08 — I'm going crazy
The week seems to pass slowly. I feel like an eternity has already unfolded before my eyes, but it's only been a few days since this hell began.
My clumsy hands searched for the pack of cigarettes, and I remember of trying it for the first time when I entered high school, when my mother spent more t...
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Chapters
1. 01 — When did it all start
2. 02 — Little Angel
3. 03 — Dumping you
4. 04 — Take my virginity
5. 05 — New day, new life.
6. 06 — My “best friend”
7. 07 — We can’t do this...
8. 08 — I'm going crazy
9. 09 — Until you come back
10. 10 — Just one more kiss
11. 11 — “F**k me, Julian…”
12. 12 — You look amazing
13. 13 — See what you do to me, girl
14. 14 — Touch yourself
15. 15 — Good girl
16. 16 — “S*ck me, babe.”
17. 17 — This body of yours
18. 18 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
19. 19 — Mark my whole body
20. 20 — Damn butterflies
21. 21 — Just a normal day… (?)
22. 22 — Oh, no… not again.
23. 23 — Empty expression of affection
24. 24 — What a liar.
25. 25 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
26. 26 — Stay with you tonight
27. 27 — Fully inside me
28. 28 — “F*ck you right”
29. 29 — Hold me like this.
30. 30 — Friends with benefits…
31. 31 — Drink it all
32. 32 — Hi, dad.
33. 33 — So many facets
34. 34 — “He's into you!”
35. 35 — Your moans are mine
36. 36 — Saturday, finally
37. 37 — I like dangerous.
38. 38 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
39. 39 — Pretty dirty mouth
40. 40 — A little problem
41. 41 — Girls like you...
42. 42 — I've already fallen.
43. 43 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
44. 44 — Heard everything
45. 45 — Out of time
46. 46 — Rumors all around.
47. 47 — Sex on the beach.
48. 48 — “Get on your knees.”
49. 49 — How could it be cruel?
50. 50 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
51. 51 — The worst decision
52. 52 — “What the f*ck are you doing?”
53. 53 — Because it hurts.
54. 54 — Can you promise me?
55. 55 — “Take off your clothes.”
56. 56 — “Bend over.”
57. 57 — “I'll make everything okay.”
58. 58 — Becoming a bad person
59. 59 — Daddy is back...?
60. 60 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
61. 61 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
62. 62 — It hurts like hell…
63. 63 — SEVEN YEARS AGO […]
64. 64 — What should I do now?
65. 65 — A really tempting offer
66. 66 — “You know where to find me.”
67. 67 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
68. 68 — “Why with her?”
69. 69 — Finally seeing the very true
70. 70 — “Say it, Julian!”
71. 71 — Let's sort things out
72. 72 — “Listen to me, Angel.”
73. 73 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
74. 74 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
75. 75 — A date…?
76. 76 — Julian is over there.
77. 77 — “Wrong answer, girl.”
78. 78 — A wicked smile on his lips
79. 79 — “Answer your daddy.”
80. 80 — “Do you like the danger, girl?”
81. 81 — “Hold me tight.”
82. 82 — Julian is giving me control…?
83. 83 — Go home, Julian
84. 84 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
85. 85 — Needle in a haystack
86. 86 — What do you want from me?
87. 87 — “You’re the first.”
88. 88 — “I want an answer.”
89. 89 — The weak link
90. 90 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
91. 91 — Plan in action, show time.
92. 92 — Public indecency
93. 93 — “It’s not enough, Julian.”
94. 94 — “Don’t look away.”
95. 95 — All of my firsts
96. 96 — “Give yourself completely to me…”
97. 97 — “Say you're mine!”
98. 98 — My 19th Birthday [...]
99. 99 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
100. 100 — “I’ve always loved you.”
101. 101 — “Will you help me, girl?”
102. 102 — Just hold on a little longer…
103. 103 — Boys’ night
104. 104 — “Just one more night.”
105. 105 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
106. 106 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
107. 107 — I’ll never leave your side...
108. 108 — With love, Elisa White.
109. 109 — Never leave your side again
110. 110 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
111. 111 — “Did you find the culprit?”
112. 112 — The culprit is…
113. 113 — “So, what now?”
114. 114 — Payback time
115. 115 — The world really does turn.
116. 116 — People really don’t change.
117. 117 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
118. 118 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
119. 119 — Are you even pregnant?
120. 120 — The forum star.
121. 121 — “You’ve ruined everything!”
122. 122 — Twinkle, twinkle, little star.
123. 123 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
124. 124 — “My good girl.”
125. 125 — “Open your mouth.”
126. 126 — “Don’t c*m yet.”
127. 127 — Is it really enough?
128. 128 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
129. 129 — Two lines...
130. 130 — A new stage of my life.
131. 131 — Mrs. Smith
132. 132 — Endless cycle.
133. 133 — I can finally breathe.
134. 134 — Project Director…?
135. 135 — “It’s worth the wait.”
136. 136 — “Don’t give up this time.”
137. 137 — Julian’s brother’s dream
138. 138 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
139. 139 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
140. 140 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
141. 141 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
142. 142 — “Show you off.”
143. 143 — Be with me.
144. 144 — Mrs. Smith’s birthday
145. 145 — “Sorry for taking so long.”
146. 146 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
147. 147 — Why am I so stupid?
148. 148 — I won’t forgive you.
149. 149 — “Tell me yes...”
150. 150 — Totally, truly, forever.
151. 151 — “Your body is so perfect.”
152. 152 — “For the rest of our lives.”
153. 153 — The same for me.
154. 154 — Will Julian feel the same?
155. 155 — “Be my wife, Angelee.”
156. 156 — I’m finally healing
157. 157 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
158. 158 — Give him pleasure
159. 159 — “Does it feel good to be f*cked outside?”
160. 160 — Big day.
161. 161 — Adams engagement
162. 162 — Are you happy for us?
163. 163 — I’m pregnant, Daddy.
164. 164 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
165. 165 — 24 YEARS AGO.
166. 166 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
167. 167 — Reaching a closure...
168. 168 — “Should we get married already?”
169. 169 — We don’t control life.
170. 170 — “Thank you, my little angel.”
171. 171 — Presentation time…
172. 172 — Project Enkrateia
173. 173 — “You ruined his life.”
174. 174 — The Adams family
175. 175 — “I’m sorry I left.”
176. 176 — “Break out into the storm.”
177. 177 — JULIAN ADAMS (POV)
178. 178 — “The board made a decision…”
179. 179 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
180. 180 — MICHAEL O’NEIL (POV)
181. 181 — Husband and wife…
182. 182 [...] Five Months Later
183. 183 — “A ghost forever.”
184. 184 — The end.
185. AFTER STORY — PART I
186. AFTER STORY — PART II
187. HONEYMOON — PART I
188. HONEYMOON — PART II
189. HONEYMOON — PART III
190. CATHY — I’m falling...
191. MICHAEL — Always by your side.
192. HAPPY EVER AFTER.
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