100 — “I’ve always loved you.”
My first love, my first kiss, and my virginity... All my firsts belong to Julian Adams. Maybe he’s not aware of how much he meant to me, what he means to me, but somehow I’d like him to know.
I’m tired of hiding how I feel, of running away from my feelings, masking my emotions, and trying to fit i...
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Chapters
1. 01 — When did it all start
2. 02 — Little Angel
3. 03 — Dumping you
4. 04 — Take my virginity
5. 05 — New day, new life.
6. 06 — My “best friend”
7. 07 — We can’t do this...
8. 08 — I'm going crazy
9. 09 — Until you come back
10. 10 — Just one more kiss
11. 11 — “F**k me, Julian…”
12. 12 — You look amazing
13. 13 — See what you do to me, girl
14. 14 — Touch yourself
15. 15 — Good girl
16. 16 — “S*ck me, babe.”
17. 17 — This body of yours
18. 18 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
19. 19 — Mark my whole body
20. 20 — Damn butterflies
21. 21 — Just a normal day… (?)
22. 22 — Oh, no… not again.
23. 23 — Empty expression of affection
24. 24 — What a liar.
25. 25 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
26. 26 — Stay with you tonight
27. 27 — Fully inside me
28. 28 — “F*ck you right”
29. 29 — Hold me like this.
30. 30 — Friends with benefits…
31. 31 — Drink it all
32. 32 — Hi, dad.
33. 33 — So many facets
34. 34 — “He's into you!”
35. 35 — Your moans are mine
36. 36 — Saturday, finally
37. 37 — I like dangerous.
38. 38 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
39. 39 — Pretty dirty mouth
40. 40 — A little problem
41. 41 — Girls like you...
42. 42 — I've already fallen.
43. 43 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
44. 44 — Heard everything
45. 45 — Out of time
46. 46 — Rumors all around.
47. 47 — Sex on the beach.
48. 48 — “Get on your knees.”
49. 49 — How could it be cruel?
50. 50 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
51. 51 — The worst decision
52. 52 — “What the f*ck are you doing?”
53. 53 — Because it hurts.
54. 54 — Can you promise me?
55. 55 — “Take off your clothes.”
56. 56 — “Bend over.”
57. 57 — “I'll make everything okay.”
58. 58 — Becoming a bad person
59. 59 — Daddy is back...?
60. 60 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
61. 61 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
62. 62 — It hurts like hell…
63. 63 — SEVEN YEARS AGO […]
64. 64 — What should I do now?
65. 65 — A really tempting offer
66. 66 — “You know where to find me.”
67. 67 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
68. 68 — “Why with her?”
69. 69 — Finally seeing the very true
70. 70 — “Say it, Julian!”
71. 71 — Let's sort things out
72. 72 — “Listen to me, Angel.”
73. 73 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
74. 74 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
75. 75 — A date…?
76. 76 — Julian is over there.
77. 77 — “Wrong answer, girl.”
78. 78 — A wicked smile on his lips
79. 79 — “Answer your daddy.”
80. 80 — “Do you like the danger, girl?”
81. 81 — “Hold me tight.”
82. 82 — Julian is giving me control…?
83. 83 — Go home, Julian
84. 84 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
85. 85 — Needle in a haystack
86. 86 — What do you want from me?
87. 87 — “You’re the first.”
88. 88 — “I want an answer.”
89. 89 — The weak link
90. 90 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
91. 91 — Plan in action, show time.
92. 92 — Public indecency
93. 93 — “It’s not enough, Julian.”
94. 94 — “Don’t look away.”
95. 95 — All of my firsts
96. 96 — “Give yourself completely to me…”
97. 97 — “Say you're mine!”
98. 98 — My 19th Birthday [...]
99. 99 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
100. 100 — “I’ve always loved you.”
101. 101 — “Will you help me, girl?”
102. 102 — Just hold on a little longer…
103. 103 — Boys’ night
104. 104 — “Just one more night.”
105. 105 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
106. 106 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
107. 107 — I’ll never leave your side...
108. 108 — With love, Elisa White.
109. 109 — Never leave your side again
110. 110 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
111. 111 — “Did you find the culprit?”
112. 112 — The culprit is…
113. 113 — “So, what now?”
114. 114 — Payback time
115. 115 — The world really does turn.
116. 116 — People really don’t change.
117. 117 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
118. 118 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
119. 119 — Are you even pregnant?
120. 120 — The forum star.
121. 121 — “You’ve ruined everything!”
122. 122 — Twinkle, twinkle, little star.
123. 123 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
124. 124 — “My good girl.”
125. 125 — “Open your mouth.”
126. 126 — “Don’t c*m yet.”
127. 127 — Is it really enough?
128. 128 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
129. 129 — Two lines...
130. 130 — A new stage of my life.
131. 131 — Mrs. Smith
132. 132 — Endless cycle.
133. 133 — I can finally breathe.
134. 134 — Project Director…?
135. 135 — “It’s worth the wait.”
136. 136 — “Don’t give up this time.”
137. 137 — Julian’s brother’s dream
138. 138 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
139. 139 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
140. 140 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
141. 141 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
142. 142 — “Show you off.”
143. 143 — Be with me.
144. 144 — Mrs. Smith’s birthday
145. 145 — “Sorry for taking so long.”
146. 146 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
147. 147 — Why am I so stupid?
148. 148 — I won’t forgive you.
149. 149 — “Tell me yes...”
150. 150 — Totally, truly, forever.
151. 151 — “Your body is so perfect.”
152. 152 — “For the rest of our lives.”
153. 153 — The same for me.
154. 154 — Will Julian feel the same?
155. 155 — “Be my wife, Angelee.”
156. 156 — I’m finally healing
157. 157 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
158. 158 — Give him pleasure
159. 159 — “Does it feel good to be f*cked outside?”
160. 160 — Big day.
161. 161 — Adams engagement
162. 162 — Are you happy for us?
163. 163 — I’m pregnant, Daddy.
164. 164 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
165. 165 — 24 YEARS AGO.
166. 166 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
167. 167 — Reaching a closure...
168. 168 — “Should we get married already?”
169. 169 — We don’t control life.
170. 170 — “Thank you, my little angel.”
171. 171 — Presentation time…
172. 172 — Project Enkrateia
173. 173 — “You ruined his life.”
174. 174 — The Adams family
175. 175 — “I’m sorry I left.”
176. 176 — “Break out into the storm.”
177. 177 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
178. 178 — “The board made a decision…”
179. 179 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
180. 180 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
181. 181 — Husband and wife…
182. 182 [...] Five Months Later
183. 183 — “A ghost forever.”
184. 184 — The end.
185. AFTER STORY — PART I
186. AFTER STORY — PART II
187. HONEYMOON — PART I
188. HONEYMOON — PART II
189. HONEYMOON — PART III
190. CATHY — I’m falling...
191. MICHAEL — Always by your side.
192. HAPPY EVER AFTER.
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