It´s Crazy

Toby

I'm nervous as hell. The premiere is today, two showings. And Saturday and Sunday are still packed. I hope everything goes well. I never thought I'd pay off my debt in three nights. At the end of the month, I'll drive home in a new car and take Vicky to meet my dad. We received the alpha's authorization

The show started and I was a mess, but the guys calmed me down. I took a shot of whiskey. The alcohol relaxed me right away. Helena, another sensual dancer, was already getting on my nerves, from how much she grabbed me, but let's go!

The lights forming the full moon reminded me of Vicky's ass, the smoke was released. I heard a howl and it froze me. Vicky laughed, what a piece of shit, he caught me. It was just a recording. I enter the scene.

The women go crazy. They threw a pair of panties on the stage, for God's sake. I start my dance. When I get off in my swim trunks, they shower me with tips.

Screams of lust, eyes of lust, women laughing and dancing. I go back on stage, the sensual girl is my target now, I capture her, kiss her, make out... They are getting wet. I am super sensitive, my sense of smell is like a wolf. I need to control myself so as not to ruin everything.

The moon goes out, time to leave the stage, thank the goddess, the firefighters arrive just in time. The girl grabs my dick, who does this ballerina think she is, I throw her away, without thinking about my strength, she cries. Shit! I broke her arm, it was an accident. Vicky comes running, she curses and asks Petry to take the girl to the Emergency Room. What now? I ruined everything. She looks at me furiously and laughs. This crazy girl, whom I love.

"Why did you do that, baby?"

"Damn, I forgot my strength, she was rubbing herself against me, she grabbed my dick. Vicky, if she's not my partner, only you, you know that."

" Damn, Toby!" — She understands me. " I can't agree with violence, I know you didn't think, it was your wolf, but he has to cooperate."

"I'm arguing with him right now."

"There's one more show today! What now?"

"Dance with me."

" What? I'm fat like this. It's crazy."

" Put on your loose dresses, you'll be a hit. You know the choreography, we rehearsed together."

" I'm not... I don't like the stage..."

"Oh, you sing at karaoke, you dance on the table almost every night, Vicky."

" But it's different, I'm drunk when I do that. It's the end of the night..."

"Drink, now, we have 40 minutes to go on stage."

" Damn! I'm going to have to do it, hahaha. I'm going to get changed. Michel, make one of those double drinks."

Needless to say, we rocked! And when our dance started, I was crazy about Vicky. I would ask her to marry me right now. Only Sharon, my wolf, wouldn't let me. He insisted on his fucking partner.

We left the stage kissing, and went upstairs, and went to take a shower together and I couldn't take it anymore.

"Baby, if you don't want to stay here, for the love of God, put on your pajamas and I'll go for a run."

"Toby, how are you going to run now? In wolf form? "— She says this wrapped in a towel, licking her mouth.

" I'm going to sleep on the couch". — You're doing it on purpose.

" Toby, I'm sorry. I feel like it too.

" I know, baby." — I hug her and kiss her wet hair. "Vicky, we've grown up. We're playing a dangerous game for both of us."

"I know. " - she looks at me with her eyes full of tears. And the one who's going to lose is me.

"This is so unfair, Toby. I hate your fucking goddess."

" Sshhh, don't say that. Everything has a reason. Let's talk sober tomorrow, okay?"

She nods. I go to the living room, lying on the couch and pretending to sleep. I hear her crying and it breaks my heart. I'm going to have to be more careful.

I always wanted to have a predestined companion. It's so wonderful to see the couples in the pack. Such a true, soulmate love.

Someone who is everything to you. Yes I want that! But I don't want to hurt Vicky, she's my best friend and my closest relative I can say, even without us being blood. We experience so many things together. I wanted her around my whole life. You still love her because you knew she wouldn't have anyone else except Petry and Mike, but until when? They were human and old, their lifespan was running out.

I need to think of a way for Vicky to find someone and be happy. Could the Moon goddess bless her just a little this time?

If I didn't hold back I would want to have sex with Vicky. She is very hot and sexy. I even dream about her sometimes. And then, we kiss and make out, so sometimes it feels so right...

But I would hate to be her first guy and then find my mate and leave her.

I love sex, but I can't with her, no. It will be very difficult afterwards for us not to mix things up. And I don't want to regret it, even if she hates me.

I need to think of something. Focus now on getting the money, getting out of debt and working in the pack to make my father proud. I'm not a great warrior, but I can do something better than working in the kitchen.

I need to think, maybe at college, yes, Vicky did it and it was good for her.

I can study and improve my position. It's time to grow up.