Chapter 2

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But his leg was finally recovering day by day as I hoped.

Time flew by, even though Jamal called me a loser every day and tried to do everything he could to make me taste the pain.

Honestly, there's one thing that I admitted was really hurting me, and that was heartache.

But he can finally walk normally.

I can also stop feeling so guilty.

It's just that I was still selfish, and I wanted him to get his memory back.

Wanted him to remember our past.

Tried to tell him the truth about my departure.

So, I took him to that town under the pretext of celebrating the fact that he could walk.

There weren't many days of the year where the sun shines, but this place was sweet to me.

We have been to this town before, and many times.

There were many precious herbs in the forest here, and I am addicted to these.

There were still many precious medicinal herbs found in the medical books left by my grandmother

It can open my eyes, but this forest was also full of dangers. There were many stray wolves wandering the forest to survive after being expelled from the tribe,

and Jamal was afraid that something bad would happen to me,

so he used to always come with me.

I didn't think there was an extra Nevaeh here this time.

Because I wanted to take him back to his memories, I proposed to him.

"Mr. alpha, I'll go to the forest later to find some good medicinal herbs that will help you recover."

"I've been here before. The scenery in the forest is beautiful, only a little damp, but the fresh space inside will help you heal your wounds. Would you like to see it?"

He was silent.

Until Nevaeh opened her mouth: "You're here, go and have a look."

She shook his hand.

Jamal rubbed her head: "Okay, it's all up to you."

This was originally my happiness.

But I know that no matter how uncomfortable I feel now, I can't blame others. After all, I chose this road myself.

In the past, when I went to the forest to collect herbs, he would help me arrange bodyguards to take me there in case I was attacked by stray wolves.

He was also looking for someone today.

Only at a fork in the road, he whispered a few words to the bodyguard.

The bodyguard showed me the way. "Miss Heaven, you can see a lot of herbs if you walk like this. We'll come to you later."

I agreed.

They laughed happily as we separated.

I didn't know, there's a huge abyss waiting for me ahead.

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I followed the way the bodyguard showed me, but I fell into a pit, and I couldn't get up myself.

Panic, fear, all kinds of bad emotions consumed me.

Even though I screamed, no one answered.

The bodyguard will come back to me later, I reassured myself over and over like this.

"Don't be afraid, someone will come to save me later."

Looking forward to it again and again, failing again and again

"Wait a moment, just wait a little longer."

But the bodyguard never came, and Jamal didn't come to me.

Until late afternoon, Nevaeh, with a bouquet of wild flowers in her hand, passed by this neighborhood with a smile and Jamal.

I shouted for help, but they didn't seem to hear me.

Until I cried and lost my voice, and Jamal on the slope saw me.

I rejoice that I will finally be saved.

It was the fish dying of thirst on the shore who finally waited for a rain.

But the next second his gaze shifted to Nevaeh.

Talk and laugh with her as if nothing had happened.

He actually pretended not to see me.

"J, it looks like it's going to rain. Let's go."

"Alright."

I broke down and cried. I didn't know why he hated me so much after losing his memory.

The heart is like being cut and cut with the bluntest scissors.

Crushed and crushed.

Jamal, you know it's gonna rain in this forest at night.

You clearly know that I was most afraid of rain.

In this town, there were stray wolves at night.

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The heavy rain fell and it was completely dark.

No one came to me.

I felt my body lose temperature quickly, even though the werewolf's body was kept at forty-five degrees Celsius

But I can feel the cold rain washing away my regulation system

I had to turn into a wolf, use my fur to keep warm, and ensure that I wouldn't die cold in this forest.

The dirt was thin, and I sat on the ground exhausted, covered in mud.

I woke up cold in the middle of the night, but when I opened my eyes, I almost fainted.

All around me were spectral eyes that slowly closed in on me with foul-smelling harangues in their mouths.

Stray wolves, with disgusting stench.

He looked greedily at my rain-soaked body

"Don't come over, no."

I couldn't help shaking.

"Someone!"

"Please, help me..."

"Help me …"

No one knew my despair that night.

I used the knife that I carried in my backpack to cut herbs to kill him.

Because my physical strength was weak, although my knife reached his fatal point, I still gave him the opportunity to struggle

Causing me to get scratches all over my body from his claws.

No one knew how I struggled with him, how I endured pain and fear.

It's getting colder, and colder.

I had a fever, and finally I couldn't hold up and fainted.

When I woke up at dawn, I had been rescued back by a villager.

I returned to my human form, naked, and the kind villagers gave me a few tattered old clothes so I could barely cover myself.

After thanking the villager, I dragged my sick body and struggled to find Jamal.

And when he saw me, he was actually disgusted. I smelled like a villager wolf, and the disgust in his eyes.

It hurt me again. As I said just now, the most painful kind of pain was heartache.

I've thought about it. The bodyguard didn't have to hurt me.

He can only be ordered by alphaking, whom thousands of people admire.

If he didn't lose his memory, he would be forgiven for hating me and torturing me.

But he had lost his memory, so why tortured me so much.

I just wanted to ask him why he turned a blind eye yesterday.

Why did he want to hurt me.

Did he hate me to the bottom of his bones before he lost his memory?

I went into their villa.

"Jamal, why are you deliberately tricking me?"

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Jamal glanced at me.

Not impressed.

"Aren't you doing well?"

"Although you smell of a low-class wolf"

After he finished speaking, he glanced at Nevaeh, and the two of them smiled at each other, as if they couldn't bear my smell.

"Why? Because I hated you from the first sight."

"Your lipstick, your smell, even the look in your eyes aren't my type."

Jamal suddenly caught a glimpse of the wound on my body, and just as he was about to speak, Nevaeh, who was standing by, threw herself on Jamal with a spoiled crying voice.

"J, I just fell. It hurts."

He panicked visibly, completely forgetting what he had just seen my wound.

"Where is the injury? Let me see."

"It's okay, it's okay. I'll rub it for you."

He didn't care about me, who was covered in mud and burning beside him, but he was anxious because of her little bump.

She should be very important in his heart, even more than me before.

Little did Jamal know at this moment that he would soon regret it.

Looking at the way he cared for her, I still cried. As I said, the worst pain was heartache.

It's just that the moment I closed my eyes, I couldn't support myself and fainted.

When I woke up, I exposed his plot.