into her pussy. She was so tight, “Fuck” I hissed as I pushed into her “You, okay?” I asked her. But she didn’t say anything. I looked at her and there was a tear in her eye. “I’m going to stop.” I told her “No you won’t dare, push in.” “As you wish angel.” Then I pushed in fast “Fuck” both of us screamed. And with that word I woke up with my dick in my hand almost in a vise grip.