Chapter 4: Lilith P.O.V.

Was this really about to happen? I’m about to lose my virginity to this absolutely terrifying vampire. Nothing about him was actually terrifying in the way that he spoke to me or the way that he handled me but his looks. His looks are absolutely terrifying, there isn’t a part of him that isn’t covered in some type of scar and he had to easily be double to size of my body in height and sheer muscle. That alone is terrifying.

I’ve thought about this moment my entire life. The perfect moment when I would decide that I truly loved someone to the point that I wanted to share my body with them. Thai was nowhere close to what I imagined. In my dreams I imagined that there would be rose petals and a huge bed. Love would be in the air filled with the intoxicating scent of my mate. I would never have a mate now because of this. Because of her. I was about to lose everything that our parents could have ever wished for me because she is greedy and selfish and prized herself on being on the top .

On top of having sex for the first time I would be doing it infront of parent’s rotting corpses and a room full of horny and starving vampires. No pressure, right? I looked at my parents one more time. I’m so sorry mom, dad.I blinked away the tears and looked back at this vampire that ahs shown me more kindness than any of the wolves in my sisters pack.

“Make sure she hears nothing.” I whispered, trying to look at anything but his eyes. Whenever he looked at me it felt like he could see through the years of walls that I had built up, living off of the safe security I had built in place of the love I was missing. The love that was stolen.

She didn’t deserve to having the victory of hearing my whimpers, screams of anything else that might happen. I have heard the women of the pack when they do it with their ‘partners’ or ‘forced mates’. My sister would think she won if sh heard any sort of commotion and she would not be breaking me.

“Princess.” he whispered, in his dark low voice. His breathless whispers tickling the hairs on my neck. I turned my attention back to him, zipping my head back to him as quickly as possible. I didn’t want to piss off the male taking my virginity.

“Eyes on me.” he smirked. Looking at the sheer dress covering my body. My nipples poking through the material and showing him just how ready I really was for him.

“Good girl.” his gruff voice whispered, sending goosebumps over my body. His fingers caressed my cheek and his lips met mine. It wasn’t hard or fast like the last kiss. His lips inches away from mine while his eyes searched mine looking for any type of emotion, he wouldn’t be getting. I bit my bottom lip and nodded my head, giving him full permission because the only other option wasn’t something I would be giving my sister.

His lips melted into mine, sucking on my bottom lip and begging for entrance. I moaned feeling the way his soul penetrated my own and his tongue slipped into my mouth. Our tongue stuck in a battle for power while he traced every corner of my mouth and his hands slip down my body until he found his target.

I moaned into the kiss, feeling the way he spread my legs wider. Preparing my body for his cock. His finger’s running down my wet pussy while he rubbed my clit gently. My hands pushed against his shoulder, begging him to stop this torture.

My legs shaking while the pressure built up in my stomach when he finally pulled away and gasped for air.

“Put your hands on the wall. I’m going to cover your mouth so nobody hears a thing. Nod if you agree.” He ordered, the fire dancing behind his dark pupils while he stared at me, waiting for the reaction that he wanted.

I put my hands above me and against the wall and nodded my head yes. The cold wall grounding me while I tried not to focus on what was happening next, “Relax, okay?” He whispered, putting his hand over my mouth while he lined himself up with my entrance. I took in a deep breath and let one out.

I could feel the head of his cock while he rubbed it over my entrance, soaking himself in my entrance and pushing the head in slowly. I shook my head no, feeling the tears build up in my eyes from the intrusion, “No..”I murmured, trying to take back what my sister already forced on me.

“Ah!” he screamed, feeling one of the shocks from the devices the guards had. His body convulsed while he tried to hold still.

“Luna said you need to treat her like the slut she is.” The guard ordered, looking between the two of us like we were supposed to perform a show for my dear sweet sister.

“I understand, Guard.” Cain smirked, looking at me like I would be his next meal.

Leaning down and over my body, “I wanted to try and be gentle with you. Please forgive me Lily.” he whispered, thrusting his full eight inches into my pussy.

“Cain!” I screamed, tears falling down my rosy cheeks while I begged him to stop the intrusion.

“Cain,please stop!” I cried out while he used my body to his whim. He pulled out of my body, “turn the fuck around!now!” He barked out, the fire and warmth that I had seen just minutes ago, gone.The blood soaking my dress between my legs sticking to me, I got up off of the bed and turned around.

“Hands and knee’s wolf. Be a good little whore.” he ordered, smacking my ass hard and leaving a stinging sensation mark on my skin.

My whole body shook listening to the same person who just called me Angel and princess call me a whore. Was it just an act? Was he part of the pack?