Argument and Desire

Evans secretly clenched his fist as he looked dazedly at Nathan. He waited for him to repeat his words with bated breath, he hoped what he had heard was a mistake, but he was still disappointed.

Nathan sat up and said clearly and loudly, “Can you keep this a secret?” He then looked at Evans calmly without feeling anything was wrong with his words.

Meanwhile, Evans looked at him and trembled, his heart felt the sting, then so much pain that he was tempted to hit his heart to reduce the pain. What was he expecting anyway? That this man would think of him after all of this? That he would have feelings for him after their sex?

Evans suddenly chuckled, he laughed so hard that his body rocked, but his face was distorted, he looked more like he was crying instead of laughing.

“A joke! Everything turns out to be a joke, Everything!” He thought that then looked up with his eyes on Nathan, then he gave him a bright smile and ignored him.

With his back towards him, he walked toward the bathroom without looking back but what he didn't see was Nathan’s stretched hand.

Nathan looked at Evans back in confusion, he felt that something was different or should he say wrong? But he can't just point it out, then he thought about it deeply and then his eyes flashed with a thought.

He face-palmed then stood up and allowed the blanket to fall to the ground showcasing his naked body. His body had some small scratches but they were not as bruised as the ones on Evans's body. Nathan had a body with muscles that were not exaggerated, his body was toned and honey-colored, and his packs were obvious as he exercised every time. He looked so handsome which is why both ladies and men want him but too bad, he is still stuck on someone who doesn't even see him.

He picked up the bathrobe and put it on then walked to the side table and brought out a stick of cigarette and let it then inhaled deeply before walking to the window and looking out. His eyes were deep and thoughtful as he looked at the bright sky but only he knew what he was thinking about. The white smoke ring covered his face and made his eyes look more sharp, then he picked up his phone which he had also picked up.

He dialed the number of his assistant then placed the phone on his ear, the call was picked in less than 5 seconds and the excited voice of his assistant rang out, “Boss! Where have you been?” He asked anxiously.

Nathan took a drag of his cigar then licked his lips sexily, “I want you to do something.” He said calmly then looked back toward the bathroom and seeing it was still closed, he rubbed his face then pulsed his lips coldly, “Investigate deeply about the disappearance of Jesse and also—” He stopped then closed his eyes and when he opened it, it became calm, “His manager. Focus on his manager!”

His assistant who was in the office working his ass off after his boss dropped everything down and disappeared. Poor Assistant.

The assistant was surprised with the order of his boss, he didn't know what was going on but he took the order without asking a question then promised to carry it out immediately as he could feel that his boss was serious.

Nathan dropped the phone after hearing the sound of the door to the bathroom opening, he turned around and looked at Evans who appeared in a bathrobe like the one he was putting on, then he walked toward him calmly, “Evans…” He called out, then he saw Evans frown as he looked at the lit cigarette stick in his hand, then he moved back in disgust.

Nathan was speechless at the obvious disdain then he stuffed out the cigar and coughed to cover up the embarrassment, then called again, “Evans?”

Evans looked back and saw the cigar had been thrown away, he breathed a sigh of relief then looked at Nathan coldly, “Do you need anything?” He asked then without waiting for Nathan to say a word, he chuckled mockingly, “Oh! Is it about your request? Then you don't need to worry, this will be a secret and besides, Immediately I step out of this place, I will forget everything that occurred.” Nathan said then turned around to look for his clothes but then his hand was grabbed by Nathan.

He looked back confusingly, then he became sharp as he jerked his hand off, then glared at Nathan coldly, “What. Do. You. want?!”

Nathan frowned seeing Evans like this and he couldn't help but find it dissatisfying. His muscles clenched, then he held Evans's hand and dragged him to his chest, then held his waist and glared at him, “What the hell is wrong with you, Evans?!”

Evans gritted his teeth, pushed Nathan away, and glared back. “I should be asking you this! What else do you want from me? I have made my promise, so what else are you dissatisfied with? And stop holding me this way, I am a fucking male!” Evans barked seeing that Nathan had dragged him by the waist again.

Nathan raised his brows in amusement, “Oh? A male? But we did it right? You enjoyed me fucking your tight ass and you screaming my name. You enjoy me cumming inside you and I know you want more, so… isn't it too late to tell me you are a male,  Huh?” Nathan said with a hoarse voice that made Evans tremble.

“Shut the fuck up, you mutherfucker!” Evans cussed and then pushed Nathan away in the chest but Nathan didn't release him and held him tightly and even drew him closer to his chest then held him.

“I’m sorry…”

Evans stiffened on hearing his words, then swallowed hard and gritted his teeth. He didn't know what he was sorry for again. Regret?

Nathan sighed then continued, “You misunderstood me. When I said you should keep it a secret it was because I didn't want your reputation to be damaged. Evans, you are too young for this, and you are still in college, you don't know what damage this can cause, and as for me telling you not to tell Jesse…Evans—” He stopped then sighed and continued,

“I have been with Jesse for years and I really can't lose him. I can't afford to, Evans. So if all this turn out to be a mistake, I can't let him know we had a thing so it's wont damage your relationship with him and…You know?” He finished then released Evans.

“You keep thinking about him, then Nathan..”Evan stopped and looked into his eyes deeply.

His eyes were puffy from tears and his voice was still hoarse from last night's activities, “What about me? Have you ever considered what I think? What do I feel? No, right?” He then shook his head and sighed sadly before turning back to look for his clothes but seeing everything torn, he sighed in frustration but then he saw a hand stretching some cloth to him.

He looked at it then muttered a small thank you, then took it and went to change. The cloth was big for Evans but it was better than nothing, besides, it had the smell of Nathan making him feel safe and a bit calm now.

He walked out then picked up his phone and bag then began walking toward the door without acknowledging Nathan whose brows were furrowed in confusion and contemplation.

But before Evans could reach the door his hand was held again, then he turned around and he met Nathans's deep eyes, “Why are you throwing a fit? Tell me what you want?!” He said with an apprehensive look on his face.

Evans looked stunned, then smiled charmingly which stunned Nathan, then he said boldly, “Then can you make me yours? I want to be with you!”